GORDON BALL…VANDALS HAVE BEEN HERE

 


   GORDON BALL … VANDALS HAVE BEEN HERE

    (AND  OLD MAN’S WINTER NIGHT, by Robert Frost)

alan  skeoch
November 12, 2019


There was a shadow…some would say a ghost…at the Grodon  Ball Farm today.

    A chill in the air.  Snow on the ground early in November.  Some roads closed. others

   as slippery as a  scam artist.  Perfect kind  of day for a  shadow to fall over the
   farm.  The shadow  was in my mind really…locked there.   

  It was the shadow of Gordon Ball.  He was dead, had been so  for several years.
  Killed in a car accident.   After that the farm was boarded  up.  Not well boarded
as  things turned out








Gordan Ball was eccentric.   He wore bib overalls.  He carried cash to pay his
debts and for his purchases.  This bankroll carrying, whether fact to not, drew  the
attention  of some unsavoury characters.  For the most part though Gordon was a
regular antique buyer…Scottish grandfather clocks and whole inventory of  Applachian
lamp collectors.  Was he rich? Some thought so.  I was never sure.  He was a  collector
and his farm with its many barns  was  jam packed with things…crocks, dog treadmills,
coal oil lamps by the barrel load, old cars, a sawmill, a shingle making machine,  enough
fine wooden  chairs and tables to outfit a hotel.  

Today all that remained was up for auction.





Gordon Ball once lived here…is that him stepping out?  No!  Couldn’t be.  Gordon
Ball is only alive in my mind.

THE SETTING
The south field was jam packed with half ton trucks.  All expecting a  plethora of
great finds that Gordon had squirrelled away.

But what we found is best seen below.  



Vandals had  been here before us.  And  they had  come often it seems.

EVERYTHING Gordon once owned was thrown aside by vandals  thinking
squirrelled money might be hidden in an old sock or behind  a picture frame.
They…must have been several of them…got the good things and threw the rest aside.



Ravages of time … peeling  paint

could not explain away the  presence of thieves, vandals…low life criminals

Just looking at Gordon Ball broken  kitchen stove brought back a flood of memories.
like the time one winter when Marjorie, Kevin, Andrew and I dropped in to visit.  It was early 
December and Gordan, Florida and their boys were in a Christmas mood.  The stone house
was cold  in the corners  but warm around this  stove.  On s side table Gordon or Florida
had  erected a small  Christmas  tree on which hung a couple of coloured  balls.   The
tree was scraggly.  It had been cut in Gordan’s forest.  Chosen not because of its
perfection but because it was of little value.  The vibrant trees were left to grow.
Visiting that winter was Dickensian…a time warp that put us in the home of Cratchet
or even Scrooge after his  conversion from penny pincher to do goober.  The room
was lit with coal oil lamps.  

This was Gordon’s problem.  He wanted to be living in the 19th century and he
forced that longing onto Florida who came from the Philippines.  Gordon could
not understand  why Florida and her eventual two boy progeny were in revolt.

I am not sure what happened in the months after our visit.  But I know it was
tragic  for Gordon.  Shyly he asked  me once about child raising.  Just asking
me was embarrassing.   It seems some social agency was  interfering.


After he died, Florida and the boys  went forward into another life.


They nailed up the doors and window I suppose.  No barrier for vandals.
The whole collection of buildings  had been stripped.  Gordon’s collections
thrown in piles  here snd there.  Whatever had much value was taken.


Today, what was left behind was in a public auction.  A mish mash of broken artifacts.









































One large iron container held treasures.  The container had been shipped  here

from Scotland  and firmly locked.  Vandal proof.  It was  here that the Gordon Ball

collection could really be seen.  Grandfather clocks, sea chests, rum crocks, impeccable
examples of fine Scottish carpentry…including cases of wooden carpenter tools.







Elsewhere … the vandals had their say
































Gordon could make fine furniture himself.  He converted two of this  barns

into 19th century industrial factories  where his line shafts drove saws, planers,
jointers…and the end result was beautiful furniture.  One or our sons commissioned
Gordon to make a harvest table which remains the pride and joy of Andrew and 
Julie.    













The vandals  had  ignored the Gordon Ball factory which was now up for sale
to the highest bidder. Our son Andrew bought Gordon’s ancient iron mounted jig saw…
“that’s for you Dad’  he said, “A reminder of Gordon.”











Gordon built several small log buildings on the farm and he moved others from

other doomed farms to his place.  He also  had purchased an ancient saw mill

and their were piles of planks  here and there, all carefully spaced for drying.











I had hoped to buy Gordon’s  fanning mill…hidden here under old clothes  and 

furniture.  Price was too high for me which made me glad in a way.  A high price

means the machine if valued and unlikely to become kindling for some fireplace.













Andrew wanted to buy Gordon’s shingle making saw but

price got too steep.  A good thing I suppose….$550.00





That’s Jim McCartney urging a bidder on with his pointer.

























“And so it ended.  The broken and the perfect …all auctioned off to men and women
with half ton trucks.  Most of whom knew Gordon Ball the same way  we did.  A man
with his feet in the past.  Shy.  Shrewd.  Capable.  But out of touch with the world
around him.



That’s Bob Severn in the white hat ..extolling the virtues of a case full of broken 

coal oil lamps.  “Who will give me five  dollars?”



And here are the crew that take the money.  There was lots of it today.  all of

those who once new Gorden come to buy a memory.  And that includes myself and

son Andrew.  Nancy Belviso on the left.


































Let me tell one final story about Gordon.  One winter he found  tracks in the snow 

around his  stone house.  Someone was casing his place.  Someone planning to 
rob him.  Someone or some group who believed he kept cash.  Gordon asked the
police to keep an eye on his house.  They did for a night or two but could not
do so forever.  They gave up.  The tracks  reappeared.  Gordon was alone at
the end of a dead end road with no neighbours.  And he knew he was being watched.
So he waited…hidden in his own home.  Then sure enough a man appeared and
pushed open the front door with his shoulder.  “There were others out there in
the dark.” Gordon said to me.  Gordon had a club…perhaps a baseball bat.  He knocked the intruder
down and hit him several times.  Bloodied him and shoved him back into the the snow
where others waited.  They slipped  away.  But he knew who they were.  Young
punks whose father Gordon had done business  with…antique business. 

Next Day he drove to Guelph, dropped in on the father and said, “If your son
and his friends show up on my property again, they may not get back
one piece.  I have friends in Toronto who know how to deal with them.”

As far as I know they never came back.

I could be wrong.  They could have seen the death notice and returned
…vandals.    They knew that Gordon could not get them with a baseball
bat if he was dead.

SUGGETION:  Read Robert Frost’s poem titled “And old Man’s Winter Night”

and imagine yourself as Gordon Ball waiting for Thieves.  Would you have

Gordon’s courage.  I think not.




An Old Man’s Winter Night

www.robertfrost.org/images/postquote.png); overflow: auto; background-position: left top; background-repeat: no-repeat no-repeat;” class=””>

All out of doors looked darkly in at him
Through the thin frost, almost in separate stars,
That gathers on the pane in empty rooms.
What kept his eyes from giving back the gaze
Was the lamp tilted near them in his hand.
What kept him from remembering what it was
That brought him to that creaking room was age.
He stood with barrels round him – at a loss.
And having scared the cellar under him
In clomping there, he scared it once again
In clomping off; – and scared the outer night,
Which has its sounds, familiar, like the roar
Of trees and crack of branches, common things,
But nothing so like beating on a box.
A light he was to no one but himself
Where now he sat, concerned with he knew what,
A quiet light, and then not even that.
He consigned to the moon, such as she was,
So late-arising, to the broken moon
As better than the sun in any case
For such a charge, his snow upon the roof,
His icicles along the wall to keep;
And slept. The log that shifted with a jolt
Once in the stove, disturbed him and he shifted,
And eased his heavy breathing, but still slept.
One aged man – one man – can’t fill a house,
A farm, a countryside, or if he can,
It’s thus he does it of a winter night.
























We drove into the field on frozen sod…but getting our was a far different matter.









From Gordon Ball’s barn to our barn…two rocking chairs.  Comfort on which

to read AN OLD MAN’S WINTER NIGHT.


alan skeoch

Nov. 12, 2019


Sent from my iPhone



GORDON BALL…VANDALS HAVE BEEN HERE

 


   GORDON BALL … VANDALS HAVE BEEN HERE

    (AND  OLD MAN’S WINTER NIGHT, by Robert Frost)

alan  skeoch
November 12, 2019


There was a shadow…some would say a ghost…at the Grodon  Ball Farm today.

    A chill in the air.  Snow on the ground early in November.  Some roads closed. others

   as slippery as a  scam artist.  Perfect kind  of day for a  shadow to fall over the
   farm.  The shadow  was in my mind really…locked there.   

  It was the shadow of Gordon Ball.  He was dead, had been so  for several years.
  Killed in a car accident.   After that the farm was boarded  up.  Not well boarded
as  things turned out








Gordan Ball was eccentric.   He wore bib overalls.  He carried cash to pay his
debts and for his purchases.  This bankroll carrying, whether fact to not, drew  the
attention  of some unsavoury characters.  For the most part though Gordon was a
regular antique buyer…Scottish grandfather clocks and whole inventory of  Applachian
lamp collectors.  Was he rich? Some thought so.  I was never sure.  He was a  collector
and his farm with its many barns  was  jam packed with things…crocks, dog treadmills,
coal oil lamps by the barrel load, old cars, a sawmill, a shingle making machine,  enough
fine wooden  chairs and tables to outfit a hotel.  

Today all that remained was up for auction.





Gordon Ball once lived here…is that him stepping out?  No!  Couldn’t be.  Gordon
Ball is only alive in my mind.

THE SETTING
The south field was jam packed with half ton trucks.  All expecting a  plethora of
great finds that Gordon had squirrelled away.

But what we found is best seen below.  



Vandals had  been here before us.  And  they had  come often it seems.

EVERYTHING Gordon once owned was thrown aside by vandals  thinking
squirrelled money might be hidden in an old sock or behind  a picture frame.
They…must have been several of them…got the good things and threw the rest aside.



Ravages of time … peeling  paint

could not explain away the  presence of thieves, vandals…low life criminals

Just looking at Gordon Ball broken  kitchen stove brought back a flood of memories.
like the time one winter when Marjorie, Kevin, Andrew and I dropped in to visit.  It was early 
December and Gordan, Florida and their boys were in a Christmas mood.  The stone house
was cold  in the corners  but warm around this  stove.  On s side table Gordon or Florida
had  erected a small  Christmas  tree on which hung a couple of coloured  balls.   The
tree was scraggly.  It had been cut in Gordan’s forest.  Chosen not because of its
perfection but because it was of little value.  The vibrant trees were left to grow.
Visiting that winter was Dickensian…a time warp that put us in the home of Cratchet
or even Scrooge after his  conversion from penny pincher to do goober.  The room
was lit with coal oil lamps.  

This was Gordon’s problem.  He wanted to be living in the 19th century and he
forced that longing onto Florida who came from the Philippines.  Gordon could
not understand  why Florida and her eventual two boy progeny were in revolt.

I am not sure what happened in the months after our visit.  But I know it was
tragic  for Gordon.  Shyly he asked  me once about child raising.  Just asking
me was embarrassing.   It seems some social agency was  interfering.


After he died, Florida and the boys  went forward into another life.


They nailed up the doors and window I suppose.  No barrier for vandals.
The whole collection of buildings  had been stripped.  Gordon’s collections
thrown in piles  here snd there.  Whatever had much value was taken.


Today, what was left behind was in a public auction.  A mish mash of broken artifacts.









































One large iron container held treasures.  The container had been shipped  here

from Scotland  and firmly locked.  Vandal proof.  It was  here that the Gordon Ball

collection could really be seen.  Grandfather clocks, sea chests, rum crocks, impeccable
examples of fine Scottish carpentry…including cases of wooden carpenter tools.







Elsewhere … the vandals had their say
































Gordon could make fine furniture himself.  He converted two of this  barns

into 19th century industrial factories  where his line shafts drove saws, planers,
jointers…and the end result was beautiful furniture.  One or our sons commissioned
Gordon to make a harvest table which remains the pride and joy of Andrew and 
Julie.    













The vandals  had  ignored the Gordon Ball factory which was now up for sale
to the highest bidder. Our son Andrew bought Gordon’s ancient iron mounted jig saw…
“that’s for you Dad’  he said, “A reminder of Gordon.”











Gordon built several small log buildings on the farm and he moved others from

other doomed farms to his place.  He also  had purchased an ancient saw mill

and their were piles of planks  here and there, all carefully spaced for drying.











I had hoped to buy Gordon’s  fanning mill…hidden here under old clothes  and 

furniture.  Price was too high for me which made me glad in a way.  A high price

means the machine if valued and unlikely to become kindling for some fireplace.













Andrew wanted to buy Gordon’s shingle making saw but

price got too steep.  A good thing I suppose….$550.00





That’s Jim McCartney urging a bidder on with his pointer.

























“And so it ended.  The broken and the perfect …all auctioned off to men and women
with half ton trucks.  Most of whom knew Gordon Ball the same way  we did.  A man
with his feet in the past.  Shy.  Shrewd.  Capable.  But out of touch with the world
around him.



That’s Bob Severn in the white hat ..extolling the virtues of a case full of broken 

coal oil lamps.  “Who will give me five  dollars?”



And here are the crew that take the money.  There was lots of it today.  all of

those who once new Gorden come to buy a memory.  And that includes myself and

son Andrew.  Nancy Belviso on the left.


































Let me tell one final story about Gordon.  One winter he found  tracks in the snow 

around his  stone house.  Someone was casing his place.  Someone planning to 
rob him.  Someone or some group who believed he kept cash.  Gordon asked the
police to keep an eye on his house.  They did for a night or two but could not
do so forever.  They gave up.  The tracks  reappeared.  Gordon was alone at
the end of a dead end road with no neighbours.  And he knew he was being watched.
So he waited…hidden in his own home.  Then sure enough a man appeared and
pushed open the front door with his shoulder.  “There were others out there in
the dark.” Gordon said to me.  Gordon had a club…perhaps a baseball bat.  He knocked the intruder
down and hit him several times.  Bloodied him and shoved him back into the the snow
where others waited.  They slipped  away.  But he knew who they were.  Young
punks whose father Gordon had done business  with…antique business. 

Next Day he drove to Guelph, dropped in on the father and said, “If your son
and his friends show up on my property again, they may not get back
one piece.  I have friends in Toronto who know how to deal with them.”

As far as I know they never came back.

I could be wrong.  They could have seen the death notice and returned
…vandals.    They knew that Gordon could not get them with a baseball
bat if he was dead.

SUGGETION:  Read Robert Frost’s poem titled “And old Man’s Winter Night”

and imagine yourself as Gordon Ball waiting for Thieves.  Would you have

Gordon’s courage.  I think not.




An Old Man’s Winter Night

www.robertfrost.org/images/postquote.png); overflow: auto; background-position: left top; background-repeat: no-repeat no-repeat;” class=””>

All out of doors looked darkly in at him
Through the thin frost, almost in separate stars,
That gathers on the pane in empty rooms.
What kept his eyes from giving back the gaze
Was the lamp tilted near them in his hand.
What kept him from remembering what it was
That brought him to that creaking room was age.
He stood with barrels round him – at a loss.
And having scared the cellar under him
In clomping there, he scared it once again
In clomping off; – and scared the outer night,
Which has its sounds, familiar, like the roar
Of trees and crack of branches, common things,
But nothing so like beating on a box.
A light he was to no one but himself
Where now he sat, concerned with he knew what,
A quiet light, and then not even that.
He consigned to the moon, such as she was,
So late-arising, to the broken moon
As better than the sun in any case
For such a charge, his snow upon the roof,
His icicles along the wall to keep;
And slept. The log that shifted with a jolt
Once in the stove, disturbed him and he shifted,
And eased his heavy breathing, but still slept.
One aged man – one man – can’t fill a house,
A farm, a countryside, or if he can,
It’s thus he does it of a winter night.
























We drove into the field on frozen sod…but getting our was a far different matter.









From Gordon Ball’s barn to our barn…two rocking chairs.  Comfort on which

to read AN OLD MAN’S WINTER NIGHT.


alan skeoch

Nov. 12, 2019


Sent from my iPhone



GORDON BALL…VANDALS HAVE BEEN HERE

 


   GORDON BALL … VANDALS HAVE BEEN HERE

    (AND  OLD MAN’S WINTER NIGHT, by Robert Frost)

alan  skeoch
November 12, 2019


There was a shadow…some would say a ghost…at the Grodon  Ball Farm today.

    A chill in the air.  Snow on the ground early in November.  Some roads closed. others

   as slippery as a  scam artist.  Perfect kind  of day for a  shadow to fall over the
   farm.  The shadow  was in my mind really…locked there.   

  It was the shadow of Gordon Ball.  He was dead, had been so  for several years.
  Killed in a car accident.   After that the farm was boarded  up.  Not well boarded
as  things turned out








Gordan Ball was eccentric.   He wore bib overalls.  He carried cash to pay his
debts and for his purchases.  This bankroll carrying, whether fact to not, drew  the
attention  of some unsavoury characters.  For the most part though Gordon was a
regular antique buyer…Scottish grandfather clocks and whole inventory of  Applachian
lamp collectors.  Was he rich? Some thought so.  I was never sure.  He was a  collector
and his farm with its many barns  was  jam packed with things…crocks, dog treadmills,
coal oil lamps by the barrel load, old cars, a sawmill, a shingle making machine,  enough
fine wooden  chairs and tables to outfit a hotel.  

Today all that remained was up for auction.





Gordon Ball once lived here…is that him stepping out?  No!  Couldn’t be.  Gordon
Ball is only alive in my mind.

THE SETTING
The south field was jam packed with half ton trucks.  All expecting a  plethora of
great finds that Gordon had squirrelled away.

But what we found is best seen below.  



Vandals had  been here before us.  And  they had  come often it seems.

EVERYTHING Gordon once owned was thrown aside by vandals  thinking
squirrelled money might be hidden in an old sock or behind  a picture frame.
They…must have been several of them…got the good things and threw the rest aside.



Ravages of time … peeling  paint

could not explain away the  presence of thieves, vandals…low life criminals

Just looking at Gordon Ball broken  kitchen stove brought back a flood of memories.
like the time one winter when Marjorie, Kevin, Andrew and I dropped in to visit.  It was early 
December and Gordan, Florida and their boys were in a Christmas mood.  The stone house
was cold  in the corners  but warm around this  stove.  On s side table Gordon or Florida
had  erected a small  Christmas  tree on which hung a couple of coloured  balls.   The
tree was scraggly.  It had been cut in Gordan’s forest.  Chosen not because of its
perfection but because it was of little value.  The vibrant trees were left to grow.
Visiting that winter was Dickensian…a time warp that put us in the home of Cratchet
or even Scrooge after his  conversion from penny pincher to do goober.  The room
was lit with coal oil lamps.  

This was Gordon’s problem.  He wanted to be living in the 19th century and he
forced that longing onto Florida who came from the Philippines.  Gordon could
not understand  why Florida and her eventual two boy progeny were in revolt.

I am not sure what happened in the months after our visit.  But I know it was
tragic  for Gordon.  Shyly he asked  me once about child raising.  Just asking
me was embarrassing.   It seems some social agency was  interfering.


After he died, Florida and the boys  went forward into another life.


They nailed up the doors and window I suppose.  No barrier for vandals.
The whole collection of buildings  had been stripped.  Gordon’s collections
thrown in piles  here snd there.  Whatever had much value was taken.


Today, what was left behind was in a public auction.  A mish mash of broken artifacts.









































One large iron container held treasures.  The container had been shipped  here

from Scotland  and firmly locked.  Vandal proof.  It was  here that the Gordon Ball

collection could really be seen.  Grandfather clocks, sea chests, rum crocks, impeccable
examples of fine Scottish carpentry…including cases of wooden carpenter tools.







Elsewhere … the vandals had their say
































Gordon could make fine furniture himself.  He converted two of this  barns

into 19th century industrial factories  where his line shafts drove saws, planers,
jointers…and the end result was beautiful furniture.  One or our sons commissioned
Gordon to make a harvest table which remains the pride and joy of Andrew and 
Julie.    













The vandals  had  ignored the Gordon Ball factory which was now up for sale
to the highest bidder. Our son Andrew bought Gordon’s ancient iron mounted jig saw…
“that’s for you Dad’  he said, “A reminder of Gordon.”











Gordon built several small log buildings on the farm and he moved others from

other doomed farms to his place.  He also  had purchased an ancient saw mill

and their were piles of planks  here and there, all carefully spaced for drying.











I had hoped to buy Gordon’s  fanning mill…hidden here under old clothes  and 

furniture.  Price was too high for me which made me glad in a way.  A high price

means the machine if valued and unlikely to become kindling for some fireplace.













Andrew wanted to buy Gordon’s shingle making saw but

price got too steep.  A good thing I suppose….$550.00





That’s Jim McCartney urging a bidder on with his pointer.

























“And so it ended.  The broken and the perfect …all auctioned off to men and women
with half ton trucks.  Most of whom knew Gordon Ball the same way  we did.  A man
with his feet in the past.  Shy.  Shrewd.  Capable.  But out of touch with the world
around him.



That’s Bob Severn in the white hat ..extolling the virtues of a case full of broken 

coal oil lamps.  “Who will give me five  dollars?”



And here are the crew that take the money.  There was lots of it today.  all of

those who once new Gorden come to buy a memory.  And that includes myself and

son Andrew.  Nancy Belviso on the left.


































Let me tell one final story about Gordon.  One winter he found  tracks in the snow 

around his  stone house.  Someone was casing his place.  Someone planning to 
rob him.  Someone or some group who believed he kept cash.  Gordon asked the
police to keep an eye on his house.  They did for a night or two but could not
do so forever.  They gave up.  The tracks  reappeared.  Gordon was alone at
the end of a dead end road with no neighbours.  And he knew he was being watched.
So he waited…hidden in his own home.  Then sure enough a man appeared and
pushed open the front door with his shoulder.  “There were others out there in
the dark.” Gordon said to me.  Gordon had a club…perhaps a baseball bat.  He knocked the intruder
down and hit him several times.  Bloodied him and shoved him back into the the snow
where others waited.  They slipped  away.  But he knew who they were.  Young
punks whose father Gordon had done business  with…antique business. 

Next Day he drove to Guelph, dropped in on the father and said, “If your son
and his friends show up on my property again, they may not get back
one piece.  I have friends in Toronto who know how to deal with them.”

As far as I know they never came back.

I could be wrong.  They could have seen the death notice and returned
…vandals.    They knew that Gordon could not get them with a baseball
bat if he was dead.

SUGGETION:  Read Robert Frost’s poem titled “And old Man’s Winter Night”

and imagine yourself as Gordon Ball waiting for Thieves.  Would you have

Gordon’s courage.  I think not.




An Old Man’s Winter Night

www.robertfrost.org/images/postquote.png); overflow: auto; background-position: left top; background-repeat: no-repeat no-repeat;” class=””>

All out of doors looked darkly in at him
Through the thin frost, almost in separate stars,
That gathers on the pane in empty rooms.
What kept his eyes from giving back the gaze
Was the lamp tilted near them in his hand.
What kept him from remembering what it was
That brought him to that creaking room was age.
He stood with barrels round him – at a loss.
And having scared the cellar under him
In clomping there, he scared it once again
In clomping off; – and scared the outer night,
Which has its sounds, familiar, like the roar
Of trees and crack of branches, common things,
But nothing so like beating on a box.
A light he was to no one but himself
Where now he sat, concerned with he knew what,
A quiet light, and then not even that.
He consigned to the moon, such as she was,
So late-arising, to the broken moon
As better than the sun in any case
For such a charge, his snow upon the roof,
His icicles along the wall to keep;
And slept. The log that shifted with a jolt
Once in the stove, disturbed him and he shifted,
And eased his heavy breathing, but still slept.
One aged man – one man – can’t fill a house,
A farm, a countryside, or if he can,
It’s thus he does it of a winter night.
























We drove into the field on frozen sod…but getting our was a far different matter.









From Gordon Ball’s barn to our barn…two rocking chairs.  Comfort on which

to read AN OLD MAN’S WINTER NIGHT.


alan skeoch

Nov. 12, 2019


Sent from my iPhone



GORDON BALL…VANDALS HAVE BEEN HERE

 


   GORDON BALL … VANDALS HAVE BEEN HERE

    (AND  OLD MAN’S WINTER NIGHT, by Robert Frost)

alan  skeoch
November 12, 2019


There was a shadow…some would say a ghost…at the Grodon  Ball Farm today.

    A chill in the air.  Snow on the ground early in November.  Some roads closed. others

   as slippery as a  scam artist.  Perfect kind  of day for a  shadow to fall over the
   farm.  The shadow  was in my mind really…locked there.   

  It was the shadow of Gordon Ball.  He was dead, had been so  for several years.
  Killed in a car accident.   After that the farm was boarded  up.  Not well boarded
as  things turned out








Gordan Ball was eccentric.   He wore bib overalls.  He carried cash to pay his
debts and for his purchases.  This bankroll carrying, whether fact to not, drew  the
attention  of some unsavoury characters.  For the most part though Gordon was a
regular antique buyer…Scottish grandfather clocks and whole inventory of  Applachian
lamp collectors.  Was he rich? Some thought so.  I was never sure.  He was a  collector
and his farm with its many barns  was  jam packed with things…crocks, dog treadmills,
coal oil lamps by the barrel load, old cars, a sawmill, a shingle making machine,  enough
fine wooden  chairs and tables to outfit a hotel.  

Today all that remained was up for auction.





Gordon Ball once lived here…is that him stepping out?  No!  Couldn’t be.  Gordon
Ball is only alive in my mind.

THE SETTING
The south field was jam packed with half ton trucks.  All expecting a  plethora of
great finds that Gordon had squirrelled away.

But what we found is best seen below.  



Vandals had  been here before us.  And  they had  come often it seems.

EVERYTHING Gordon once owned was thrown aside by vandals  thinking
squirrelled money might be hidden in an old sock or behind  a picture frame.
They…must have been several of them…got the good things and threw the rest aside.



Ravages of time … peeling  paint

could not explain away the  presence of thieves, vandals…low life criminals

Just looking at Gordon Ball broken  kitchen stove brought back a flood of memories.
like the time one winter when Marjorie, Kevin, Andrew and I dropped in to visit.  It was early 
December and Gordan, Florida and their boys were in a Christmas mood.  The stone house
was cold  in the corners  but warm around this  stove.  On s side table Gordon or Florida
had  erected a small  Christmas  tree on which hung a couple of coloured  balls.   The
tree was scraggly.  It had been cut in Gordan’s forest.  Chosen not because of its
perfection but because it was of little value.  The vibrant trees were left to grow.
Visiting that winter was Dickensian…a time warp that put us in the home of Cratchet
or even Scrooge after his  conversion from penny pincher to do goober.  The room
was lit with coal oil lamps.  

This was Gordon’s problem.  He wanted to be living in the 19th century and he
forced that longing onto Florida who came from the Philippines.  Gordon could
not understand  why Florida and her eventual two boy progeny were in revolt.

I am not sure what happened in the months after our visit.  But I know it was
tragic  for Gordon.  Shyly he asked  me once about child raising.  Just asking
me was embarrassing.   It seems some social agency was  interfering.


After he died, Florida and the boys  went forward into another life.


They nailed up the doors and window I suppose.  No barrier for vandals.
The whole collection of buildings  had been stripped.  Gordon’s collections
thrown in piles  here snd there.  Whatever had much value was taken.


Today, what was left behind was in a public auction.  A mish mash of broken artifacts.









































One large iron container held treasures.  The container had been shipped  here

from Scotland  and firmly locked.  Vandal proof.  It was  here that the Gordon Ball

collection could really be seen.  Grandfather clocks, sea chests, rum crocks, impeccable
examples of fine Scottish carpentry…including cases of wooden carpenter tools.







Elsewhere … the vandals had their say
































Gordon could make fine furniture himself.  He converted two of this  barns

into 19th century industrial factories  where his line shafts drove saws, planers,
jointers…and the end result was beautiful furniture.  One or our sons commissioned
Gordon to make a harvest table which remains the pride and joy of Andrew and 
Julie.    













The vandals  had  ignored the Gordon Ball factory which was now up for sale
to the highest bidder. Our son Andrew bought Gordon’s ancient iron mounted jig saw…
“that’s for you Dad’  he said, “A reminder of Gordon.”











Gordon built several small log buildings on the farm and he moved others from

other doomed farms to his place.  He also  had purchased an ancient saw mill

and their were piles of planks  here and there, all carefully spaced for drying.











I had hoped to buy Gordon’s  fanning mill…hidden here under old clothes  and 

furniture.  Price was too high for me which made me glad in a way.  A high price

means the machine if valued and unlikely to become kindling for some fireplace.













Andrew wanted to buy Gordon’s shingle making saw but

price got too steep.  A good thing I suppose….$550.00





That’s Jim McCartney urging a bidder on with his pointer.

























“And so it ended.  The broken and the perfect …all auctioned off to men and women
with half ton trucks.  Most of whom knew Gordon Ball the same way  we did.  A man
with his feet in the past.  Shy.  Shrewd.  Capable.  But out of touch with the world
around him.



That’s Bob Severn in the white hat ..extolling the virtues of a case full of broken 

coal oil lamps.  “Who will give me five  dollars?”



And here are the crew that take the money.  There was lots of it today.  all of

those who once new Gorden come to buy a memory.  And that includes myself and

son Andrew.  Nancy Belviso on the left.


































Let me tell one final story about Gordon.  One winter he found  tracks in the snow 

around his  stone house.  Someone was casing his place.  Someone planning to 
rob him.  Someone or some group who believed he kept cash.  Gordon asked the
police to keep an eye on his house.  They did for a night or two but could not
do so forever.  They gave up.  The tracks  reappeared.  Gordon was alone at
the end of a dead end road with no neighbours.  And he knew he was being watched.
So he waited…hidden in his own home.  Then sure enough a man appeared and
pushed open the front door with his shoulder.  “There were others out there in
the dark.” Gordon said to me.  Gordon had a club…perhaps a baseball bat.  He knocked the intruder
down and hit him several times.  Bloodied him and shoved him back into the the snow
where others waited.  They slipped  away.  But he knew who they were.  Young
punks whose father Gordon had done business  with…antique business. 

Next Day he drove to Guelph, dropped in on the father and said, “If your son
and his friends show up on my property again, they may not get back
one piece.  I have friends in Toronto who know how to deal with them.”

As far as I know they never came back.

I could be wrong.  They could have seen the death notice and returned
…vandals.    They knew that Gordon could not get them with a baseball
bat if he was dead.

SUGGETION:  Read Robert Frost’s poem titled “And old Man’s Winter Night”

and imagine yourself as Gordon Ball waiting for Thieves.  Would you have

Gordon’s courage.  I think not.




An Old Man’s Winter Night

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All out of doors looked darkly in at him
Through the thin frost, almost in separate stars,
That gathers on the pane in empty rooms.
What kept his eyes from giving back the gaze
Was the lamp tilted near them in his hand.
What kept him from remembering what it was
That brought him to that creaking room was age.
He stood with barrels round him – at a loss.
And having scared the cellar under him
In clomping there, he scared it once again
In clomping off; – and scared the outer night,
Which has its sounds, familiar, like the roar
Of trees and crack of branches, common things,
But nothing so like beating on a box.
A light he was to no one but himself
Where now he sat, concerned with he knew what,
A quiet light, and then not even that.
He consigned to the moon, such as she was,
So late-arising, to the broken moon
As better than the sun in any case
For such a charge, his snow upon the roof,
His icicles along the wall to keep;
And slept. The log that shifted with a jolt
Once in the stove, disturbed him and he shifted,
And eased his heavy breathing, but still slept.
One aged man – one man – can’t fill a house,
A farm, a countryside, or if he can,
It’s thus he does it of a winter night.
























We drove into the field on frozen sod…but getting our was a far different matter.









From Gordon Ball’s barn to our barn…two rocking chairs.  Comfort on which

to read AN OLD MAN’S WINTER NIGHT.


alan skeoch

Nov. 12, 2019


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Fwd: PART TWO: THE VICTOR POPPA STORY: 1943 AND 1944






PART TWO:  THE VICTOR POPPA STORY

alan skeoch
Oct. 2019


This is Part 2 of the Victor Poppa  story

You will either like Part Two or wonder why you are reading it.  After the raids  on Hamberg  
and  the solo flight to the  submarine  pens at St. Lazar, Victor’s crew had a  layover
as they lost two pilots one due  to illness  and one shot down  on a  training mission
over German territory.   Wellington bombers were being  replaced by  larger four engined
Halifax and Lancaster aircraft which meant the crew had to be retrained.  This took many  months
 which gave  Victor and  his new  mid upper gunner, George Freeman planty of time
for romancing as many girls as  possible.  Some descriptions of their sexual activity
are quite humorous.   

But Victor knew the full horrors of air warfare.  Air crews were expected to make
20 missions.   Survival was unlikely since the  acceptable  loss on each
air raid was 5%.   Twenty missions at a  5% loss rate meant that there was 
a 100% expectation that air crews would be shot down or get into mid air collisions
or fail to land at Base  because  crippled  or be  forced to ditch in the North Sea
where it only took 3 minutes for hypothermia to kill.  Victor knew all this  and
occasionally in the following journal he makes a comment such as “a good
friend was lost”.   Most of the time Victor was cheerful.   George (Hank) Freeman
and Victor Poppa drank an immense  amount of beer as they searched  pubs
and dancehalls for women and girls willing  to roll around in haystack nests.
Te air force  provided condoms free for the taking.  Two  reasons for this.
One, the fear of general Disease spreading.  Two, the fear that airmen
with V.D. would  be to sick to fly and thereby weaken  the impact of Bomber
Command  on German civilian life.


A news clipping  Victor attached to his journal/.diary 
refers to the Hamburg raids which killed between 35,000
and 45,000 people.  Plans  to do follow up raids  on a
small bayonet factory which was surrounded by hospitals
filled with Hamburg survivors bothered Victor. The hospital
raid was cancelled.



The nature  of the bombing changed as the mid point of World War II
arrived.  Initially the targets were military and industrial  installations.
Then the bombing targets became civilian.  The  leaders of Bomber
Common, principally Bomber  Harris, nicknamed by his own air crews,
‘Butcher Harris’.    Bomb loads always carried incendiaries to set
German cities on fire.  One  highly placed British officer wondered if
whole cities could be  set afire  since many German cities had historic
ancient wooden beam construction.  (see 17the century image of
Leipzig…lots of wooden buildings preserved and admired)
“Could we set these cities on 
fire?  Could we create a firestorm that would wipe out working class
neighbourhoods and thereby reduce German ability to produce the
weapons of war?  The  answer was decidedly ‘Yes” as was  proven
in July 1943 when  the City of  Hamberg was set alight in three devastating
air raids.  Victor was the tail gunner on a Wellington bomber for these
raids.   He  could see Hamberg burning on the horizon days after
the first raid.   He must have known the  death rate  was Horrific.  Actually 
43,200 civilian were incinerated.  Many died  in air raid shelters…sufficed
as the oxygen was sucked  out to feed the firestorm.  A firestorm so
powerful that it set the asphalt streets on fire.  The superheated winds
blew people to their deaths as if they  were fallen leaves in winter wind.

If you can look beyond Victor’s womanizing you will no doubt feel the
sense  of foreboding.   There is a feeling of inevitability about Victor’s
journal/diary.  No escape.  Not quite no escape but a very tiny chance
that Victor will be able to survive  his 20 missions.  Who could
predict that his survival happened  because his aircraft, HX 313,
was  shot down, a fiery coffin plummeting to earth with Victor, the tail
gunner trapped inside.  But that story will come in Part 3 of the Victor 
Poppa story and this is only Part 2.

THE SEXUAL  ADVENTURES OF  VICTOR POPPA










Victor liked women.  Actually he  loved them and loved  them by
the  dozen.   Sometimes  in amusing situations…three in  bed on one
occasion, love making  in the grass of a  London road  median in another.
In a hay stack well used by other airmen including my cousin in another.
Here is a list I made just from Part 2 of the Victor Poppa story.
Let me make the list more personal by using  Victor’s words.

“Alan, I kept notes and  can list the names of  all the girls  we
met and  romanced….nearly all I mean.”
“What do you mean  by  ‘we’?”
“Your cousin Hank…George  Freeman to you…was with me
on many of these sexual exploits.”
“How many?”
“Well between August 1943 and February 1944 we  had a good
time withKay, Pat, Edna, Mary, Anne, Vera, Mary, Ruby, Murial,
Betty,Marg, Lily , Nancy, Rhoda, Wendy (size44), Nancy, Marg,
Queenie, Laura, Doreen, Joan, and Norma.”
“How do you remember all these girls?”
“I kept notes.”
“Did you feel no guilt?”
“No, I loved every one of them…respected them too.”
“Sounds like exploitation.”
“Our couplings were alway mutual…willing In oher wods.”
“Hard for me to believe.”
“You just had to be there to understand…since you  were not
there you will probably have trouble believing my journal. There
was nothing done in a nasty way.  I loved those girls…still do
in my mind…making love on a highway median makes me  smile
just thinking about it.””
“ALL OF THEM?
“Alan, there  are some whose  names I did not record as you
will see if you read my journal…I wrote  all this for you…really
for Hank who was  my best friend”







WHO WAS VICTOR POPPA?

Victor Poppa was born in Hamilton, Ontario on August 30, 1921.  He fell in love with airplanes when he was four years old.
By 1943, Victor was 22  years old and  a tail gunner with the RCAF Bomber Command based in Yorkshire, England.
His crew had spent many months flying Wellington twin engined bombers but that was about to change.

“Our Halifax 4 engined bombers  were not new.  Rather they were second hand planes originally used by
the Royal Air Force (RAF).  They had Rolls Royce Merlin engines and triangular fins.   Merlins  worked great for the 
Lancaster bombers  but were not as good  for the Halifax’s.  Later we were to get Halifax bombers with Bristol Hercules
motors…1650 Horsepower.These engines made the Halifax into a very superior bomber..”



SEVEN MONTHS CHASING WOMEN…WITH MUCH SUCCESS

VICTOR’S  JOURNAL  FROM AGUST 4, 1943  TO  FEBRUARY 1945

“On August 4, 1943, I reported to my flight section and was given 6 days combat leave.First thing I  went with Ken to Leeds where we went dancing.
then we parted  company and  I caught the 3.30 tran to Brightonn to visit my brother Max who was in the Canadian Army
with an anti=aircraft battery…2nd Heavy Ack, Ack, 2nd Division.  (75 mm. anti aircraft)”

“Between Leeds and London I met a real doll by the name of Kay.  It was standing room only of the train, so to kill time we kept 
ourselves occupied feeling, necking…this was after we managed to  get a spot on the floor out of everyone’s way.  Her body felt
great no matter where I touched.  I had my great coat over us during all of this activity.  We were totally oblivious to all those other souls
near us.  Now just a fond memory.”

Note:  Victor kept a journal during World War II…then in 1987, encouraged by my fascination with his wartime
experience he hand wrote an expanded version nearly 100 pages long.  All  dong in long hand.  Today, in 2019,
I  am converting his hand writing into print.

“We parted at Kings Cross Station , Took the underground to Victoria Station, then the Electric train to Brighton.  This  train did
not have any aisles.  The seats were full width facing each other with a door at each end.  Upon arrival in Brighton I was
disappointed to find that his battery  were out on maneouvers.  I stayed in Brighton overnight and caught the morning train
to London. I got put up at the Queens’ Garden  YMCA…walked around a bit, had a few beers, got lost in the blackout.
Difficult to find my way back to the YMCA but eventually did so and  went to bed. Spent the rest of my leave in London…Zoo, London
Bridge,  etc.”

“August 19, 1943, I departed  London for York, but ended  up in Darlington with a real nice girl  named Pat.  We both got into our cups
and  we ended  up with a  happy evening.   

“August 20through September 14, 1945 … uneventful days but managed to get another 6 days of combat leave.

“August 21, 1943:  Bill, our pilot had been having serious bladder problems.  As result it appeared he was going to be removed
from flying duties.  Also we were not going through our conversion to 4 motored  Halifax’s because  of  Bill’s bladder problems.
After being in combat inaction causes boredom so I put my name down as a volunteer (called flying as a spare body.)

“September 15,1943, Today  I was assigned to go on operations with Sgt. Rawlinson, this was to be  his first  operational
mission as pilot in  command  (PIC).   I had trained in Canada with his rear gunner…red  headed  and a  real  fine person.  For this
mission I was to fly  as a mid-upper gunner.  I found this  set- up very undesirable, notably Was to operate a single Vickers .303  machine gun
which  is  not much  good.  The C.O. in charge of 429 squadron, Leeming (Yorkshire),  had the mid-upper turrets removed
and  the mid-under gun installed instead. This new  set-up was to cause serious attrition  problems  for 429 squadron and any
other squadron foolish enough to adopt this method. What was really needed was a third gunner as a mid-underpin a properly 
designed mid-under  position with single  .50 calibre gun shooting down and  aft leaving the mid-upper gun turret intact as
originally designed.   Later this was incorporated  in  some variants  of Halifax’s which made survivability of aircraft and
crew much enhanced. “


“I reported for target briefing.   This time we were to raid “Mont Lucon”, a target in France  at Laititude 46 degrees 22 minutes North 
and o2degrees, 35 minutes East.   We were sending 377 aircraft.  We were to bomb the Dunlop Tire Company factory as a big
order had  just been completed and was about to be shipped out.   We  crossed the French coast without too much problem from
Flak.  Our rear gunner spotted  and took some shots at a  night fighter that was not too keen to engage us.  Our attack on the  Dunlop
Tire seemed accurate from where I was sitting.  Some huge fires were started.Our  bomb load consisted of one 2000 lb bomb and
a mix of  30  phosphorus bombs to a canister 4 magnesiums bombs with 144 to a canister.   Our total  bomb load this night was  5,300 lbs
packed aboard 377 Haifax  bombers.  We returned to base in good shape.  I was really elated.”

“Wrote to my sisters and friends saying , “If  these missions keep  being as tough  as  mission Number 5 (missions so far were 1,3,4,and5)
I did not think my survival rate was worth a damn.   Mont Lucon was a gllmpse at the end of  the tunnel.  Praise  the Lord and  pass me
my commission which in fact will, Ken, George  and myself received  May  26, 1944.  The engineer, Maurice received  his from RAF on alternate.”

NOTE:  May 26, 1944 was a very significant and tragic day for HX 313 and its crew.  The next night they were shot down
over  Bourg Leopold and the young  upper gunner, my cousin, was  killed  in his turret we think.  On May 26, the boys got
their commission  and the next day  they were either killed  or taken Prisoner.  Their Halifax bomber 313 was a pile of smoking
debris on a  Belgian farm field.  But that story is yet to come.  Victor may  sound cheerful in his  journal  but readers should
note he  had become  well aware that his chances of survival were slim.

NOTE:  This journal  could  not have been written in 1943 and1944.  And  it wasn’t.  It was written in 1987 … transcribed  from
Victor Poppa’s war diary.  That diary would have been found  among his personal affects  at the Squadron 424 base at Skipton
on Swale…packaged up and sent to his  home in  Hamilton.   Retrieved when  he walked  out of  his  POW camp  in Germany
and  made his way to the American  sector in 1945.  That is conjecture.

“This flight to Mont Lucon took 7 hours and 40 minutes.  We  had  no sleep and after de briefing and breakfast, I found  I was to
fly again with Sgt. Rawlinson.  Mission #7 for me.  We were to go and bomb the entrance to a  train  tunnel that connected
France and Italy.  We were to plug the French end. At briefing  we were told that Leeming would be  socked in after we  left
and  our alternative airfield  would  be an  American airfield at Thurleigh.   There were 420 aircraft on this  raid.  We  would
be  carrying a 5,000 lb load of  high explosive bombs.  Our ‘Gee’ set quit and our navigator decided it was a  ‘no go’ situation
so we flew out over the North Sea and jettisoned our bombs. Then we got lost and after much figuring and 4 hours and 25
minutes we found Thurleigh.”

“The Americans, as  always, were the perfect hosts treating us very well and giving us the run of the base.  NCO’s were invited
to eat in the Officers’ mess.    I got into crap  game  and won a point.  Crap  games were not forbidden in the Officers’ mess.
And I was given  a  tour inside  of a  B17 ‘fortress’ and even given a  look at their famous ’Norden’ bombsight.  Later these were 
scattered all over Germany.  During the morning of the 17th the rest of  Squadron 429 landed.   The C.O. of 429 gave  us a 
briefing saying the weather at Base had  a  ceiling of only 500 feet with tops of clouds at 8,000 feet,  For those that did not feel
comfortable with this type of weather then they could wait it out but our C.O. was going to fly to Leeming using instruments.
Our hero pilot elected to fly under these conditions as did most of the other crews.  It took us 2 hours form take off  to landing.  
The Tower let us descend from on top of  the clouds via a method that was caliled ‘QGH’.  Thismeant that each aircraft in turn was  
given a 500 foot descent spread and the lowest aircraft allowed drop  500 feet followed by the next lowest and so on with
only one command from the Tower.   There were no accidents and I was very happy when we broke through into the clear
and landed.

“Attrition was very high in 429 Squadron because  of the missing mid  upper turret.   Sgt. Rawlinson was  given
a commission as  a Pilot Officer and was acting as a  Flight Lieutenant (captain).  He and  his crew were shot down  later
 on their 30th and last mission.  Later  I met Rawlinson’s navigator at a POW transit camp just north of  Frankfurt on  Main.
I cannot recall their Target that night.   The navigator was the only survivor.  the fortunes  of  war.”

“I am now going to Skipton off  and  on.  Flying as a spare  body.  On  Sept. 23, 1943, I was  briefed  for a bombing raid
to Mannheim but the mission was cancelled.  Pilot was  again Sgt. Rawlinson

“Sept, 25, 1943,  I am briefed  for a raid to Kiel.  This  mission was also cancelled.  Pilot is warrant officer Smith, DFM.”

“September 27m 1943:  This one is for Hanover and  W.O. Smith DFM is again our pilot.  On this  mission  there were 708 
aircraft .  For me it was  Mission #8.   We were just nicely underway  when our port outer motor’s propeller ran amok. On this 
flight we were taking a new Sgt. pilot with us.  He was a  twin, his brother also was on 429’s roster.   This fellow must
have been barley  past his 20th birthday.   W. O. Smith instructed him to feather our port outer engine  propeller.   Instead
the 2nd pilot feathered  the port inner propeller.  W.O. Smith was  very skilled and managed  to save the situation.   For some reason
we could not return to Leeming and  were forced  to land  at Topcliffe.  Upon touching down W. O.  Smith found our
brakes would not function.  So we had to go back  to Leemng by truck.  There was only about 15 mlles between these
two airports.  This aborted  mission took 3 hours  and15 minutes flying time.”

“Oct. 1,1943:  I’m still volunteering for missions.  This  time we are briefed for Stuttgart and again the mission was cancelled.

“Oct 5, 1943: I am  temporarily posted to Leconfield and went on a  fight with w.o. Butler using a Whitley aircraft built by
 Armstrong Siddley.  The Whitley appeared ancient. The Navigator/Bombardier’s position looked lkie  a Victorian drawing room with
floor and  sides  covered with green mohair rug like material.  The Whitley has Rolls Royce Merlins.  The wing has an
extremely thick air foil.  It was  a very slow flying machine.   When the Whitley flew straight and  level it looked like
it was  in a shallow dive which  confused  observers.  This was an advantage since enemy fighters often
misjudged thinking the Whitley was  in a dive.   On this first flight, I was using a camera  gun.”

“October 6, 1943: I went on another spare body flight, this time with flight sergeant O’Neil who failed to find  our
drogue training airplane so we returned  to Leconfield.   Again on Oct 6, we searched and found  our  Drogue
airplane and completed the exercise.”

“October7, 1943: with flight sergeant O’Neil we completed another exercise this  time I was using a camera gun.

“October 8, 1943: Flew  with W.  O. Butler on an air to air exercise.  I had a runaway gun.  The only  way to stop this  gun 
from firing ws to flip up the breech cover.  In my eagerness  to do  this  the cocking stud hit my thumbnail…hurt.
but only slight damage.  I used up  1,000 rounds against the drogue.   My flying time for Leconfield is  6 hours and 35 minutes
and managed to score quite well.

“October 1, 1943:   I returned, sleeping with
 the guys on my regular crew.  Ken had been on
a raid to Nuremburg where our airforce lost 95 aircraft.  Ken  thought his time was up.  He, like myself, had volunteered
to fly as a spare body Bombardier.  Our losses that night must have been close to 15 
%…extremely high.   Losses like this could  put us out of business.”


Nurenberg, Oct.  1

“We  were informed that since we lost Bill, our pilot, we were going to be  parcelled out to other crews.   We had been a  5 man
crew with Bill.  Now it was Bob, Ken,  Wilf and myself.  We  talked to the adjutant and requested the we for be kept together.  We 
were then told we  would be posted to Croft, #1664 Conversion  Unit where a pilot and flight engineer were waiting to crew us with 
us.  We were still short a mid-upper gunner.   However we were told that Air gunners were in transit to #1664 C.U. Croft and 
should complete our crew.  The four of us departed for Croft Oct. 14, 1943.”

“I left all my females behind but I also  knew I was heading into new pastures.  married men in the air crew were supposed
to be celibate.   Rather than rock their boat, we single persons did  not pry into their private affairs.”

“Oct. 15, 1943:  and Oct. 16, 1943:  We took it easy then on Oct. 16 we woke at 7.30 to meet out new  pilot flight officer 
Desmond  Short, an ex flight instructor.  Expect he will speed things up.  Croft was a wartime flying field with plenty of  mud.”

“That night I  met and took out Edna. The evening was  just great except she was  having a problem women have
from time to time.”

“October 17, 1943: Des brought our Flight Engineer with him, an English man  named  Maurice Muir.  He seemed to be
having a problem with acne.  We were still short a  mid-upper  gunner. Ken,  Wilf and  I went to Bob’s  room where we ate
the best part of his food supply and returned  to our quarters where I  read  a few pages from a book then went to bed.”


GEORGE (HANK) FREEMAN CREW, OCT. 18,1943



George (Hank) Freeman looked so young  when he volunteered.   By 1944 he
had certainly matured.  I think the picture  below is Kay who he planned to marry.
She  was an English NCO assigned  to Skipton on Swale airbase as a driver
at 60 cents  a  day.  Not much money.


“October 18,1943:  I reported  to my section and  talked  to one of the new air gunners.   This  fellow introduced  himself
as “Hank” Freeman. We chatted for a while.  He sure sounded like an  easy going guy.  He said his full name was George
Francis Freeman but preferred to be called Hank.  He had  not yet joined a crew.   “Our crew needs  a mid upper gunner,
are you interested?”  He said  “sure” and we went looking for the rest of   the crew.  Hank’s easy going way made him
fit in easy with the guys.   We were all Canadians with the exception the flight engineer.”

october 19 to November 7, 1943: All that time was spent taking lectures,  test flights … learning all we could
about our aircraft, the Handley Page Halifax.  the models we would  fly had the Rolls Royce  Merlin motors  which were 
not that great.   The Halifax  did not have the big bomb bay of  the Lancaster, however, this was  partly  compensated
by 3 bomb bays in the wing either side of the fuselage between the two inboard  motors.  Nor did the Halifax carry as
heavy  a load  as the Lancaster.  None the less it did have some good qualities which were corrected when the Bristol
Hercules motors were installed.  “

Note:  One of the good qualities was the odds of survival if the crew had to use escape hatches.  Halifax crews
had higher survival rates  than Lancaster crews  This fact would  be helpful on May 27/28  when 5 of the 8 man
crew actually survived.

“Along with our studies  we had our evenings free for fun and  games. Hank really shone here and managed very well
with the girls. No grass was going to grow oder his feet.  A man after my own heart.”

“Oct. 28, 1943: I went into Darlington  and ran into two fellows I  trained with in Canada.   We had a great  time at the YMCA 
where  there was no shortage of  girls.”

“October  31,  1943:  I  was selected  to  do guard  duty for an NCO what had beaten the daylight out of an officer in 
a bar.  He  was awaiting a court martial and  confined to barracks except for meals.  I was given a holster and
a .38 Smith and Weson pistol to carry out this  duty.  I’m glad he did not try anything  while I was guarding him.  
If he had tried  to run away I could not picture myself shooting him.  Anyway he  was peaceful and nothing
happened while he was in my charge.”

“Nov. 1, 1943:  I met a  girl named Mary who lived in Middlesborough and wanted to go home that night. Mothers’ orders.
I was feeling  good so took the train  home with her.  Later I made my way back  to the railway station and on the 
way a fog set in. I nearly killed  myself by walking right off the loading dock onto the tracks.  Thick fog. To make matters
worse there were no trans back to Croft until morning.  Spent the night in the station. Sitting up…awake.  Then at 7 a.m.
caught train back to Croft where I was surprised to discover that the train did not make a full stop so I had to jump.
Love sure causes troubles.  Boy, was I fired..”








NOTE:  These are NOT the crew of HX 313.  I chose these pictures 

from the Memory Project collection (Rudyard  Griffiths) …chosen

because the picture sows  how YOUNG the airmen were.  Average
age 21 years…many  of them just 19, fresh out of high school.



“November 3, 1943: My brother Max came to Croft as he had a 7 day leave so we went out and had  a  great time drinking.
Max is a quiet soul.  You could leave your daughter  with Max overnight and she would still be a  virgin in  the morning..”

“November 4, 1943:  Max’s visit coincided with visit from the daughter of my mother’s friend who moved
back to England from Canada just prior to World  War II .   Her husband died  in England.  Young Anne, when I knew
her  in Canada was  not a great beauty.  Her pictures as a  young lady were different…very pretty. She  had  joined
the British Women’s Army and was presently stationed  in Scotland.  Max and I went to the staton to fetch  Ann.
She looked even prettier than  her photos and I was delighted.  The  three  of us went dancing at the YMCA and
along with a few  drinks really enjoyed ourselves.  This was one time I wished Max had  not been visiting me.
I fixed it with our WAAR sergeant to billet Anne that night.”

“November 5, 1943: Anne  left to visit with her mom in Atherton, Manchester, escorted by Max as far as Edinburgh
then  on to her  base outside of Glasgow.  Later  Ann and I were to get together in a more personal manner.”

“November 6, 1943: Won five pounds in a crap game, had a few  beers and then off to bed.”

“November 7, 1943: Today was our first time  flying with Des as a crew. We had not flown for 24 days so we
sent the day doing takeoffs, circuits and landings…”Circuits and Bumps” then we  went to the movies.”

“Nove.8, 1943: The  weather turned sour.  No flying.  Max showed up again after a few  days in Edinburgh.
He had mismanaged his funds.  He was broke so  I gave him two pounds ($8.90) and he left for Catenham where he
was stationed just south of  London.”

“Nov.  9, 1943:  Today we did more practise flights and landings.  Some of Des’s landings are nothing to brag about.
We went into town in the evening where Wilf, Bob and  Ken went to the movies while I decided to go to a favourite bar.
There was a girl there who did not look so hot but after a few drinks her proportions were looking more desirable
so I threw  caution to the wind and took her on.  The evening turned out just fine.  Before I left she siad her
name  was Vera.  I said they call me Victor.”

“We had  another crash on base today.”

“November 1, 1943:  I reported to my flight section but there will be no flying today.  I don’t know why but Ken and  I
were given shovels and ordered  to do some digging.  I think the reason was  to give us something to do.  Boy,
were we tired.”

“November 11, 1943: More circuits and  landings  today…we then practised  2 and 3 motor flying.  In the air for
1 hour and 25 minutes.   Our instructor for Des this time was Squadron Leader Boogey.  Took off  in early afternoon
and this  time Des was the pilot in command as we did some flying the Beam… instrument flying.

“November 12, 1943:  Our flying  activity is increasing as this morning we went on an air to sea firing practice for Hank
and  I.  3 hours and  25 minutes.  And we are now getting night flight practise. Des is given dual cirucuits  and landings
at night.  Our instructor is again S/L Boozey (or  is it Boogey?).  It seems Des has been  cleared as pilot in command.”

“I had  a date with Mary for the evening but flying came first.  Hope she  understands.”

“November 13, 1943:  We flew today climbing to 20,000 feet and practised fake bombing Strensal.  But we could  not
find  the target because Des  did not fly the course Bob gave him, hence no target.  Des is a bit of a problem yet he
is our pilot so we can do little about it.

 
“November 15, 1943:  Things picked  up  today.  Since the  weather is too bad for flying someone started a crap game
and  I ended  up with 16 pounds more than I started  with.  Hank won 8 pounds so we went out and had fun.
In the evening we Des practised  night flying and landings with instructor S/L Boozey who cleared Des as ready
to be Pilot in Charge (PIC) then we  did two hours of  circuits and landings with no  mishap.”

“November 16, 1943:  Today we did a cross country flight as a daylight exercise.  The  weather was murky and this
time Des paid attention to Bob’s navigation. Ken got int his bomb practise at Stensall this time.

NOTE:  IN 1943 the  officers in charge  of Bomber Command were aware of the sad fact that new bomber
crews  were very likely to be shot down  while veteran crews were not.  Why?  Perhaps active  bomber 
crews  were put into action  too early.  They needed to be skilled … ready  for  evasive action, ready to  fly
a crippled plane with only two or three engines  functioning, ready to make a  night landing with a damaged
aircraft.   That is why Victor’s crew  are spending so much time training.  The change from  a two engined
Wellington to a four engined Halifax…different airplanes, handling  differently.  Training could not last much
longer.

“November 17, 1943: Flying  today twice with Spitfires simulating German  fighter attacks.  Hank and  I had a very
important role.  If we saw a  hostile fighter,  our first act was  to warn Des using the command  “Go!” which  meant take
immediate evasive action.  This early warning role was critical.  We were spotters first, gunners second.
2 hours and 30 minutes flying time today.

“Mary was mad  at me when we went out for tea but later all was forgiven.”

“November 18,1943: We  were called in for a briefing concerning a missing aircraft down somewhere in the North Sea.
We were shown where to search, doing a ‘square search’.  But it turned out to be fruitless.  Wilf received a radio message  
that a dingy from the downed  plane had  been sighted.  It was empty.  A mute testimony.  Flying time was 4 ours.

“November 19, 1943:  Tonight we are to fly what is called a ‘Command  Bullseye’ to practice simulated  bombing
around England. At the same time test Britain’s  air defences. We  were coned by searchlights on the English  South
Coast for 15 minutes and again at Northampton for 10 minutes.  This is my 4th Bullseye fight.   Des does not follow
instructions  too well.  We would’ve been shot down if this  Bullseye had been the real thing.  The same thing would  have
happened when  we were on  our higher affiliation exercise on November 17th.  Shot down…shot full of  holes and killed.
Des  may  have been  a  great instructor but as  an active bomber pilot he was not much good.  The next day Bob, Ken,
Hank and I … with Wilf looking on…had a pow-wow about Des as our bomber pilot.  He  was given a thumbs down.
We  felt we would  not last long on bomber missions. Our decision was to give Des the benefit of the doubt for a couple
of missions hoping he  would clean  up his act. If he  did not then he would  get no cooperation.  He would  have no crew.
Bombing missions were tough on good crews.  If  we were to risk  our lives then that was to be expected.  But to throw
our lives  away…we would  not do  that.  flying time to date 105 hours and  55 minutes day flying and  111minutes and 
25 minutes night flying.  Total flying time 227 hours  and 30 minutes.

NOTE:  This sounds like mutiny.  What consequences would  the crew face if they refused to fly with Des?
Court Martial perhaps.

“November 20, 1943:  An air firing exercise was scrubbed today.”

“November 21, 1043:  No flying today.  I waited until 6p.m. then went to Mary’s  quarters.   We went for a  walk to
our favourite hay stack.   Love making with Mary was always tender.  She is  a  very sweet person.”

“November 22, 1943: We were told that tomorrow is moving day.  We were reposted to Tholthorpe, 431 Squadron, a few
miles down the road from Croft.  I went with Mary for our usual walk.  Mary is very  easy to talk with.  She speaks
of  many interesting things.  I’ve  spoken with her about my girl  friend Louise who lives back in Canada.   Mary
accepts  this information.   Hank, Bob, Ken and Wilf all go into town and got stoned.”

“November 24, 1943: We  reported to our new adjutant who gave  us a nice  welcome and extended the rest of the
day  off.  After lunch, we  caught the bus into York and went to a movie to kill time and then headed for Betty’s Bar.
We drank enough  to be in a partying mood so went dancing.  Then caught the last bus  back to the base.”

“November 25, 1943:  After Breakfast we reported to the Flights  and  were introduced to our new Wing Commander.
Then we managed to get 9 days of combat leave starting tomorrow.”
 Des. our pilot, was obligated to go on a mission to Stuttgart as a 2nd pilot.  This was mandatory
since he had no combat experience as a PIC (Pilot in Command).  After Des’s briefing and the Squadron departure 
to Stuttgart a big party was planned on  the base. Hank and I were having a good time and started looking around
for the rest of the crew but lost track  of them.  I  headed for sargent of the Women’s A.A.F.  She looked thin but
as I got closer I could see she was more skeleton than thin.  They say  nearer the bone, the sweeter the meat 
so I thought What the heck, give  it a try.  After a brief conversation I assumed we were both on the same wave
length and we headed for an air raid shelter.  It was a cold and damp place and the seat was made of cement.
After much maneuvering and  giving it our best, we  gave up.  There was  no other spot nearby so we called it
a night.”

“November 26, 1943:  We had been paid the day before and I had 18 pounds and was anxious to start our leave but
we waited around to see Des return from the Stuttgart Mission but gave  up and caught a ride into York. 
 We  would call the adjutant from York and ask
about Des.  Bob called and was informed  that Des was ‘missing in action’ along with the whole crew that
flew to Stuttgart.  We all had  more than a  few drinks.   Shocked.  Hank was going  north with me and  the rest were
going south.  Hank and  I got into a train compartment and I fell asleep.  After a bit, Hank woke me up.   Opening my
eyes I saw  this British  army female across from me and  as  I  lowered  my eyes to her lap, I noticed  she  had
two high top, size 10 boots on her lap and my feet were in those boots.  It seems I was trying to make myself as
comfortable as possible.  She  was given an apology and  Hank  explained  about Des being missing in action.  Our
pilot gone.  We finally arrived in Edinburgh where we stayed the night.  I planned to carry on to Glasgow 
and  then on to Alexandria where Ann was stationed.  Found a hotel there and next day looked up  Ann at her
base.  That evening we went to her friends house. Her name was Ruby.  We  decided  to pay  visit to Ann’s mother
at Atherton Manchester.  Ann managed  to get a 72 hour pass so the three of us were  on our way.The  train  was
packed.  Even though we had a first class coach at first we transferred out and found we had to stand up for
the rest of  the way.   Her mother had the graveyard shift at work unfortunately so the three of u s went to
a pub then back to the house  where  I slept in my assigned  room and the two girls to theirs.  After a while  I
thought this is not right so I got up and went into the girls room and got between these two lovelies and
got busy  warming up under the covers.  Big decision, which one first?  I chose Ruby, saving Ann for dessert.
Later Ann confided to me that she  was hurt because I chose  Ann first.  I explained  she  washy dessert and that pacified
her though she seemed skeptical.  In the morning Ann’s mother arrived.   We left.  i had to get back to
Tholthorpe and the girls back to Scotland.”

“December 2, 1943:  The  tran trip was  uneventful.  I picked  up my mail and my parcels…2,600 cigarettes from various sources.
Hank and  I pooled our cigarettes stuffing the lot in a large suitcase.  Hank and I never sold cigarettes.  We
gave them away to our WAAF friends in the mess and when  the girls went on  leave we would lend them
money and  not expect any repayment.   These girls were real nice types and their meagre pay was  about 60 cents
(Canadian) a day.   We never ran short of cigarettes thanks to kind  Canadians back  home.”

“December 3 and  4, 1943:  I spent the day answering letters…14 of them.

“December 5, 1943:  By  noon hour our crew was back  together. Bob and  Wilf  had been on  one long booze up.  
Hank managed  to get himself rolled  for 7 pounds and was  he ever mad.  Wilf went right to bed sick from too much.
Bob must be more experienced.  (sex? I assume?)  Maurice got himself  married to a  WAAF he  knew  from  the past.
He showed  us the wedding pictures of his new bride.  (Victor’s comment was not flattering).  We heard from Bill, our
previous pilot who was doing very well over at Dalton.  He was assigned to help the adjutant..

Decemer 6, 1943:  Bob woke us up this morning.  Wilf, Ken and Hank decided to go to York. Bob, Maurice and  I
decided to stay on  base and read.  The day is very cold  and foggy and  damp.

“December 7, 1943: I went over to Clothing Stores and managed to get some warmer clothes. I met Murial and
tried my best to get some  action but got nowhere.  Later Hank and I went to our local pub in Tholthorpe and
left feeling  quite good..”

“December 8, 1943:  Today is pay day for 431 squadron.  Not much  doing today.  We are wishing for a posting
to a conversion unit.”

“December 9, 1943:  The gods heard  us.   We are being posted to 1659 Conversion Unit at Topclifffe,  today.

December 10, 1943:  I met a WAAF sergeant from Eastmoor at the sergeants dance but did not get anywhere with
her.Hank loaded  up quite well this evening.

December 11, 1943:  Went to the movies to see “Victory Through Air Power”, a Walt Disney film.  Then Hank and
I went to the Saint Georges Hotel, had a few drinks then went dancing.

“December 12, 1943:  Hank and I hung  around the YMCA for a  while.  We met two nice girls, Betty and Marg,,,
real sweet things.  Stayed in Harrogate until 2 a.m.

“December 13, 1943:  Hank and I  decided to go to the air crews mess for a few beers when this Flight Lieutenant Pilot
came over and introduced  himself as  Eric  Mallet.  He asked  if  he could sit with us for a  few minutes. We  told
him about Des getting shot down on his first mission as a 2nd  Pilot on a raid  to Stuttgart.  “So we’ve been shipped
out to topciffe  to get a new pilot.”.  Eric in the meantime was filling  us in on his background.  He had been a flight
instructor in Canada and  had asked  for an  overseas posting.  Eric  was rushed through an Operational Training unit
(OTU) and from there to 1659 Conversion Unit at Topcliffe.  Our destinies  were meshing.     Eric said, “Do you 
think I’ll do?”  The rest of our crew  were on the base except for Moe so I asked Hank to go and get the guys as
this guy Eric looked  promising.   Over they came and a  bargain was struck.  Since it was  OK with us, Eric would
put in for us thereby making a full Bomber crew.’

“I noticed Wilf and Bob were talking quietly. The gist of their conversation was that  they would  strangle Hank and
me if Eric turned out to be another lemon .  Eric turned out to be an excellent pilot who understood our survival depended
upon that important word ‘co operation’.  We hit it off right away. It pays off when a crew  is  put together by a 
democratic  process.

“December 15, 1943: Today was Dingy Day… a practice that would come in handy if we went down in the North Sea.
Interesting to know that if we went down in the North Sea in the winter months…like now…we would have three minutes
to make peace with our maker.  That’s how quick death would  happen.  My response  was that it would  be better
to bail out over Europe.  At least then we would  last longer than three minutes..  The good news was  that we
managed all to get a four day leave.  We went from Topcliffe  to Ripon to York…which was close to Betty’s Bar thankfully
After that we  went dancing and stayed overnight at the YMCA.

“December 16, 1943: We caught the morning train to London…Ken, Wilf  and I…parted ways there as i had to visit RCAF
headquarters for some back pay as I am now Flight Sergeant.  Had a few beers and went dancing where I spotted  a nice
looking female and after a few  choice  words we went for a few  drinks at a  nearby pub.  Since I wasn’t sure of the
lay of the land it looked like the grassy median was best.  The blackout prevented us from being seen.  The  cars  drove
by with their subdued  lights.   I was a bit tired and said to her, “Would  you like maximum penetration?”  
She nodded the affirmative. I said
I’ll lie down on my back, you climb on facing me.”  Well, she got in motion with enthusiasm. She really knew  what it was all
 about and I was really  pleased.  So much so that I asked her if she wanted to do it again? She nodded her head  and  away
we went again.   When she got home she  must have had a job removing the grass stains from her knees.  Memory of
this episode always makes me smile and feel good about it.   The girls  knew what things were about and  were not
hypocrites.   I don’t make fun of these girls as it was a two way street…mutual pleasure.

“December 17, 1943:  I got up early and sent Mary a  telegram then went to a show after which we had a  few in the 
local pub  then looked up a person I trained with but noone was  home.  Later I met a girl by the name of  Lilly and
we went dancing and then to her house.

“December 18,1943:   Packed  my things and caught the 12.45 from kings Cross Station for York.  Stayed at the YMCA and
later met a girls from Ireland named Nancy.  She was some teaser.  You can’t win them all.

“December 19, 1943:  Reported  to Flights and we did some more dingy practise.  Received mail from Ann and two
letters from Ruby.

“December 20, 1943:  I received Christmas parcel from my mother.   Collected 16 pounds and 5 shillings.  What a dull day.

“December 21, 1943:   Another dull day

“December 22, 1943:  We  flew with Eric for the first time today.  A dual pilot flight,  Eric and a squadron leader named Neil
DFS.

December 24, 1943:  We flew with Eric  doing practice circles  and  landings.   Eric catches on fast.  I phoned Mary at
Dishforth and picked her up for a nice dinner in Harrogate then to a theatre.   Got her back to Dishforth on time.  Too late
to do much else.

December 25, 1943:  Christmas Dy.  Received a nice cake from Louise and cigarettes.  These always came quite often from 
various sources.  We had a nice Christmas  dinner on the base.  Then  I went over to Dishforth to see Mary and  give her
two boxes of chocolates.   I spent the night at Dishforth where we got into some heavy knocking on the sofa.  I had to 
spend the night in the Sergeant’s Lounge.

“December 26, 1043:  I managed to catch a cab back to Tiopcliffe where not much was doing so I went over to the aircrew mess
I had eight gins and later got into a crap game and lost 6 sounds.    Later I had fun with Rhoda in the games  room then
took her to her billet.

December 27, 1943:  We went flying today more dual pilot skill testing for Eric this time with flight lieutenant Rodwell as instructor
doing more circuits and  landing with overshoots.

“December 28, 1943:  received  much mail today.  Flying again today practicing landing with overshoots.  This time
no instructor with us.  Eric  has done  really well after only 6 hours and 25 minures in a Halifax.

“I took in a movie and met Wendy in the process.  Boy this  one has big breasts, twin 44’s and firm.”

“December 29,1943: We did more dual flying today only this time the instructor was flight Lieutenant Rodwell.
Three motor flying, Circuits and landings.  Eric only had 20 minus dual flying as he did not need more time.  We dropped
off  the instructor then we headed for Scarborough and out over the North Sea where  we picked up our target
towing airplane.  Hank and I took turns shooting up the drogue which was flying parallel to us.   We  had Eric adjust
his distance to a point just ahead of  the drogue where the tow line was attached.  At this point I managed  to get
my sites right on and when Hank got his on the same  spot we let fly.   Four machine guns each firing around
1200 rounds per gun per minute.  After a few  seconds  the drogue disappeared as we shot off the attach point.
We gave ourselves a cheer.  On the way back to base we had fun low flying.   Hank  and  I used up  3,000 rounds
on this exercise.

:December 30, 1943:   Reported to Flights…nolthing  on, so I took a turn on the link trainer for practice.  I saw Wendy 
in the afternoon and got in some  necking.  She has a Canadian ground crew type for a boyfriend so going
‘all the way’ was out of the  questions so I had to be satisfied with half loaf…but what a half  loaf!

“December  31, 1944: Reported flights…nothing  on today so had happy time in the aircrew mess  then went
dancing with Wendy.  i  received a letter from Mary, Louise and Christmas card  from my brother Max.

“January 1, 1943:  Went to Flights…nothing on in morning but in afternoon we did a high altitude  test to 20,500 feet
then we did some bombing at Stresall. We are to go  again this time for some night  flying.  So far Eric has no night flying 
experience on 4 motored aircraft.  Again we had F:/Lt Rodwell for an instructor.  Eric  did well.   A sweet WAAF picked
us  up at dispersal.  I made a mental note to get close to this  one.

“January 2, 1944:  We flew again with FLT/Lt Redwell.  This time  doing  2 and 3 motored flying.   At night the air
was turbulent especially near the ground. I was banged around a lot because  of it.   Tail position.

“January 3, 1944: Today we are to do fighter affiliation with a Spitfire.   Hank and I had fun with this once again.
This was a dual flight with 3 pilots…Eric Mallet #1, Sgt Tanister #2,  andSft Gustafson #3.  Then we did a solo 
flight as well.  

While  I was waiting for Eric to  warm up the airplane motors I was getting some necking in with Nancy…the cute
transport driver I met Jan. 2.  This cute young thing even repairs her own  truck.  Later I went to get my
log book signed off by the flight Lieutenant in charge of this duty. He sined  my assessment ‘A-A’ which
he told me means Above  Average.

“January 4, 1944: Wilf has come down  with hives and Eric  is in bed with tonsillitis…looks like  too much of
many things.  The  rest of us are  trying for a 5 day leave.  Hank and I took  out a couple of girls. Mine was Marg…abut of a
bag.   Hank’s was Queenie.  I took  mine to a show and Hank took his elsewhere.  Marg was having her monthly
problem so nothing happened.  Hank turned up later and  we swapped tales..   Hank struck out as well.

“January 5, 1944:  We got the 5 day leaves we were after.  Hank and I decided not to go anywhere distant.
We got to feel quite good after drinking away most of the  evening in the air crew mess.  We then went to
Harrogate for fun and what have you.  We  went to the Railway Hotel for a  beer but it was closing time…no 
beer for us.  On our way out we saw 4 people…2 airmen and  2 women.  I said  to Hank “You take the girl
on the right and  I’ll take the girl on the left/“  And  we just hooked our arms under theirs and walked  away
with them.  The two airmen must have been too surprised to act and  the girls  didn’t complain so  away we
went.  I imagine the two airmen having a post mortem and deciding  to not let that happen again. Next
time it would be ‘Watch out for the Hun in the sun’,an old WW1 saying among fliers.

The girls were not too shabby.   The one  Hank took was wearing a red  mitten. .  We  took the
girls to a restaurant and after that we split up agreeing to meet at theYMCA later;  One girl was Laura
and the  other Doreen.  My girls took me home where everything was done in comfort.  Since  I had
promised  to meet Hank at theYMCA I left Laura’s nice  warm bed around 5 a.m. to meet Hank who
had arrived ahead of  me.  We compared notes.   Hank figured  Doreen was the last virgin in Harrogate.
When  I asked him about the red mitten he said he thought the hand was artificial.  The rest of the early 
morning was  brutal as we tried to sleep in chairs with our torso’s draped over tables.

“JANUARY 6, 1944: We  rested then paid Eric a visit.   I ran across Mary and  we had a little chat.
Hank and  I spent the rest of the day trying to get over the previous evening.  We also felt we should
clean up our act a little.   The weather has been rotten,  fog right down  to the deck.

Note: The crew of HX 313 did not fly again until January 21,1944

“January 7, 1944:  Today we are going to take an  H2S course which  mean two more weeks of instruction
primarily for Ken and perhaps Wilf.   H2S is  a  radar thing of sorts.  The set sends out a signal and  bounces
back  images. These images show  city built up areas and a chart on board our aircraft is used to compare
outlines giving the navigator a  good  idea of which city is in view.  H2s also gave us an altitude and 
was  used by out Pathfinder squadrons  for some very accurate bombing.

Hank and I went to a  movie on the station and we ran into Joan and  Norma.  these two  are a real couple
of cards  and  knew some  dilly jokes.  Hank and  I managed to snuggle them to visit our billet on a
food  pretence.  we were rooked by the girls.  After eating our food,  they split.  That’s life!

“January 8, 1944: Hank and I got up at 11.30…feel better after all that sleep.  I was going to phone Mary
at Dishforth but got into a crap game instead and made  5 pounds 10.  That leaves me just 3 pounds in the 
hole.   I made up my mind to go and visit Mary but Eric turned  up and said ‘how about going to a show 
in Harrowgate. So we all went together.  Show was quite good.

NOTE:  Readers may be wondering if a war was actually being  fought since the Crew  of what would
become HX 313 are not battle bound.  It seems the training  of bomber crew was not taken lightly. 
So many crews were shot dow over Germany that those  not attached to Bomber Command wondered
about the training.   Seems that the training was intense.  Flying a four engined  Halifax bomber
on two engines required great  skill as did finding he home airport and landing safely 
in the darkness of  night.

“January 9,1944: Hank and I cleaned up our room.  Now ir looks respectable.  After dinner with
Hank and Eric in the aircrew mess I wrote some letters then Wilf arrived with a  little black dog which
we promptly named  “Nooky”.  She became our new  crew member given the rank of  Squadron Leader
especially after she peed in Bob’s  hat.

“January 10, 1944:   Everyone tired today with the exception of Bob who was still in bed with his girl
in Harrogate.   Hank and  I saw the movie ‘Casablanca’  in the evening.

Note:  Just a personal comment.   I think Victor would have been a good stand in for Humphrey Bogart.

“January 11,1944”   Did nothing then went for dinner and bed

“January 12,1944:   Weather  still bad…fog down on deck.  Eric came over to ‘shoo away” the
bad weather . did not  work.  I played poker most of the night with Hank, Eric, Wilf, Bob
and Maurice….lost 2 pounds10.

“January 13,1944:  same  bad weather.

“January 14, 1944:  Bob and Maurice  were at odds and the Group Captain was to  the matter. Fight.

“January  15, 1944:  We were supposed to fly today  but weather  closed in again. Bob
and Maurice had their say with the Group Captain.  Bob won.  Good for him.   Later Hank and  i went
out with our two charmers, Joan and Norma.  These two  are good at going just so far, and that’s it.”

“January 16, 1944:   Weather closed in again.  This weather sticks  like glue…real heavy moisture.
We all went down to the hall to do  some exercise.  That was a mistake. Now I know where my muscles are.
Hank and I went over to the mess for a few beers.  Maurice  is a real Shit.  He was never asked  to join
the crew.  He  is the residue from when  Desmond was our pilot. Maurice may  spoil tings for the 
whole crew.

“January 17, 1944:  No flying today.  Weather bad. At least this gives the ground crew a chance to catch
up on maintenance  as the aircraft at Topcliffe  are the worst the I have encountered since  being in
England.  One night we used  up 4 aircraft.  just go 1 hour of flying time.   Flight time at Topcliffe
starts when  the  wheels leave the ground  on takeoff and stops when  the  wheels touch down on
landing.   Mary is off for 48 hours. I’m peeved with Wilf and Maurice.  Solved problems though.

“January 18, 1944:  The  weather turned  bright for a short time today. One aircraft took 
off and crashed.  This was a real bad crash.  Normally this news does not get around.  Crashes
can  have negative effects on crews.  It chips away at the nervous system.   It makes  for a feeling
of depression and can be classed as battle fatigue.  Acting in a bizarre manner for instance.  Like
crying for help.  During WWI flyers behaved in the same way and some preferred to be alone.
some were real quiet.  Some were the reverse.  Some realized they were mentally fatigued and
asked to be relieved from flying.   In the trenches they called it ‘ being shell shocked’
During  WWII, if you couldn’t convince your superiors that your nerves couldn’t  take it any more
Then you were told you were displaying L.M.F. (Lack  of Moral Fibre).   

To give our crews incentive we  were told that after 20 missios we would  be puled off
operations for 6 months rest…usually sent off to be instructors for that period.  Our operations losses averaged around  
5%  which means at 20 missions we reach the 100% mark.  Our statistical chance of survival is close to  zero.

“January 19,1944:  Raining. Eric and Bob popped in for a chat.  Baker and his crew crashed today…Baker  broke
his leg .   Pierre  and his crew crashed in the side  of  a mountain.   There were no survivors.  We  wonder when 
we will get ours.   I still think  Maurice  is a Shit.

“January 20,1944:  Wearher still sour.   I made up with Maurice after all he is part of our crew.
Bob,  Wilf, Ken, Hank  and  I went into Harrogate.  This was  the first time I was to meet Kay…a little
later Bob was to marry her.   We were also introduced to Kay’s friend Mary.  Mary sure is
a living doll.

“January 21, 1944:  At last!  We flew twice today.   Flight #1 was a cross country flight and the weather 
was clear and he sky deep blue.  Base to Luton, Taunton, Liverpool and back to Base.  Flight #2 was  Base to Kings Lyn,
Lester and  back to Base.   Weather remains Beautiful.

“January 22, 1944: No mail today…I  owe Mary, Anne and Louise letters.  We flew again today.  
Cross country trip to Dundee,  Edinburgh, Douglas, Barrow, Darlington  and 
back to base.The weather was super and the food in the  mess was very good.  All of us in the crew
went to the  show in evening.

“January 23, 1944: Another cross country from  Base  to Luton, Norwich, Peterbrough and back to Base.
Eric was to do some night flying.  Needed practice.   When he came in for a landing  he forgot to
lower the landing gear and as a result damaged the Halifax.  When the Halifax landing gear  is
retracted,the  wheels are sticking out from the nacelle and  the tail wheel  on this particular Halifax
is fixed in the down  position.  As a result the  only thing damaged was the four propellers.  Eric felt bad
that landing of course and Eric got nick-named “Wheels up Mallett” by Ken.  The nick name stuck.

NOTE:  There were 6,178 Halifax Bombers  manufactured between 1939 and 1945 of which 2,627 were lost
on the war.  Bomber Command only cointed losses on operations.   Crashes in England were not counted
but many were lost in England  so real losses were 15% higher.

“January 24, 1944  Got a haircut

January 25, 1944;  Planned another cross county but airspeed indicator got stuck.  Cancelled

“January 26, 1944  Bob and I went down to the shooting range and got some firearm practice. then
to the aircrew mess and drank some beer.

“January 27, 1944:  Flew  another  cross country Base, Colne point, Neston. LundyIsland, Nottingham, and Base.
Missed dinner when we got back.  Eric  and  Moe went on an evening fight and were almost killed due to an  
engineering error.  I went to air crew mess with Hank and Ken for a few beers.

“January 28,1944  Took in a movie with Hank.  We ran  into Pat anther girlfriend, nothing fruitful with 
these two.  Eric finished  his night circuits  and  landings.  Hank and I got politely drunk.  We should
be winding things up here soon…all of this bad weather put us behind in flying.

“January 29,1944:  Night flying from Base to Bedford, Taunton,Oxford, Birmingham, Lancaser,  Stranreer,
Jurby, Douglas, and Base.  

“January 30, 1933:  Well, at last we are leaving Topcliffe.   We were supposed to go to 428 squadron for a posting.  
Eric tried  for our posting to 433 squadron at Skipton.  Instead we are posted to  424 squadron at Skipton.
Usually two squadrons were in each airfield.  All of us took in a movie.  Total  flying time at Topcliffe was
43 hours, 15 minutes (34 hours day and 9 hours 15 minutes night)

Victor kept a notebook like that below.  Especially to record  his

    time in the air   His flight book also was a  perfect place for daily notes’

“January 31, 1944: Now  Monday and we  were taken to Skipton by RAF  transport.  Skipton is a wartime
airfield, but not as muddy as  some.  All Canadian squadrons are grouped around Yorkshire in 6 Group Bomber
Command.

Later  Hank and I went on the prowl.  I met Bette and had fun with her in the local  pub.  Hank picked up
a nice girl…she was a cute one.

Feb. 1, 1944:  We are  now satellite to Leeming.  I caught the bus to Leeming and got myself signed in
and collected 7 pounds 6 shillings owed to me  by the  paymaster.  

I made the rounds to see old friends.  Attrition has taken its toll on aircrews.  Jack F., a real nice  fellow
I trained with was killed as his aircraft crossed the Dutch Coast and the flight engineer had an eye shot out.
Jack F had  been in a nice safe job and had elected to go for aircrew  at 35 years of age.  he had  a wife and  
children.  Very sad.   After returning Hank and  I visited a few pubs.

“February 2, 1944:  Reported to Flights and had 45 minutes practice on the gun turret then went and got
a parachute harness and  a Mae West  (life preserver).  Back  in our quarters I played  with Nooky, Wilf’s dog.
Then  Hank and I went pub crawling.

“February 3, 1944:  Hank and  I did  not get to bed until around 4 a.m. after all our fun with a couple of
nice girls.  We reported to Flights and attended a lecture in the morning and another in the afternoon.
Had a shower then Hank and I went back to our new haunts.

“Feb. 4, 1944: Hank and I were assigned airplane to inspect ..  Hank put in 
15 minutes of turret manipulation.  Then the two of  us went to Topclifffe  to a pub called Sam Hutton
for fun and games.  

Two  girls tried  to pick us up.  We  declined.  Back to Skipton.

“February 5, 1944:  Reported to Flights.   Hank and I inspected another  aircraft cleaned up 8 Brownings
and checked the acton.   We  are preparing to go  on operations.

Hank and I lined up a couple of girls from our Mess, Joan and Nora.  However we did not press them
for a dae.   We  then went to the St. Georges Hotel and drank a quantity of  beer.  We  were feeling
pretty good so then went dancing.  We met two  not so hot girls at the dance.   Things did not work
out too well with the girls.  So we headed  for the YMCA and spent a most uncomfortable night trying
to sleep  on chairs with our heads on the table.

“February 6, 1944: Hank and I reported  to Flights and were instructed to do  an  inspection  on “S” Sugar.
Then changed  our clothes, read our mail and reported back to Flights for a  lecture.  

Picked  up Joan and went pub crawling.  Nothing happened.  Whoever came up with that saying that,
“Candy is dandy but Liquor is Quicker!” should have added, “No all the Time!”

February 7, 1944: We  did some local  flying and then some 2 motor and  3 motor flying.

Note:   Victor and the whole crew were well  aware that practice flying with two engines
shut down was an indication what they might expect once their bombing missions were started.
Bad  times were coming.

“February 8, 1944: We  cleaned  our billet and  reported  to Flights where we were sent on  another
cross country practice run.  We  were caught up  in a jet stream that pushed  us to 370 m.p.h.  Our
return trip was  tough fighting the same jet stream.  Back at base I talked with Nora for a while then
off to bed.”

“February 9, 1944: We went to Flights and both Hank and I did another inspection of “S” Sugar, a new
model Halifax bomber.  Then went  to a very boring lecture. Later we flew  in our new Mark III Halifax, a
real nice airplane sporting all the latest modifications.  Four 1,615 H.P. Bristol hercules mottos, H2S, new  ‘D’ 
type Fins, rounded wing tips, capable of  an all up weight of 65,000 lbs which  included a 13,000 lb
bomb load, mid-upper turret sported four .303 machine guns and the  original four guns  in the rear,
the nose gun was simple  V.G.O. gas operated drum fed in neat plexiglas nose…and our latest bombsight
 was the Mark  14.”



Halifax  Mark III bomber with modifications described by Victor Poppa

“February 10, 1944: Hank and I reported to Flights the did an inspection on “U” Uncle.  No mission was on so
we went over to Topcliffe to see if we had any mail.  My brother Max  sent me a letter from his Canadian Army
base south of London.  Later we were given a talk by Group Captain Samson.  Then  I slipped into the
officers bath house and enjoyed good soaking in a real hot tub…a real  luxury.  Amen.

“February 11, 1944:  Reported  to Flights.  We went  on  another cross country that took 4 hours and 40 minutes
using”P” Peter , one  of the new Halifax Bombers.

“Hank and I dated  two girls from the mess.  I had Joan and Hank had  Kay.  Kay was later named ‘Razor Blades’ because  
she had a rather sharp nose.  Kay and Hank used to make  trips to a nearby haystack for fun  and games.  They were
not the only persons using this haystack.  The  stack  started  out at 15 feet high but within a  short time the hay was 
spread  around into a  lot of nests by  a lot of active people.  I wondered how the cows  managed with all those used
condoms thrown  about indiscriminately in the hay.  Hank and I took Joan and Kay to the roundabout where we
spent some time drinking beer and then they were invited back to the haystack.  One night in the haystack the condom
was lost internally while  Hank and  Kay were  making  out.  After some  fussing the condom re-appeared.  Hank
sweated  that one for a couple of  weeks.  He was a  little up tight about it so he  wasn’t teased.”



NOTE:  Let’s talk about condoms.  “There  was a box at the  door to the mess filled with
condoms, “Take a handful if you’re going on leave.”   Why would the RCAF get involved
in such seemingly personal matters.   Simple answer.   Use of a prostitute  cost around
$2.  Protection using a condom sold at pharmacies cost 3 for $1.  Expensive in other words
so air men might be tempted to forgo the condom and thereby come down  with a venereal 
disease that would put them  out of commission.  “We were encouraged to grab a  handful
as we went out the door,” said one veteran I know.  Were they wrapped in fancy packages
like today?  “Not at all, Made  for  ease  of use.”  Getting V.D. was also one way of
avoiding battle so someone who got V.D. regularly was always suspect as a malingerer.
Young men, like  Victor and Hank might not have even considered random and  regular
sexual activity if they were still living at home.  But wartime changes everything.
As Victor noted when he ran into a boy he knew from high school.  “He seemed a lot
older than I expected.  I wonder  if  I seem that way to others.”

Condoms were sometimes rolled over the end of gun barrels to keep moisture out.
 
Unwrapped  condoms were  best because a person in the heat of sexual activity
might tear the package with his teeth and thereby put a hole in the condom.
Amusing i hope.

    Venereal Disease (V.D.) was a major concern of military leaders because treatments

for both Gonorrhea and  Syphilis put airmen (and soldiers) in hospitals. Syphilis treatment
could involve as  much as  6 months.  Why did Victor ignore this danger?  Because he
was not cavorting with prostitutes.  His  romancing was  far less dangerous.  That’s why
I decided his activities  are more amusing than dangerous.   The same applies to Hank, my
cousin.  Actually I am sure that Kay was the girl he  planned to marry when war ended.
 What must be  remembered is that many of these airmen were barely 19 years old.
The average age was  21.  They may have joined  the air force because flying sounded
exciting but they soon learned that their deaths were likely.  So they tried  to live life
to the fullest.  The Fires of Spring comes to mine when I think of these fellows.  Also
I think of the American General  George Patton when inspecting American pilots lined
up in front of their planes.

“How old are you son?”
“18, sir.”
“And  you fly that goddamn thing?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Well, I’ll be a son of a bitch.”
(words from my memory)


“February 12, 1944:  Today we are to practice fighter affiliation with a  Spitfire.  This time Eric had  another pilot with
him,  First Lieutenant Compton. He is an American who joined the RCAF.  

Note from Victor n 1985: ” Compton later joined the United States Army  Air Force (USAAF). 
During our 424 squadron 1985 reunion at Trenton, Ontario, I met Mel Compton in person. I was really pleased
that he survived  the war, not many  of us did.  We were photographed and a crew picture taken.”

‘Hank and  I took Kay  and Joan dancing where Joan drank too much and made a scene that was hard  to handle.
Eventually we got her home to her billet.  Tomorrow is post mortem day for Joan.”

“I almost forgot.   We  almost had a mid-air collision with another  Halifax. It was really close so we were lucky.”

“February 13, 2019: Reported to Flights then went to Intelligence and read over the latest ‘Aeroplane’ and  ‘Flight’
magazines .  Weekly magazines that are always interesting. 

“Hank andI went to dinner.  Hank picked up ‘Razor Blades’, Kay, and I asked Joan out. The squadron is on operations
tonight but only Eric from our  crew is going.  He will go as a second pilot. Eric  has  no battle experience  so  must
go with another  crew on one  mission.  Next time he will take the whole crew with him in his own plane.  Later,
operations were cancelled so Hank and  I had a few beers with the girls.  Nice evening.

“February 14, 1944:  Reported to Flights.  Hank and  I were told to check  out “P”Peter again.  

“Joan, Kay and  six  other girls invited  Had and I to play Basket Ball with them.  Hank and  I make
all kinds of mistakes touching and rubbing our hands on the girls  ‘don’t touch spots’.  Sometimes
the  word ‘don’t’  does not apply.  The  girls were very sporting about this  and seemed to enjoy
thisattention.”

“Operatons are on again tonight and Eric is to be 2nd pilot again.  But Operations  were cancelled again.
Poor Eric.   I can imagine how he  felt to get all keyed up to go on a  mission and  then not go.  This kind of thing
really tears at your guts.  I’ve been briefed at least 25 times to go on missions that were cancelled.  Oh! My poor
intestines.”



This is a shot of an air crew and ground crew in front of  a Halifax Bomber

    …not Victor’s crew.



The air crew of a Halifax bomber with the ground  crew preparing the bomber 

for flight.  Usually 7 men.  Loaded down with Mae  West life  jackets, parachutes,

big fleece  lined boots and jacket .  These  flights were freezing cold.


“February 15, 1944:  reported to Flights.  For once Hank and I are on time for roll call.  Operations  are on again
tonight only this time the  planes  will take off  from Leeming air base. Eric goes there for his 2nd pilot duty.
Eric was elated.   427 squadron flew to Berlin which has become  a very hot target.  When I was  with 429 squadron 
I must have been briefed at least 8 times but never went.  Berlin is a  nice one to have in my log book.

“February 16, 1944:  I received mail today from Louise.

NOTE:  Victor and Louise  were married  once he returned to Canada after walking  out of his POW 
concentration camp.  Marjorie and I met the Poppa family several times in the  1980’s and it seemed
that Louise was well aware of Victor’s wartime 
adventures.   Both Victor and Louise had  a wonderfull sense of  humour.  He met her while training
near Quebec City.  Victor did not speak French.  Louise did not speak English fluently.  Yet they got 
along very well.  Wonder why?

“February 17, 1944: Hank and I did an inspection of “R” Robert.  Later we got our pay, then went to clothing
stores for some new flying equipment.  Then we went to Sam Hutton (pub) where we had a few.

FIRST BOMBING MISSION FOR VICTOR IN MONTHS

“February  18,1944: Hank and I were assigned to inspect “D”Dog, “T” Tommy, and”Q” Queen.  A mission
was planned for tonight then scrubbed  at the last minute, another gut wrencher.

“February  19, 1944: Reported to Flights.   We are to go on operations tonight using  one of the new  Halifax Bombers,
“C” Charlie. Hercules Motors.  Tension is building as we go through the day.  Wonder where we are to go?
We  have our last meal so to speak.  There is not much being said.  Our  thoughts? Will tis be  our  last

    flight?  Shot down?  Later we find

the bombing target is Leipzig.  We go to our briefing and find that Bob had reported sick so we  are assigned
a navigator with no  experience by the name of Ozzie, must be a nickname.  He is commissioned.  Bob’s
new  wife  must have banged on his ear since his reason  for not going is just a cold.  Our briefing covers the weatrher, what 
to expect in wind, types of cloud and other niceties.  We are shown by a red ribbon the route  and are  told
what height to fly at both going and coming  home.  All  of this is interesting to Ozzie who makes notes.  Our turning point 
to start the flight to Germany is Reading just north of London.  From this point we set our ETA (Estimated  Time of
Arrival) to the target.

“OUR BOMB LOAD

Image 8

Bombs ranged in size from small 40 lb  incendiaries to immense ‘Grand Slam
bombs weighing 22,000 lbs.  The Handley Page Halifax bombers could
not carry the huge bombs which were reserved for the Lancaster.
(Public Achives photo #213 867)


“Our bomb load is 4000 pounds of  incendiaries.   Ken makes  notes.  Tonight there will be 852 aircraft,  Lancasters
and  Halifax’s. By the time the raid  is over we will have lost 75 aircraft and 553 aircrew.  We  are told  where the heavy flak is
located and what the chances are of running into night fighters and we are also told to watch out for our own Mosqutioes, two
engined fighter bombers sent in the lead  of the bomber stream to mark the targets with coloured flare bombs.  “Look before
you shoot.”   There are  also searchlights to be considered.  These  coning lights cannot shoot us down  but being caught in
the cone of  a master searchlight and then pinpointed  by other smaller starlights can  get us all sorts of  unwanted  attention
from both flak  and  night fighters.

“Our takeoff time is to be 2345 hours. (11.45 pm)  The squadrons  crews  are loaded into busses and trucks.   Then dropped  off
at our assigned aircraft dispersal point.   We are greeted  by our ground crew who have  laboured all day to get “C” Charlie 
set for operations.  Hard work for  sure.  In no time we are rolling around  the perimeter track following other aircraft.  Then
we reach the end of  our assigned  runway.  We slowly taxi into position and hold until the preceding aircraft has
become  airborne.   Eric is given a green light.  Flaps have been set, Throttles advanced to their stops.
There is a powerful surge, a feeling of  real power being exerted.  A feeing  of confidence settles us down.  We  are building up speed
fast.  In no time at all the tail has lifted.   Eric uses a little rudder to count torque  from the our motors.  We are now off the
runway and flying.  Eric raises  the landing gear and raises the flaps.  We  are on our way.

“Hank and I cock our guns , and turn on our reflector sights.  “C” Charlie is climbing steadily to our assigned 
altitude.  Soon we  reach  our turning point at Reading and Ozzie gives Eric  a new course to fly and an airspeed  to maintain
so that we will arrive at Leipzig as scheduled.  We  are now crossing the enemy coast and I can see  searchlight here 
and there and flak burst that are distant and nothing to worry about.

“I start to relax.  My nerves are  less jumpy   Hank and I keep  our talking to a minimum even though the intercom is
mostly ours to use.  Wilf is working his radio set while Ozzie calculates our course using the and directions given to
him at briefing.  Then major trouble is discovered. The  wind directions Ozzie was given are all wrong  and our entire
bomber force becomes scattered over 50 miles wide  and 200 miles deep instead of 5 miles wide and150 mlles  long.

“TheLuftwaffe are  up in force using their Heinkels as their flare  droppers lighting up the night sky.  I spot 2 aircraft 1000 feet 
 to our aircrafts’ right.   These  two are silhouetted against their own searchlights which  gives me  a rare  opportunity.
The enemy fighter furthest right is an  FW190 (Foch Wolf 190) sporting  50 calibre machine guns.  The other
fighter is  a twin motored  ME110 (messerschmit 110)   The ME110 fires two rockets that miss our aircraft on the left.
The ME110 wanted us to turn right so as to give the FW190 a perfect deflection shot.  Or so I figured.  I told  Eric to “Dive
left when I say  GO!” then pull right in a climb.  I told Hank to keep an  eye on the FW190 as we are now diving with
the rockets coming for us.  Now the only way for the FW190 to get shot at us is to turn sharply to his left and get a 
deflection shot from this new  direction.  When I see the  rockets are now  very close I yell “Go!”.  Eric slams his wheel 
over and pulled  up.  Just then I  see the whole underside of  the FW190.  He  is so  close that I can see even in the dark
the that whole of the FW190 has a full-length streak  of blackout along the underside of his fuselage.  We are only about
50 feet apart at this point.

If I had not said GO when I did , the German night fighter would have flown right into my turret then forward to Eric’s
turret chewing  though our oxygen  tanks to Maurice, our flight engineer, then  Eric,Wilf and Ozzie and Ken would
be enveloped in one gigantic explosion.  When the  FW190  went by my face he was really moving.  His motor has
a lot of mass and energy.  I am sure the FW190  pilot must have  lost us briefly with his night vision.  No one in his
right mind would want to press in that close  for a kill at the expense  of his own  life.

“Hank, you were to keep ypur eye on the FW190, what happened?”  “Sorry I watched the rockets.”  Nothing was said.

    Hank had made a serious error and knew it.  The FW 190 also made an error and lost his chance to fire.

If a new person can get through his first mission he becomes that much wiser.  I was  having trouble with 
my oxygen mask which  kept freezing up.  Then I had a short circuit in my right foot electric  slipper and  the sole
of my foot was gettng burned.  I kept switching the  suit heater off  and on.  Ambient temperature was minus 50 degrees
Fahrenheit.   The target began to appear off in the distance which meant we would have to fly through more flak and
searchlights.  Off and on since  we crossed the  enemy coast  we  were getting  our share of the flak which shakes us up
when exploding close by.  The black puffs look dirty as they whiz by and the smell of  cordite permeated  our
oxygen  masks.  We had five  more encounters with night fighters but none were near as stimulating  as  our first attack from
the ME11  and  FW190.”

This mission was so rough that I thought we would never make  it back to  England.  Ken  started making preparations  to 
drop your incendiaries…all 4,000 pounds of them. On our run in on target we were coned by searchlights.  Ken  trips
the bomb release and  then we fly straight and level while the camera takes pictures of  where our load lands.  After this
we head for England.  Our mission is now half over.

The  trip back was  not too bad and I  was happy when we crossed the English coast.  The sineibe asked Ozzie, “Do you
know  where we are?” “No!” he responded. So  we had to start calling ‘Darky’ which is a short range transmitter
with a range of ten miles.  All the  air bases in England had a Dark set up. Short range to rescue lost pilots yet 

   avoid giving German bombers a signal  They could use to destroy English bases.


“Hello Darky, Hello Darky, This is Nemo”
“Hello  Darky, Hello Darky, This is Nemo.”

This was kept up  until someone answered.

“Hello Nemo.”
‘Switch  your outer circle lights on and off, please.”

In this case we wherever touched down atrgw
Downham Market, an air force  base used for towing gliders.  Eric overshot the field, skimmed over the Tower
and made  it around the second time which was a good thing as we had very little fuel left.  After we had parked
I went around to cover my gun muzzles to keep out the moisture.  Just as I finished this chore, I heard  a “bang”
and a bullet whizzed over my head and went “Whing” as it ricocheted off into space. Hank came out and said,

“I was trying  to get the bullet out to deactivate the guns when  the breech block slipped.”

Hence  the bullet over my head.  We were either a bad luck crew or a good luck crew.  Take your choice.
We  were de-briefed at Downham Market and given a place to rest.

“February  20, 1944: In the morning we were fuelled and took off for Skipton.  Upon arrIval  I  
wrote my report of what happened  at my end of he airplane on our raid to Leipzig .  I also filled in my log book
then went to breakfast .  I managed 4 hours  sleep.”




German Foch Wolf 190

Wellington 

   German citizens searching for survivors in the rubble of Leipzig


THE LEIPZIG MISSION

The Leipzig air raid was not exactly a success.  823 aircraft were sent 78 of which were shot down (8.6%).  420 air crew  were killed.  131 successfully
bailed our and became Prisoners of War. This was the most disastrous Bomber  Command mission to this point in the war.   The older  Halifax Bombers
were pulled from missions after the raid.  Victor Poppa and crew  used a new  model  Halifax lucky for them since 34 others were shot down.
But, on the other hand, a great swath of Leipzig was flattened and incendiary bombs kindle fires in the medieval city making it a ruin.

 Leipzig as imagined in an 17th century engraving.  It was a wooden city … wooden

cities burn as was  proven over and over again by Bomber Command  incendiary shells.


END OF  PART 2 OF VICTOR POPPA STORY
(PART 3 AND CONCLUSION WILL COME  NEXT IN A COUPLE OF  WEEKS)

alan skeoch
November 2019


PART TWO: THE VICTOR POPPA STORY: 1943 AND 1944




PART TWO:  THE VICTOR POPPA STORY

alan skeoch
Oct. 2019


This is Part 2 of the Victor Poppa  story

You will either like Part Two or wonder why you are reading it.  After the raids  on Hamberg  
and  the solo flight to the  submarine  pens at St. Lazar, Victor’s crew had a  layover
as they lost two pilots one due  to illness  and one shot down  on a  training mission
over German territory.   Wellington bombers were being  replaced by  larger four engined
Halifax and Lancaster aircraft which meant the crew had to be retrained.  This took many  months
 which gave  Victor and  his new  mid upper gunner, George Freeman planty of time
for romancing as many girls as  possible.  Some descriptions of their sexual activity
are quite humorous.   

But Victor knew the full horrors of air warfare.  Air crews were expected to make
20 missions.   Survival was unlikely since the  acceptable  loss on each
air raid was 5%.   Twenty missions at a  5% loss rate meant that there was 
a 100% expectation that air crews would be shot down or get into mid air collisions
or fail to land at Base  because  crippled  or be  forced to ditch in the North Sea
where it only took 3 minutes for hypothermia to kill.  Victor knew all this  and
occasionally in the following journal he makes a comment such as “a good
friend was lost”.   Most of the time Victor was cheerful.   George (Hank) Freeman
and Victor Poppa drank an immense  amount of beer as they searched  pubs
and dancehalls for women and girls willing  to roll around in haystack nests.
Te air force  provided condoms free for the taking.  Two  reasons for this.
One, the fear of general Disease spreading.  Two, the fear that airmen
with V.D. would  be to sick to fly and thereby weaken  the impact of Bomber
Command  on German civilian life.


A news clipping  Victor attached to his journal/.diary 
refers to the Hamburg raids which killed between 35,000
and 45,000 people.  Plans  to do follow up raids  on a
small bayonet factory which was surrounded by hospitals
filled with Hamburg survivors bothered Victor. The hospital
raid was cancelled.



The nature  of the bombing changed as the mid point of World War II
arrived.  Initially the targets were military and industrial  installations.
Then the bombing targets became civilian.  The  leaders of Bomber
Common, principally Bomber  Harris, nicknamed by his own air crews,
‘Butcher Harris’.    Bomb loads always carried incendiaries to set
German cities on fire.  One  highly placed British officer wondered if
whole cities could be  set afire  since many German cities had historic
ancient wooden beam construction.  (see 17the century image of
Leipzig…lots of wooden buildings preserved and admired)
“Could we set these cities on 
fire?  Could we create a firestorm that would wipe out working class
neighbourhoods and thereby reduce German ability to produce the
weapons of war?  The  answer was decidedly ‘Yes” as was  proven
in July 1943 when  the City of  Hamberg was set alight in three devastating
air raids.  Victor was the tail gunner on a Wellington bomber for these
raids.   He  could see Hamberg burning on the horizon days after
the first raid.   He must have known the  death rate  was Horrific.  Actually 
43,200 civilian were incinerated.  Many died  in air raid shelters…sufficed
as the oxygen was sucked  out to feed the firestorm.  A firestorm so
powerful that it set the asphalt streets on fire.  The superheated winds
blew people to their deaths as if they  were fallen leaves in winter wind.

If you can look beyond Victor’s womanizing you will no doubt feel the
sense  of foreboding.   There is a feeling of inevitability about Victor’s
journal/diary.  No escape.  Not quite no escape but a very tiny chance
that Victor will be able to survive  his 20 missions.  Who could
predict that his survival happened  because his aircraft, HX 313,
was  shot down, a fiery coffin plummeting to earth with Victor, the tail
gunner trapped inside.  But that story will come in Part 3 of the Victor 
Poppa story and this is only Part 2.

THE SEXUAL  ADVENTURES OF  VICTOR POPPA










Victor liked women.  Actually he  loved them and loved  them by
the  dozen.   Sometimes  in amusing situations…three in  bed on one
occasion, love making  in the grass of a  London road  median in another.
In a hay stack well used by other airmen including my cousin in another.
Here is a list I made just from Part 2 of the Victor Poppa story.
Let me make the list more personal by using  Victor’s words.

“Alan, I kept notes and  can list the names of  all the girls  we
met and  romanced….nearly all I mean.”
“What do you mean  by  ‘we’?”
“Your cousin Hank…George  Freeman to you…was with me
on many of these sexual exploits.”
“How many?”
“Well between August 1943 and February 1944 we  had a good
time withKay, Pat, Edna, Mary, Anne, Vera, Mary, Ruby, Murial,
Betty,Marg, Lily , Nancy, Rhoda, Wendy (size44), Nancy, Marg,
Queenie, Laura, Doreen, Joan, and Norma.”
“How do you remember all these girls?”
“I kept notes.”
“Did you feel no guilt?”
“No, I loved every one of them…respected them too.”
“Sounds like exploitation.”
“Our couplings were alway mutual…willing In oher wods.”
“Hard for me to believe.”
“You just had to be there to understand…since you  were not
there you will probably have trouble believing my journal. There
was nothing done in a nasty way.  I loved those girls…still do
in my mind…making love on a highway median makes me  smile
just thinking about it.””
“ALL OF THEM?
“Alan, there  are some whose  names I did not record as you
will see if you read my journal…I wrote  all this for you…really
for Hank who was  my best friend”







WHO WAS VICTOR POPPA?

Victor Poppa was born in Hamilton, Ontario on August 30, 1921.  He fell in love with airplanes when he was four years old.
By 1943, Victor was 22  years old and  a tail gunner with the RCAF Bomber Command based in Yorkshire, England.
His crew had spent many months flying Wellington twin engined bombers but that was about to change.

“Our Halifax 4 engined bombers  were not new.  Rather they were second hand planes originally used by
the Royal Air Force (RAF).  They had Rolls Royce Merlin engines and triangular fins.   Merlins  worked great for the 
Lancaster bombers  but were not as good  for the Halifax’s.  Later we were to get Halifax bombers with Bristol Hercules
motors…1650 Horsepower.These engines made the Halifax into a very superior bomber..”



SEVEN MONTHS CHASING WOMEN…WITH MUCH SUCCESS

VICTOR’S  JOURNAL  FROM AGUST 4, 1943  TO  FEBRUARY 1945

“On August 4, 1943, I reported to my flight section and was given 6 days combat leave.First thing I  went with Ken to Leeds where we went dancing.
then we parted  company and  I caught the 3.30 tran to Brightonn to visit my brother Max who was in the Canadian Army
with an anti=aircraft battery…2nd Heavy Ack, Ack, 2nd Division.  (75 mm. anti aircraft)”

“Between Leeds and London I met a real doll by the name of Kay.  It was standing room only of the train, so to kill time we kept 
ourselves occupied feeling, necking…this was after we managed to  get a spot on the floor out of everyone’s way.  Her body felt
great no matter where I touched.  I had my great coat over us during all of this activity.  We were totally oblivious to all those other souls
near us.  Now just a fond memory.”

Note:  Victor kept a journal during World War II…then in 1987, encouraged by my fascination with his wartime
experience he hand wrote an expanded version nearly 100 pages long.  All  dong in long hand.  Today, in 2019,
I  am converting his hand writing into print.

“We parted at Kings Cross Station , Took the underground to Victoria Station, then the Electric train to Brighton.  This  train did
not have any aisles.  The seats were full width facing each other with a door at each end.  Upon arrival in Brighton I was
disappointed to find that his battery  were out on maneouvers.  I stayed in Brighton overnight and caught the morning train
to London. I got put up at the Queens’ Garden  YMCA…walked around a bit, had a few beers, got lost in the blackout.
Difficult to find my way back to the YMCA but eventually did so and  went to bed. Spent the rest of my leave in London…Zoo, London
Bridge,  etc.”

“August 19, 1943, I departed  London for York, but ended  up in Darlington with a real nice girl  named Pat.  We both got into our cups
and  we ended  up with a  happy evening.   

“August 20through September 14, 1945 … uneventful days but managed to get another 6 days of combat leave.

“August 21, 1943:  Bill, our pilot had been having serious bladder problems.  As result it appeared he was going to be removed
from flying duties.  Also we were not going through our conversion to 4 motored  Halifax’s because  of  Bill’s bladder problems.
After being in combat inaction causes boredom so I put my name down as a volunteer (called flying as a spare body.)

“September 15,1943, Today  I was assigned to go on operations with Sgt. Rawlinson, this was to be  his first  operational
mission as pilot in  command  (PIC).   I had trained in Canada with his rear gunner…red  headed  and a  real  fine person.  For this
mission I was to fly  as a mid-upper gunner.  I found this  set- up very undesirable, notably Was to operate a single Vickers .303  machine gun
which  is  not much  good.  The C.O. in charge of 429 squadron, Leeming (Yorkshire),  had the mid-upper turrets removed
and  the mid-under gun installed instead. This new  set-up was to cause serious attrition  problems  for 429 squadron and any
other squadron foolish enough to adopt this method. What was really needed was a third gunner as a mid-underpin a properly 
designed mid-under  position with single  .50 calibre gun shooting down and  aft leaving the mid-upper gun turret intact as
originally designed.   Later this was incorporated  in  some variants  of Halifax’s which made survivability of aircraft and
crew much enhanced. “


“I reported for target briefing.   This time we were to raid “Mont Lucon”, a target in France  at Laititude 46 degrees 22 minutes North 
and o2degrees, 35 minutes East.   We were sending 377 aircraft.  We were to bomb the Dunlop Tire Company factory as a big
order had  just been completed and was about to be shipped out.   We  crossed the French coast without too much problem from
Flak.  Our rear gunner spotted  and took some shots at a  night fighter that was not too keen to engage us.  Our attack on the  Dunlop
Tire seemed accurate from where I was sitting.  Some huge fires were started.Our  bomb load consisted of one 2000 lb bomb and
a mix of  30  phosphorus bombs to a canister 4 magnesiums bombs with 144 to a canister.   Our total  bomb load this night was  5,300 lbs
packed aboard 377 Haifax  bombers.  We returned to base in good shape.  I was really elated.”

“Wrote to my sisters and friends saying , “If  these missions keep  being as tough  as  mission Number 5 (missions so far were 1,3,4,and5)
I did not think my survival rate was worth a damn.   Mont Lucon was a gllmpse at the end of  the tunnel.  Praise  the Lord and  pass me
my commission which in fact will, Ken, George  and myself received  May  26, 1944.  The engineer, Maurice received  his from RAF on alternate.”

NOTE:  May 26, 1944 was a very significant and tragic day for HX 313 and its crew.  The next night they were shot down
over  Bourg Leopold and the young  upper gunner, my cousin, was  killed  in his turret we think.  On May 26, the boys got
their commission  and the next day  they were either killed  or taken Prisoner.  Their Halifax bomber 313 was a pile of smoking
debris on a  Belgian farm field.  But that story is yet to come.  Victor may  sound cheerful in his  journal  but readers should
note he  had become  well aware that his chances of survival were slim.

NOTE:  This journal  could  not have been written in 1943 and1944.  And  it wasn’t.  It was written in 1987 … transcribed  from
Victor Poppa’s war diary.  That diary would have been found  among his personal affects  at the Squadron 424 base at Skipton
on Swale…packaged up and sent to his  home in  Hamilton.   Retrieved when  he walked  out of  his  POW camp  in Germany
and  made his way to the American  sector in 1945.  That is conjecture.

“This flight to Mont Lucon took 7 hours and 40 minutes.  We  had  no sleep and after de briefing and breakfast, I found  I was to
fly again with Sgt. Rawlinson.  Mission #7 for me.  We were to go and bomb the entrance to a  train  tunnel that connected
France and Italy.  We were to plug the French end. At briefing  we were told that Leeming would be  socked in after we  left
and  our alternative airfield  would  be an  American airfield at Thurleigh.   There were 420 aircraft on this  raid.  We  would
be  carrying a 5,000 lb load of  high explosive bombs.  Our ‘Gee’ set quit and our navigator decided it was a  ‘no go’ situation
so we flew out over the North Sea and jettisoned our bombs. Then we got lost and after much figuring and 4 hours and 25
minutes we found Thurleigh.”

“The Americans, as  always, were the perfect hosts treating us very well and giving us the run of the base.  NCO’s were invited
to eat in the Officers’ mess.    I got into crap  game  and won a point.  Crap  games were not forbidden in the Officers’ mess.
And I was given  a  tour inside  of a  B17 ‘fortress’ and even given a  look at their famous ’Norden’ bombsight.  Later these were 
scattered all over Germany.  During the morning of the 17th the rest of  Squadron 429 landed.   The C.O. of 429 gave  us a 
briefing saying the weather at Base had  a  ceiling of only 500 feet with tops of clouds at 8,000 feet,  For those that did not feel
comfortable with this type of weather then they could wait it out but our C.O. was going to fly to Leeming using instruments.
Our hero pilot elected to fly under these conditions as did most of the other crews.  It took us 2 hours form take off  to landing.  
The Tower let us descend from on top of  the clouds via a method that was caliled ‘QGH’.  Thismeant that each aircraft in turn was  
given a 500 foot descent spread and the lowest aircraft allowed drop  500 feet followed by the next lowest and so on with
only one command from the Tower.   There were no accidents and I was very happy when we broke through into the clear
and landed.

“Attrition was very high in 429 Squadron because  of the missing mid  upper turret.   Sgt. Rawlinson was  given
a commission as  a Pilot Officer and was acting as a  Flight Lieutenant (captain).  He and  his crew were shot down  later
 on their 30th and last mission.  Later  I met Rawlinson’s navigator at a POW transit camp just north of  Frankfurt on  Main.
I cannot recall their Target that night.   The navigator was the only survivor.  the fortunes  of  war.”

“I am now going to Skipton off  and  on.  Flying as a spare  body.  On  Sept. 23, 1943, I was  briefed  for a bombing raid
to Mannheim but the mission was cancelled.  Pilot was  again Sgt. Rawlinson

“Sept, 25, 1943,  I am briefed  for a raid to Kiel.  This  mission was also cancelled.  Pilot is warrant officer Smith, DFM.”

“September 27m 1943:  This one is for Hanover and  W.O. Smith DFM is again our pilot.  On this  mission  there were 708 
aircraft .  For me it was  Mission #8.   We were just nicely underway  when our port outer motor’s propeller ran amok. On this 
flight we were taking a new Sgt. pilot with us.  He was a  twin, his brother also was on 429’s roster.   This fellow must
have been barley  past his 20th birthday.   W. O. Smith instructed him to feather our port outer engine  propeller.   Instead
the 2nd pilot feathered  the port inner propeller.  W.O. Smith was  very skilled and managed  to save the situation.   For some reason
we could not return to Leeming and  were forced  to land  at Topcliffe.  Upon touching down W. O.  Smith found our
brakes would not function.  So we had to go back  to Leemng by truck.  There was only about 15 mlles between these
two airports.  This aborted  mission took 3 hours  and15 minutes flying time.”

“Oct. 1,1943:  I’m still volunteering for missions.  This  time we are briefed for Stuttgart and again the mission was cancelled.

“Oct 5, 1943: I am  temporarily posted to Leconfield and went on a  fight with w.o. Butler using a Whitley aircraft built by
 Armstrong Siddley.  The Whitley appeared ancient. The Navigator/Bombardier’s position looked lkie  a Victorian drawing room with
floor and  sides  covered with green mohair rug like material.  The Whitley has Rolls Royce Merlins.  The wing has an
extremely thick air foil.  It was  a very slow flying machine.   When the Whitley flew straight and  level it looked like
it was  in a shallow dive which  confused  observers.  This was an advantage since enemy fighters often
misjudged thinking the Whitley was  in a dive.   On this first flight, I was using a camera  gun.”

“October 6, 1943: I went on another spare body flight, this time with flight sergeant O’Neil who failed to find  our
drogue training airplane so we returned  to Leconfield.   Again on Oct 6, we searched and found  our  Drogue
airplane and completed the exercise.”

“October7, 1943: with flight sergeant O’Neil we completed another exercise this  time I was using a camera gun.

“October 8, 1943: Flew  with W.  O. Butler on an air to air exercise.  I had a runaway gun.  The only  way to stop this  gun 
from firing ws to flip up the breech cover.  In my eagerness  to do  this  the cocking stud hit my thumbnail…hurt.
but only slight damage.  I used up  1,000 rounds against the drogue.   My flying time for Leconfield is  6 hours and 35 minutes
and managed to score quite well.

“October 1, 1943:   I returned, sleeping with
 the guys on my regular crew.  Ken had been on
a raid to Nuremburg where our airforce lost 95 aircraft.  Ken  thought his time was up.  He, like myself, had volunteered
to fly as a spare body Bombardier.  Our losses that night must have been close to 15 
%…extremely high.   Losses like this could  put us out of business.”


Nurenberg, Oct.  1

“We  were informed that since we lost Bill, our pilot, we were going to be  parcelled out to other crews.   We had been a  5 man
crew with Bill.  Now it was Bob, Ken,  Wilf and myself.  We  talked to the adjutant and requested the we for be kept together.  We 
were then told we  would be posted to Croft, #1664 Conversion  Unit where a pilot and flight engineer were waiting to crew us with 
us.  We were still short a mid-upper gunner.   However we were told that Air gunners were in transit to #1664 C.U. Croft and 
should complete our crew.  The four of us departed for Croft Oct. 14, 1943.”

“I left all my females behind but I also  knew I was heading into new pastures.  married men in the air crew were supposed
to be celibate.   Rather than rock their boat, we single persons did  not pry into their private affairs.”

“Oct. 15, 1943:  and Oct. 16, 1943:  We took it easy then on Oct. 16 we woke at 7.30 to meet out new  pilot flight officer 
Desmond  Short, an ex flight instructor.  Expect he will speed things up.  Croft was a wartime flying field with plenty of  mud.”

“That night I  met and took out Edna. The evening was  just great except she was  having a problem women have
from time to time.”

“October 17, 1943: Des brought our Flight Engineer with him, an English man  named  Maurice Muir.  He seemed to be
having a problem with acne.  We were still short a  mid-upper  gunner. Ken,  Wilf and  I went to Bob’s  room where we ate
the best part of his food supply and returned  to our quarters where I  read  a few pages from a book then went to bed.”


GEORGE (HANK) FREEMAN CREW, OCT. 18,1943



George (Hank) Freeman looked so young  when he volunteered.   By 1944 he
had certainly matured.  I think the picture  below is Kay who he planned to marry.
She  was an English NCO assigned  to Skipton on Swale airbase as a driver
at 60 cents  a  day.  Not much money.


“October 18,1943:  I reported  to my section and  talked  to one of the new air gunners.   This  fellow introduced  himself
as “Hank” Freeman. We chatted for a while.  He sure sounded like an  easy going guy.  He said his full name was George
Francis Freeman but preferred to be called Hank.  He had  not yet joined a crew.   “Our crew needs  a mid upper gunner,
are you interested?”  He said  “sure” and we went looking for the rest of   the crew.  Hank’s easy going way made him
fit in easy with the guys.   We were all Canadians with the exception the flight engineer.”

october 19 to November 7, 1943: All that time was spent taking lectures,  test flights … learning all we could
about our aircraft, the Handley Page Halifax.  the models we would  fly had the Rolls Royce  Merlin motors  which were 
not that great.   The Halifax  did not have the big bomb bay of  the Lancaster, however, this was  partly  compensated
by 3 bomb bays in the wing either side of the fuselage between the two inboard  motors.  Nor did the Halifax carry as
heavy  a load  as the Lancaster.  None the less it did have some good qualities which were corrected when the Bristol
Hercules motors were installed.  “

Note:  One of the good qualities was the odds of survival if the crew had to use escape hatches.  Halifax crews
had higher survival rates  than Lancaster crews  This fact would  be helpful on May 27/28  when 5 of the 8 man
crew actually survived.

“Along with our studies  we had our evenings free for fun and  games. Hank really shone here and managed very well
with the girls. No grass was going to grow oder his feet.  A man after my own heart.”

“Oct. 28, 1943: I went into Darlington  and ran into two fellows I  trained with in Canada.   We had a great  time at the YMCA 
where  there was no shortage of  girls.”

“October  31,  1943:  I  was selected  to  do guard  duty for an NCO what had beaten the daylight out of an officer in 
a bar.  He  was awaiting a court martial and  confined to barracks except for meals.  I was given a holster and
a .38 Smith and Weson pistol to carry out this  duty.  I’m glad he did not try anything  while I was guarding him.  
If he had tried  to run away I could not picture myself shooting him.  Anyway he  was peaceful and nothing
happened while he was in my charge.”

“Nov. 1, 1943:  I met a  girl named Mary who lived in Middlesborough and wanted to go home that night. Mothers’ orders.
I was feeling  good so took the train  home with her.  Later I made my way back  to the railway station and on the 
way a fog set in. I nearly killed  myself by walking right off the loading dock onto the tracks.  Thick fog. To make matters
worse there were no trans back to Croft until morning.  Spent the night in the station. Sitting up…awake.  Then at 7 a.m.
caught train back to Croft where I was surprised to discover that the train did not make a full stop so I had to jump.
Love sure causes troubles.  Boy, was I fired..”








NOTE:  These are NOT the crew of HX 313.  I chose these pictures 

from the Memory Project collection (Rudyard  Griffiths) …chosen

because the picture sows  how YOUNG the airmen were.  Average
age 21 years…many  of them just 19, fresh out of high school.



“November 3, 1943: My brother Max came to Croft as he had a 7 day leave so we went out and had  a  great time drinking.
Max is a quiet soul.  You could leave your daughter  with Max overnight and she would still be a  virgin in  the morning..”

“November 4, 1943:  Max’s visit coincided with visit from the daughter of my mother’s friend who moved
back to England from Canada just prior to World  War II .   Her husband died  in England.  Young Anne, when I knew
her  in Canada was  not a great beauty.  Her pictures as a  young lady were different…very pretty. She  had  joined
the British Women’s Army and was presently stationed  in Scotland.  Max and I went to the staton to fetch  Ann.
She looked even prettier than  her photos and I was delighted.  The  three  of us went dancing at the YMCA and
along with a few  drinks really enjoyed ourselves.  This was one time I wished Max had  not been visiting me.
I fixed it with our WAAR sergeant to billet Anne that night.”

“November 5, 1943: Anne  left to visit with her mom in Atherton, Manchester, escorted by Max as far as Edinburgh
then  on to her  base outside of Glasgow.  Later  Ann and I were to get together in a more personal manner.”

“November 6, 1943: Won five pounds in a crap game, had a few  beers and then off to bed.”

“November 7, 1943: Today was our first time  flying with Des as a crew. We had not flown for 24 days so we
sent the day doing takeoffs, circuits and landings…”Circuits and Bumps” then we  went to the movies.”

“Nove.8, 1943: The  weather turned sour.  No flying.  Max showed up again after a few  days in Edinburgh.
He had mismanaged his funds.  He was broke so  I gave him two pounds ($8.90) and he left for Catenham where he
was stationed just south of  London.”

“Nov.  9, 1943:  Today we did more practise flights and landings.  Some of Des’s landings are nothing to brag about.
We went into town in the evening where Wilf, Bob and  Ken went to the movies while I decided to go to a favourite bar.
There was a girl there who did not look so hot but after a few drinks her proportions were looking more desirable
so I threw  caution to the wind and took her on.  The evening turned out just fine.  Before I left she siad her
name  was Vera.  I said they call me Victor.”

“We had  another crash on base today.”

“November 1, 1943:  I reported to my flight section but there will be no flying today.  I don’t know why but Ken and  I
were given shovels and ordered  to do some digging.  I think the reason was  to give us something to do.  Boy,
were we tired.”

“November 11, 1943: More circuits and  landings  today…we then practised  2 and 3 motor flying.  In the air for
1 hour and 25 minutes.   Our instructor for Des this time was Squadron Leader Boogey.  Took off  in early afternoon
and this  time Des was the pilot in command as we did some flying the Beam… instrument flying.

“November 12, 1943:  Our flying  activity is increasing as this morning we went on an air to sea firing practice for Hank
and  I.  3 hours and  25 minutes.  And we are now getting night flight practise. Des is given dual cirucuits  and landings
at night.  Our instructor is again S/L Boozey (or  is it Boogey?).  It seems Des has been  cleared as pilot in command.”

“I had  a date with Mary for the evening but flying came first.  Hope she  understands.”

“November 13, 1943:  We flew today climbing to 20,000 feet and practised fake bombing Strensal.  But we could  not
find  the target because Des  did not fly the course Bob gave him, hence no target.  Des is a bit of a problem yet he
is our pilot so we can do little about it.

 
“November 15, 1943:  Things picked  up  today.  Since the  weather is too bad for flying someone started a crap game
and  I ended  up with 16 pounds more than I started  with.  Hank won 8 pounds so we went out and had fun.
In the evening we Des practised  night flying and landings with instructor S/L Boozey who cleared Des as ready
to be Pilot in Charge (PIC) then we  did two hours of  circuits and landings with no  mishap.”

“November 16, 1943:  Today we did a cross country flight as a daylight exercise.  The  weather was murky and this
time Des paid attention to Bob’s navigation. Ken got int his bomb practise at Stensall this time.

NOTE:  IN 1943 the  officers in charge  of Bomber Command were aware of the sad fact that new bomber
crews  were very likely to be shot down  while veteran crews were not.  Why?  Perhaps active  bomber 
crews  were put into action  too early.  They needed to be skilled … ready  for  evasive action, ready to  fly
a crippled plane with only two or three engines  functioning, ready to make a  night landing with a damaged
aircraft.   That is why Victor’s crew  are spending so much time training.  The change from  a two engined
Wellington to a four engined Halifax…different airplanes, handling  differently.  Training could not last much
longer.

“November 17, 1943: Flying  today twice with Spitfires simulating German  fighter attacks.  Hank and  I had a very
important role.  If we saw a  hostile fighter,  our first act was  to warn Des using the command  “Go!” which  meant take
immediate evasive action.  This early warning role was critical.  We were spotters first, gunners second.
2 hours and 30 minutes flying time today.

“Mary was mad  at me when we went out for tea but later all was forgiven.”

“November 18,1943: We  were called in for a briefing concerning a missing aircraft down somewhere in the North Sea.
We were shown where to search, doing a ‘square search’.  But it turned out to be fruitless.  Wilf received a radio message  
that a dingy from the downed  plane had  been sighted.  It was empty.  A mute testimony.  Flying time was 4 ours.

“November 19, 1943:  Tonight we are to fly what is called a ‘Command  Bullseye’ to practice simulated  bombing
around England. At the same time test Britain’s  air defences. We  were coned by searchlights on the English  South
Coast for 15 minutes and again at Northampton for 10 minutes.  This is my 4th Bullseye fight.   Des does not follow
instructions  too well.  We would’ve been shot down if this  Bullseye had been the real thing.  The same thing would  have
happened when  we were on  our higher affiliation exercise on November 17th.  Shot down…shot full of  holes and killed.
Des  may  have been  a  great instructor but as  an active bomber pilot he was not much good.  The next day Bob, Ken,
Hank and I … with Wilf looking on…had a pow-wow about Des as our bomber pilot.  He  was given a thumbs down.
We  felt we would  not last long on bomber missions. Our decision was to give Des the benefit of the doubt for a couple
of missions hoping he  would clean  up his act. If he  did not then he would  get no cooperation.  He would  have no crew.
Bombing missions were tough on good crews.  If  we were to risk  our lives then that was to be expected.  But to throw
our lives  away…we would  not do  that.  flying time to date 105 hours and  55 minutes day flying and  111minutes and 
25 minutes night flying.  Total flying time 227 hours  and 30 minutes.

NOTE:  This sounds like mutiny.  What consequences would  the crew face if they refused to fly with Des?
Court Martial perhaps.

“November 20, 1943:  An air firing exercise was scrubbed today.”

“November 21, 1043:  No flying today.  I waited until 6p.m. then went to Mary’s  quarters.   We went for a  walk to
our favourite hay stack.   Love making with Mary was always tender.  She is  a  very sweet person.”

“November 22, 1943: We were told that tomorrow is moving day.  We were reposted to Tholthorpe, 431 Squadron, a few
miles down the road from Croft.  I went with Mary for our usual walk.  Mary is very  easy to talk with.  She speaks
of  many interesting things.  I’ve  spoken with her about my girl  friend Louise who lives back in Canada.   Mary
accepts  this information.   Hank, Bob, Ken and Wilf all go into town and got stoned.”

“November 24, 1943: We  reported to our new adjutant who gave  us a nice  welcome and extended the rest of the
day  off.  After lunch, we  caught the bus into York and went to a movie to kill time and then headed for Betty’s Bar.
We drank enough  to be in a partying mood so went dancing.  Then caught the last bus  back to the base.”

“November 25, 1943:  After Breakfast we reported to the Flights  and  were introduced to our new Wing Commander.
Then we managed to get 9 days of combat leave starting tomorrow.”
 Des. our pilot, was obligated to go on a mission to Stuttgart as a 2nd pilot.  This was mandatory
since he had no combat experience as a PIC (Pilot in Command).  After Des’s briefing and the Squadron departure 
to Stuttgart a big party was planned on  the base. Hank and I were having a good time and started looking around
for the rest of the crew but lost track  of them.  I  headed for sargent of the Women’s A.A.F.  She looked thin but
as I got closer I could see she was more skeleton than thin.  They say  nearer the bone, the sweeter the meat 
so I thought What the heck, give  it a try.  After a brief conversation I assumed we were both on the same wave
length and we headed for an air raid shelter.  It was a cold and damp place and the seat was made of cement.
After much maneuvering and  giving it our best, we  gave up.  There was  no other spot nearby so we called it
a night.”

“November 26, 1943:  We had been paid the day before and I had 18 pounds and was anxious to start our leave but
we waited around to see Des return from the Stuttgart Mission but gave  up and caught a ride into York. 
 We  would call the adjutant from York and ask
about Des.  Bob called and was informed  that Des was ‘missing in action’ along with the whole crew that
flew to Stuttgart.  We all had  more than a  few drinks.   Shocked.  Hank was going  north with me and  the rest were
going south.  Hank and  I got into a train compartment and I fell asleep.  After a bit, Hank woke me up.   Opening my
eyes I saw  this British  army female across from me and  as  I  lowered  my eyes to her lap, I noticed  she  had
two high top, size 10 boots on her lap and my feet were in those boots.  It seems I was trying to make myself as
comfortable as possible.  She  was given an apology and  Hank  explained  about Des being missing in action.  Our
pilot gone.  We finally arrived in Edinburgh where we stayed the night.  I planned to carry on to Glasgow 
and  then on to Alexandria where Ann was stationed.  Found a hotel there and next day looked up  Ann at her
base.  That evening we went to her friends house. Her name was Ruby.  We  decided  to pay  visit to Ann’s mother
at Atherton Manchester.  Ann managed  to get a 72 hour pass so the three of us were  on our way.The  train  was
packed.  Even though we had a first class coach at first we transferred out and found we had to stand up for
the rest of  the way.   Her mother had the graveyard shift at work unfortunately so the three of u s went to
a pub then back to the house  where  I slept in my assigned  room and the two girls to theirs.  After a while  I
thought this is not right so I got up and went into the girls room and got between these two lovelies and
got busy  warming up under the covers.  Big decision, which one first?  I chose Ruby, saving Ann for dessert.
Later Ann confided to me that she  was hurt because I chose  Ann first.  I explained  she  washy dessert and that pacified
her though she seemed skeptical.  In the morning Ann’s mother arrived.   We left.  i had to get back to
Tholthorpe and the girls back to Scotland.”

“December 2, 1943:  The  tran trip was  uneventful.  I picked  up my mail and my parcels…2,600 cigarettes from various sources.
Hank and  I pooled our cigarettes stuffing the lot in a large suitcase.  Hank and I never sold cigarettes.  We
gave them away to our WAAF friends in the mess and when  the girls went on  leave we would lend them
money and  not expect any repayment.   These girls were real nice types and their meagre pay was  about 60 cents
(Canadian) a day.   We never ran short of cigarettes thanks to kind  Canadians back  home.”

“December 3 and  4, 1943:  I spent the day answering letters…14 of them.

“December 5, 1943:  By  noon hour our crew was back  together. Bob and  Wilf  had been on  one long booze up.  
Hank managed  to get himself rolled  for 7 pounds and was  he ever mad.  Wilf went right to bed sick from too much.
Bob must be more experienced.  (sex? I assume?)  Maurice got himself  married to a  WAAF he  knew  from  the past.
He showed  us the wedding pictures of his new bride.  (Victor’s comment was not flattering).  We heard from Bill, our
previous pilot who was doing very well over at Dalton.  He was assigned to help the adjutant..

Decemer 6, 1943:  Bob woke us up this morning.  Wilf, Ken and Hank decided to go to York. Bob, Maurice and  I
decided to stay on  base and read.  The day is very cold  and foggy and  damp.

“December 7, 1943: I went over to Clothing Stores and managed to get some warmer clothes. I met Murial and
tried my best to get some  action but got nowhere.  Later Hank and I went to our local pub in Tholthorpe and
left feeling  quite good..”

“December 8, 1943:  Today is pay day for 431 squadron.  Not much  doing today.  We are wishing for a posting
to a conversion unit.”

“December 9, 1943:  The gods heard  us.   We are being posted to 1659 Conversion Unit at Topclifffe,  today.

December 10, 1943:  I met a WAAF sergeant from Eastmoor at the sergeants dance but did not get anywhere with
her.Hank loaded  up quite well this evening.

December 11, 1943:  Went to the movies to see “Victory Through Air Power”, a Walt Disney film.  Then Hank and
I went to the Saint Georges Hotel, had a few drinks then went dancing.

“December 12, 1943:  Hank and I hung  around the YMCA for a  while.  We met two nice girls, Betty and Marg,,,
real sweet things.  Stayed in Harrogate until 2 a.m.

“December 13, 1943:  Hank and I  decided to go to the air crews mess for a few beers when this Flight Lieutenant Pilot
came over and introduced  himself as  Eric  Mallet.  He asked  if  he could sit with us for a  few minutes. We  told
him about Des getting shot down on his first mission as a 2nd  Pilot on a raid  to Stuttgart.  “So we’ve been shipped
out to topciffe  to get a new pilot.”.  Eric in the meantime was filling  us in on his background.  He had been a flight
instructor in Canada and  had asked  for an  overseas posting.  Eric  was rushed through an Operational Training unit
(OTU) and from there to 1659 Conversion Unit at Topcliffe.  Our destinies  were meshing.     Eric said, “Do you 
think I’ll do?”  The rest of our crew  were on the base except for Moe so I asked Hank to go and get the guys as
this guy Eric looked  promising.   Over they came and a  bargain was struck.  Since it was  OK with us, Eric would
put in for us thereby making a full Bomber crew.’

“I noticed Wilf and Bob were talking quietly. The gist of their conversation was that  they would  strangle Hank and
me if Eric turned out to be another lemon .  Eric turned out to be an excellent pilot who understood our survival depended
upon that important word ‘co operation’.  We hit it off right away. It pays off when a crew  is  put together by a 
democratic  process.

“December 15, 1943: Today was Dingy Day… a practice that would come in handy if we went down in the North Sea.
Interesting to know that if we went down in the North Sea in the winter months…like now…we would have three minutes
to make peace with our maker.  That’s how quick death would  happen.  My response  was that it would  be better
to bail out over Europe.  At least then we would  last longer than three minutes..  The good news was  that we
managed all to get a four day leave.  We went from Topcliffe  to Ripon to York…which was close to Betty’s Bar thankfully
After that we  went dancing and stayed overnight at the YMCA.

“December 16, 1943: We caught the morning train to London…Ken, Wilf  and I…parted ways there as i had to visit RCAF
headquarters for some back pay as I am now Flight Sergeant.  Had a few beers and went dancing where I spotted  a nice
looking female and after a few  choice  words we went for a few  drinks at a  nearby pub.  Since I wasn’t sure of the
lay of the land it looked like the grassy median was best.  The blackout prevented us from being seen.  The  cars  drove
by with their subdued  lights.   I was a bit tired and said to her, “Would  you like maximum penetration?”  
She nodded the affirmative. I said
I’ll lie down on my back, you climb on facing me.”  Well, she got in motion with enthusiasm. She really knew  what it was all
 about and I was really  pleased.  So much so that I asked her if she wanted to do it again? She nodded her head  and  away
we went again.   When she got home she  must have had a job removing the grass stains from her knees.  Memory of
this episode always makes me smile and feel good about it.   The girls  knew what things were about and  were not
hypocrites.   I don’t make fun of these girls as it was a two way street…mutual pleasure.

“December 17, 1943:  I got up early and sent Mary a  telegram then went to a show after which we had a  few in the 
local pub  then looked up a person I trained with but noone was  home.  Later I met a girl by the name of  Lilly and
we went dancing and then to her house.

“December 18,1943:   Packed  my things and caught the 12.45 from kings Cross Station for York.  Stayed at the YMCA and
later met a girls from Ireland named Nancy.  She was some teaser.  You can’t win them all.

“December 19, 1943:  Reported  to Flights and we did some more dingy practise.  Received mail from Ann and two
letters from Ruby.

“December 20, 1943:  I received Christmas parcel from my mother.   Collected 16 pounds and 5 shillings.  What a dull day.

“December 21, 1943:   Another dull day

“December 22, 1943:  We  flew with Eric for the first time today.  A dual pilot flight,  Eric and a squadron leader named Neil
DFS.

December 24, 1943:  We flew with Eric  doing practice circles  and  landings.   Eric catches on fast.  I phoned Mary at
Dishforth and picked her up for a nice dinner in Harrogate then to a theatre.   Got her back to Dishforth on time.  Too late
to do much else.

December 25, 1943:  Christmas Dy.  Received a nice cake from Louise and cigarettes.  These always came quite often from 
various sources.  We had a nice Christmas  dinner on the base.  Then  I went over to Dishforth to see Mary and  give her
two boxes of chocolates.   I spent the night at Dishforth where we got into some heavy knocking on the sofa.  I had to 
spend the night in the Sergeant’s Lounge.

“December 26, 1043:  I managed to catch a cab back to Tiopcliffe where not much was doing so I went over to the aircrew mess
I had eight gins and later got into a crap game and lost 6 sounds.    Later I had fun with Rhoda in the games  room then
took her to her billet.

December 27, 1943:  We went flying today more dual pilot skill testing for Eric this time with flight lieutenant Rodwell as instructor
doing more circuits and  landing with overshoots.

“December 28, 1943:  received  much mail today.  Flying again today practicing landing with overshoots.  This time
no instructor with us.  Eric  has done  really well after only 6 hours and 25 minures in a Halifax.

“I took in a movie and met Wendy in the process.  Boy this  one has big breasts, twin 44’s and firm.”

“December 29,1943: We did more dual flying today only this time the instructor was flight Lieutenant Rodwell.
Three motor flying, Circuits and landings.  Eric only had 20 minus dual flying as he did not need more time.  We dropped
off  the instructor then we headed for Scarborough and out over the North Sea where  we picked up our target
towing airplane.  Hank and I took turns shooting up the drogue which was flying parallel to us.   We  had Eric adjust
his distance to a point just ahead of  the drogue where the tow line was attached.  At this point I managed  to get
my sites right on and when Hank got his on the same  spot we let fly.   Four machine guns each firing around
1200 rounds per gun per minute.  After a few  seconds  the drogue disappeared as we shot off the attach point.
We gave ourselves a cheer.  On the way back to base we had fun low flying.   Hank  and  I used up  3,000 rounds
on this exercise.

:December 30, 1943:   Reported to Flights…nolthing  on, so I took a turn on the link trainer for practice.  I saw Wendy 
in the afternoon and got in some  necking.  She has a Canadian ground crew type for a boyfriend so going
‘all the way’ was out of the  questions so I had to be satisfied with half loaf…but what a half  loaf!

“December  31, 1944: Reported flights…nothing  on today so had happy time in the aircrew mess  then went
dancing with Wendy.  i  received a letter from Mary, Louise and Christmas card  from my brother Max.

“January 1, 1943:  Went to Flights…nothing on in morning but in afternoon we did a high altitude  test to 20,500 feet
then we did some bombing at Stresall. We are to go  again this time for some night  flying.  So far Eric has no night flying 
experience on 4 motored aircraft.  Again we had F:/Lt Rodwell for an instructor.  Eric  did well.   A sweet WAAF picked
us  up at dispersal.  I made a mental note to get close to this  one.

“January 2, 1944:  We flew again with FLT/Lt Redwell.  This time  doing  2 and 3 motored flying.   At night the air
was turbulent especially near the ground. I was banged around a lot because  of it.   Tail position.

“January 3, 1944: Today we are to do fighter affiliation with a Spitfire.   Hank and I had fun with this once again.
This was a dual flight with 3 pilots…Eric Mallet #1, Sgt Tanister #2,  andSft Gustafson #3.  Then we did a solo 
flight as well.  

While  I was waiting for Eric to  warm up the airplane motors I was getting some necking in with Nancy…the cute
transport driver I met Jan. 2.  This cute young thing even repairs her own  truck.  Later I went to get my
log book signed off by the flight Lieutenant in charge of this duty. He sined  my assessment ‘A-A’ which
he told me means Above  Average.

“January 4, 1944: Wilf has come down  with hives and Eric  is in bed with tonsillitis…looks like  too much of
many things.  The  rest of us are  trying for a 5 day leave.  Hank and I took  out a couple of girls. Mine was Marg…abut of a
bag.   Hank’s was Queenie.  I took  mine to a show and Hank took his elsewhere.  Marg was having her monthly
problem so nothing happened.  Hank turned up later and  we swapped tales..   Hank struck out as well.

“January 5, 1944:  We got the 5 day leaves we were after.  Hank and I decided not to go anywhere distant.
We got to feel quite good after drinking away most of the  evening in the air crew mess.  We then went to
Harrogate for fun and what have you.  We  went to the Railway Hotel for a  beer but it was closing time…no 
beer for us.  On our way out we saw 4 people…2 airmen and  2 women.  I said  to Hank “You take the girl
on the right and  I’ll take the girl on the left/“  And  we just hooked our arms under theirs and walked  away
with them.  The two airmen must have been too surprised to act and  the girls  didn’t complain so  away we
went.  I imagine the two airmen having a post mortem and deciding  to not let that happen again. Next
time it would be ‘Watch out for the Hun in the sun’,an old WW1 saying among fliers.

The girls were not too shabby.   The one  Hank took was wearing a red  mitten. .  We  took the
girls to a restaurant and after that we split up agreeing to meet at theYMCA later;  One girl was Laura
and the  other Doreen.  My girls took me home where everything was done in comfort.  Since  I had
promised  to meet Hank at theYMCA I left Laura’s nice  warm bed around 5 a.m. to meet Hank who
had arrived ahead of  me.  We compared notes.   Hank figured  Doreen was the last virgin in Harrogate.
When  I asked him about the red mitten he said he thought the hand was artificial.  The rest of the early 
morning was  brutal as we tried to sleep in chairs with our torso’s draped over tables.

“JANUARY 6, 1944: We  rested then paid Eric a visit.   I ran across Mary and  we had a little chat.
Hank and  I spent the rest of the day trying to get over the previous evening.  We also felt we should
clean up our act a little.   The weather has been rotten,  fog right down  to the deck.

Note: The crew of HX 313 did not fly again until January 21,1944

“January 7, 1944:  Today we are going to take an  H2S course which  mean two more weeks of instruction
primarily for Ken and perhaps Wilf.   H2S is  a  radar thing of sorts.  The set sends out a signal and  bounces
back  images. These images show  city built up areas and a chart on board our aircraft is used to compare
outlines giving the navigator a  good  idea of which city is in view.  H2s also gave us an altitude and 
was  used by out Pathfinder squadrons  for some very accurate bombing.

Hank and I went to a  movie on the station and we ran into Joan and  Norma.  these two  are a real couple
of cards  and  knew some  dilly jokes.  Hank and  I managed to snuggle them to visit our billet on a
food  pretence.  we were rooked by the girls.  After eating our food,  they split.  That’s life!

“January 8, 1944: Hank and I got up at 11.30…feel better after all that sleep.  I was going to phone Mary
at Dishforth but got into a crap game instead and made  5 pounds 10.  That leaves me just 3 pounds in the 
hole.   I made up my mind to go and visit Mary but Eric turned  up and said ‘how about going to a show 
in Harrowgate. So we all went together.  Show was quite good.

NOTE:  Readers may be wondering if a war was actually being  fought since the Crew  of what would
become HX 313 are not battle bound.  It seems the training  of bomber crew was not taken lightly. 
So many crews were shot dow over Germany that those  not attached to Bomber Command wondered
about the training.   Seems that the training was intense.  Flying a four engined  Halifax bomber
on two engines required great  skill as did finding he home airport and landing safely 
in the darkness of  night.

“January 9,1944: Hank and I cleaned up our room.  Now ir looks respectable.  After dinner with
Hank and Eric in the aircrew mess I wrote some letters then Wilf arrived with a  little black dog which
we promptly named  “Nooky”.  She became our new  crew member given the rank of  Squadron Leader
especially after she peed in Bob’s  hat.

“January 10, 1944:   Everyone tired today with the exception of Bob who was still in bed with his girl
in Harrogate.   Hank and  I saw the movie ‘Casablanca’  in the evening.

Note:  Just a personal comment.   I think Victor would have been a good stand in for Humphrey Bogart.

“January 11,1944”   Did nothing then went for dinner and bed

“January 12,1944:   Weather  still bad…fog down on deck.  Eric came over to ‘shoo away” the
bad weather . did not  work.  I played poker most of the night with Hank, Eric, Wilf, Bob
and Maurice….lost 2 pounds10.

“January 13,1944:  same  bad weather.

“January 14, 1944:  Bob and Maurice  were at odds and the Group Captain was to  the matter. Fight.

“January  15, 1944:  We were supposed to fly today  but weather  closed in again. Bob
and Maurice had their say with the Group Captain.  Bob won.  Good for him.   Later Hank and  i went
out with our two charmers, Joan and Norma.  These two  are good at going just so far, and that’s it.”

“January 16, 1944:   Weather closed in again.  This weather sticks  like glue…real heavy moisture.
We all went down to the hall to do  some exercise.  That was a mistake. Now I know where my muscles are.
Hank and I went over to the mess for a few beers.  Maurice  is a real Shit.  He was never asked  to join
the crew.  He  is the residue from when  Desmond was our pilot. Maurice may  spoil tings for the 
whole crew.

“January 17, 1944:  No flying today.  Weather bad. At least this gives the ground crew a chance to catch
up on maintenance  as the aircraft at Topcliffe  are the worst the I have encountered since  being in
England.  One night we used  up 4 aircraft.  just go 1 hour of flying time.   Flight time at Topcliffe
starts when  the  wheels leave the ground  on takeoff and stops when  the  wheels touch down on
landing.   Mary is off for 48 hours. I’m peeved with Wilf and Maurice.  Solved problems though.

“January 18, 1944:  The  weather turned  bright for a short time today. One aircraft took 
off and crashed.  This was a real bad crash.  Normally this news does not get around.  Crashes
can  have negative effects on crews.  It chips away at the nervous system.   It makes  for a feeling
of depression and can be classed as battle fatigue.  Acting in a bizarre manner for instance.  Like
crying for help.  During WWI flyers behaved in the same way and some preferred to be alone.
some were real quiet.  Some were the reverse.  Some realized they were mentally fatigued and
asked to be relieved from flying.   In the trenches they called it ‘ being shell shocked’
During  WWII, if you couldn’t convince your superiors that your nerves couldn’t  take it any more
Then you were told you were displaying L.M.F. (Lack  of Moral Fibre).   

To give our crews incentive we  were told that after 20 missios we would  be puled off
operations for 6 months rest…usually sent off to be instructors for that period.  Our operations losses averaged around  
5%  which means at 20 missions we reach the 100% mark.  Our statistical chance of survival is close to  zero.

“January 19,1944:  Raining. Eric and Bob popped in for a chat.  Baker and his crew crashed today…Baker  broke
his leg .   Pierre  and his crew crashed in the side  of  a mountain.   There were no survivors.  We  wonder when 
we will get ours.   I still think  Maurice  is a Shit.

“January 20,1944:  Wearher still sour.   I made up with Maurice after all he is part of our crew.
Bob,  Wilf, Ken, Hank  and  I went into Harrogate.  This was  the first time I was to meet Kay…a little
later Bob was to marry her.   We were also introduced to Kay’s friend Mary.  Mary sure is
a living doll.

“January 21, 1944:  At last!  We flew twice today.   Flight #1 was a cross country flight and the weather 
was clear and he sky deep blue.  Base to Luton, Taunton, Liverpool and back to Base.  Flight #2 was  Base to Kings Lyn,
Lester and  back to Base.   Weather remains Beautiful.

“January 22, 1944: No mail today…I  owe Mary, Anne and Louise letters.  We flew again today.  
Cross country trip to Dundee,  Edinburgh, Douglas, Barrow, Darlington  and 
back to base.The weather was super and the food in the  mess was very good.  All of us in the crew
went to the  show in evening.

“January 23, 1944: Another cross country from  Base  to Luton, Norwich, Peterbrough and back to Base.
Eric was to do some night flying.  Needed practice.   When he came in for a landing  he forgot to
lower the landing gear and as a result damaged the Halifax.  When the Halifax landing gear  is
retracted,the  wheels are sticking out from the nacelle and  the tail wheel  on this particular Halifax
is fixed in the down  position.  As a result the  only thing damaged was the four propellers.  Eric felt bad
that landing of course and Eric got nick-named “Wheels up Mallett” by Ken.  The nick name stuck.

NOTE:  There were 6,178 Halifax Bombers  manufactured between 1939 and 1945 of which 2,627 were lost
on the war.  Bomber Command only cointed losses on operations.   Crashes in England were not counted
but many were lost in England  so real losses were 15% higher.

“January 24, 1944  Got a haircut

January 25, 1944;  Planned another cross county but airspeed indicator got stuck.  Cancelled

“January 26, 1944  Bob and I went down to the shooting range and got some firearm practice. then
to the aircrew mess and drank some beer.

“January 27, 1944:  Flew  another  cross country Base, Colne point, Neston. LundyIsland, Nottingham, and Base.
Missed dinner when we got back.  Eric  and  Moe went on an evening fight and were almost killed due to an  
engineering error.  I went to air crew mess with Hank and Ken for a few beers.

“January 28,1944  Took in a movie with Hank.  We ran  into Pat anther girlfriend, nothing fruitful with 
these two.  Eric finished  his night circuits  and  landings.  Hank and I got politely drunk.  We should
be winding things up here soon…all of this bad weather put us behind in flying.

“January 29,1944:  Night flying from Base to Bedford, Taunton,Oxford, Birmingham, Lancaser,  Stranreer,
Jurby, Douglas, and Base.  

“January 30, 1933:  Well, at last we are leaving Topcliffe.   We were supposed to go to 428 squadron for a posting.  
Eric tried  for our posting to 433 squadron at Skipton.  Instead we are posted to  424 squadron at Skipton.
Usually two squadrons were in each airfield.  All of us took in a movie.  Total  flying time at Topcliffe was
43 hours, 15 minutes (34 hours day and 9 hours 15 minutes night)

Victor kept a notebook like that below.  Especially to record  his

    time in the air   His flight book also was a  perfect place for daily notes’

“January 31, 1944: Now  Monday and we  were taken to Skipton by RAF  transport.  Skipton is a wartime
airfield, but not as muddy as  some.  All Canadian squadrons are grouped around Yorkshire in 6 Group Bomber
Command.

Later  Hank and I went on the prowl.  I met Bette and had fun with her in the local  pub.  Hank picked up
a nice girl…she was a cute one.

Feb. 1, 1944:  We are  now satellite to Leeming.  I caught the bus to Leeming and got myself signed in
and collected 7 pounds 6 shillings owed to me  by the  paymaster.  

I made the rounds to see old friends.  Attrition has taken its toll on aircrews.  Jack F., a real nice  fellow
I trained with was killed as his aircraft crossed the Dutch Coast and the flight engineer had an eye shot out.
Jack F had  been in a nice safe job and had elected to go for aircrew  at 35 years of age.  he had  a wife and  
children.  Very sad.   After returning Hank and  I visited a few pubs.

“February 2, 1944:  Reported to Flights and had 45 minutes practice on the gun turret then went and got
a parachute harness and  a Mae West  (life preserver).  Back  in our quarters I played  with Nooky, Wilf’s dog.
Then  Hank and I went pub crawling.

“February 3, 1944:  Hank and  I did  not get to bed until around 4 a.m. after all our fun with a couple of
nice girls.  We reported to Flights and attended a lecture in the morning and another in the afternoon.
Had a shower then Hank and I went back to our new haunts.

“Feb. 4, 1944: Hank and I were assigned airplane to inspect ..  Hank put in 
15 minutes of turret manipulation.  Then the two of  us went to Topclifffe  to a pub called Sam Hutton
for fun and games.  

Two  girls tried  to pick us up.  We  declined.  Back to Skipton.

“February 5, 1944:  Reported to Flights.   Hank and I inspected another  aircraft cleaned up 8 Brownings
and checked the acton.   We  are preparing to go  on operations.

Hank and I lined up a couple of girls from our Mess, Joan and Nora.  However we did not press them
for a dae.   We  then went to the St. Georges Hotel and drank a quantity of  beer.  We  were feeling
pretty good so then went dancing.  We met two  not so hot girls at the dance.   Things did not work
out too well with the girls.  So we headed  for the YMCA and spent a most uncomfortable night trying
to sleep  on chairs with our heads on the table.

“February 6, 1944: Hank and I reported  to Flights and were instructed to do  an  inspection  on “S” Sugar.
Then changed  our clothes, read our mail and reported back to Flights for a  lecture.  

Picked  up Joan and went pub crawling.  Nothing happened.  Whoever came up with that saying that,
“Candy is dandy but Liquor is Quicker!” should have added, “No all the Time!”

February 7, 1944: We  did some local  flying and then some 2 motor and  3 motor flying.

Note:   Victor and the whole crew were well  aware that practice flying with two engines
shut down was an indication what they might expect once their bombing missions were started.
Bad  times were coming.

“February 8, 1944: We  cleaned  our billet and  reported  to Flights where we were sent on  another
cross country practice run.  We  were caught up  in a jet stream that pushed  us to 370 m.p.h.  Our
return trip was  tough fighting the same jet stream.  Back at base I talked with Nora for a while then
off to bed.”

“February 9, 1944: We went to Flights and both Hank and I did another inspection of “S” Sugar, a new
model Halifax bomber.  Then went  to a very boring lecture. Later we flew  in our new Mark III Halifax, a
real nice airplane sporting all the latest modifications.  Four 1,615 H.P. Bristol hercules mottos, H2S, new  ‘D’ 
type Fins, rounded wing tips, capable of  an all up weight of 65,000 lbs which  included a 13,000 lb
bomb load, mid-upper turret sported four .303 machine guns and the  original four guns  in the rear,
the nose gun was simple  V.G.O. gas operated drum fed in neat plexiglas nose…and our latest bombsight
 was the Mark  14.”



Halifax  Mark III bomber with modifications described by Victor Poppa

“February 10, 1944: Hank and I reported to Flights the did an inspection on “U” Uncle.  No mission was on so
we went over to Topcliffe to see if we had any mail.  My brother Max  sent me a letter from his Canadian Army
base south of London.  Later we were given a talk by Group Captain Samson.  Then  I slipped into the
officers bath house and enjoyed good soaking in a real hot tub…a real  luxury.  Amen.

“February 11, 1944:  Reported  to Flights.  We went  on  another cross country that took 4 hours and 40 minutes
using”P” Peter , one  of the new Halifax Bombers.

“Hank and I dated  two girls from the mess.  I had Joan and Hank had  Kay.  Kay was later named ‘Razor Blades’ because  
she had a rather sharp nose.  Kay and Hank used to make  trips to a nearby haystack for fun  and games.  They were
not the only persons using this haystack.  The  stack  started  out at 15 feet high but within a  short time the hay was 
spread  around into a  lot of nests by  a lot of active people.  I wondered how the cows  managed with all those used
condoms thrown  about indiscriminately in the hay.  Hank and I took Joan and Kay to the roundabout where we
spent some time drinking beer and then they were invited back to the haystack.  One night in the haystack the condom
was lost internally while  Hank and  Kay were  making  out.  After some  fussing the condom re-appeared.  Hank
sweated  that one for a couple of  weeks.  He was a  little up tight about it so he  wasn’t teased.”



NOTE:  Let’s talk about condoms.  “There  was a box at the  door to the mess filled with
condoms, “Take a handful if you’re going on leave.”   Why would the RCAF get involved
in such seemingly personal matters.   Simple answer.   Use of a prostitute  cost around
$2.  Protection using a condom sold at pharmacies cost 3 for $1.  Expensive in other words
so air men might be tempted to forgo the condom and thereby come down  with a venereal 
disease that would put them  out of commission.  “We were encouraged to grab a  handful
as we went out the door,” said one veteran I know.  Were they wrapped in fancy packages
like today?  “Not at all, Made  for  ease  of use.”  Getting V.D. was also one way of
avoiding battle so someone who got V.D. regularly was always suspect as a malingerer.
Young men, like  Victor and Hank might not have even considered random and  regular
sexual activity if they were still living at home.  But wartime changes everything.
As Victor noted when he ran into a boy he knew from high school.  “He seemed a lot
older than I expected.  I wonder  if  I seem that way to others.”

Condoms were sometimes rolled over the end of gun barrels to keep moisture out.
 
Unwrapped  condoms were  best because a person in the heat of sexual activity
might tear the package with his teeth and thereby put a hole in the condom.
Amusing i hope.

    Venereal Disease (V.D.) was a major concern of military leaders because treatments

for both Gonorrhea and  Syphilis put airmen (and soldiers) in hospitals. Syphilis treatment
could involve as  much as  6 months.  Why did Victor ignore this danger?  Because he
was not cavorting with prostitutes.  His  romancing was  far less dangerous.  That’s why
I decided his activities  are more amusing than dangerous.   The same applies to Hank, my
cousin.  Actually I am sure that Kay was the girl he  planned to marry when war ended.
 What must be  remembered is that many of these airmen were barely 19 years old.
The average age was  21.  They may have joined  the air force because flying sounded
exciting but they soon learned that their deaths were likely.  So they tried  to live life
to the fullest.  The Fires of Spring comes to mine when I think of these fellows.  Also
I think of the American General  George Patton when inspecting American pilots lined
up in front of their planes.

“How old are you son?”
“18, sir.”
“And  you fly that goddamn thing?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Well, I’ll be a son of a bitch.”
(words from my memory)


“February 12, 1944:  Today we are to practice fighter affiliation with a  Spitfire.  This time Eric had  another pilot with
him,  First Lieutenant Compton. He is an American who joined the RCAF.  

Note from Victor n 1985: ” Compton later joined the United States Army  Air Force (USAAF). 
During our 424 squadron 1985 reunion at Trenton, Ontario, I met Mel Compton in person. I was really pleased
that he survived  the war, not many  of us did.  We were photographed and a crew picture taken.”

‘Hank and  I took Kay  and Joan dancing where Joan drank too much and made a scene that was hard  to handle.
Eventually we got her home to her billet.  Tomorrow is post mortem day for Joan.”

“I almost forgot.   We  almost had a mid-air collision with another  Halifax. It was really close so we were lucky.”

“February 13, 2019: Reported to Flights then went to Intelligence and read over the latest ‘Aeroplane’ and  ‘Flight’
magazines .  Weekly magazines that are always interesting. 

“Hank andI went to dinner.  Hank picked up ‘Razor Blades’, Kay, and I asked Joan out. The squadron is on operations
tonight but only Eric from our  crew is going.  He will go as a second pilot. Eric  has  no battle experience  so  must
go with another  crew on one  mission.  Next time he will take the whole crew with him in his own plane.  Later,
operations were cancelled so Hank and  I had a few beers with the girls.  Nice evening.

“February 14, 1944:  Reported to Flights.  Hank and  I were told to check  out “P”Peter again.  

“Joan, Kay and  six  other girls invited  Had and I to play Basket Ball with them.  Hank and  I make
all kinds of mistakes touching and rubbing our hands on the girls  ‘don’t touch spots’.  Sometimes
the  word ‘don’t’  does not apply.  The  girls were very sporting about this  and seemed to enjoy
thisattention.”

“Operatons are on again tonight and Eric is to be 2nd pilot again.  But Operations  were cancelled again.
Poor Eric.   I can imagine how he  felt to get all keyed up to go on a  mission and  then not go.  This kind of thing
really tears at your guts.  I’ve been briefed at least 25 times to go on missions that were cancelled.  Oh! My poor
intestines.”



This is a shot of an air crew and ground crew in front of  a Halifax Bomber

    …not Victor’s crew.



The air crew of a Halifax bomber with the ground  crew preparing the bomber 

for flight.  Usually 7 men.  Loaded down with Mae  West life  jackets, parachutes,

big fleece  lined boots and jacket .  These  flights were freezing cold.


“February 15, 1944:  reported to Flights.  For once Hank and I are on time for roll call.  Operations  are on again
tonight only this time the  planes  will take off  from Leeming air base. Eric goes there for his 2nd pilot duty.
Eric was elated.   427 squadron flew to Berlin which has become  a very hot target.  When I was  with 429 squadron 
I must have been briefed at least 8 times but never went.  Berlin is a  nice one to have in my log book.

“February 16, 1944:  I received mail today from Louise.

NOTE:  Victor and Louise  were married  once he returned to Canada after walking  out of his POW 
concentration camp.  Marjorie and I met the Poppa family several times in the  1980’s and it seemed
that Louise was well aware of Victor’s wartime 
adventures.   Both Victor and Louise had  a wonderfull sense of  humour.  He met her while training
near Quebec City.  Victor did not speak French.  Louise did not speak English fluently.  Yet they got 
along very well.  Wonder why?

“February 17, 1944: Hank and I did an inspection of “R” Robert.  Later we got our pay, then went to clothing
stores for some new flying equipment.  Then we went to Sam Hutton (pub) where we had a few.

FIRST BOMBING MISSION FOR VICTOR IN MONTHS

“February  18,1944: Hank and I were assigned to inspect “D”Dog, “T” Tommy, and”Q” Queen.  A mission
was planned for tonight then scrubbed  at the last minute, another gut wrencher.

“February  19, 1944: Reported to Flights.   We are to go on operations tonight using  one of the new  Halifax Bombers,
“C” Charlie. Hercules Motors.  Tension is building as we go through the day.  Wonder where we are to go?
We  have our last meal so to speak.  There is not much being said.  Our  thoughts? Will tis be  our  last

    flight?  Shot down?  Later we find

the bombing target is Leipzig.  We go to our briefing and find that Bob had reported sick so we  are assigned
a navigator with no  experience by the name of Ozzie, must be a nickname.  He is commissioned.  Bob’s
new  wife  must have banged on his ear since his reason  for not going is just a cold.  Our briefing covers the weatrher, what 
to expect in wind, types of cloud and other niceties.  We are shown by a red ribbon the route  and are  told
what height to fly at both going and coming  home.  All  of this is interesting to Ozzie who makes notes.  Our turning point 
to start the flight to Germany is Reading just north of London.  From this point we set our ETA (Estimated  Time of
Arrival) to the target.

“OUR BOMB LOAD

Image 8

Bombs ranged in size from small 40 lb  incendiaries to immense ‘Grand Slam
bombs weighing 22,000 lbs.  The Handley Page Halifax bombers could
not carry the huge bombs which were reserved for the Lancaster.
(Public Achives photo #213 867)


“Our bomb load is 4000 pounds of  incendiaries.   Ken makes  notes.  Tonight there will be 852 aircraft,  Lancasters
and  Halifax’s. By the time the raid  is over we will have lost 75 aircraft and 553 aircrew.  We  are told  where the heavy flak is
located and what the chances are of running into night fighters and we are also told to watch out for our own Mosqutioes, two
engined fighter bombers sent in the lead  of the bomber stream to mark the targets with coloured flare bombs.  “Look before
you shoot.”   There are  also searchlights to be considered.  These  coning lights cannot shoot us down  but being caught in
the cone of  a master searchlight and then pinpointed  by other smaller starlights can  get us all sorts of  unwanted  attention
from both flak  and  night fighters.

“Our takeoff time is to be 2345 hours. (11.45 pm)  The squadrons  crews  are loaded into busses and trucks.   Then dropped  off
at our assigned aircraft dispersal point.   We are greeted  by our ground crew who have  laboured all day to get “C” Charlie 
set for operations.  Hard work for  sure.  In no time we are rolling around  the perimeter track following other aircraft.  Then
we reach the end of  our assigned  runway.  We slowly taxi into position and hold until the preceding aircraft has
become  airborne.   Eric is given a green light.  Flaps have been set, Throttles advanced to their stops.
There is a powerful surge, a feeling of  real power being exerted.  A feeing  of confidence settles us down.  We  are building up speed
fast.  In no time at all the tail has lifted.   Eric uses a little rudder to count torque  from the our motors.  We are now off the
runway and flying.  Eric raises  the landing gear and raises the flaps.  We  are on our way.

“Hank and I cock our guns , and turn on our reflector sights.  “C” Charlie is climbing steadily to our assigned 
altitude.  Soon we  reach  our turning point at Reading and Ozzie gives Eric  a new course to fly and an airspeed  to maintain
so that we will arrive at Leipzig as scheduled.  We  are now crossing the enemy coast and I can see  searchlight here 
and there and flak burst that are distant and nothing to worry about.

“I start to relax.  My nerves are  less jumpy   Hank and I keep  our talking to a minimum even though the intercom is
mostly ours to use.  Wilf is working his radio set while Ozzie calculates our course using the and directions given to
him at briefing.  Then major trouble is discovered. The  wind directions Ozzie was given are all wrong  and our entire
bomber force becomes scattered over 50 miles wide  and 200 miles deep instead of 5 miles wide and150 mlles  long.

“TheLuftwaffe are  up in force using their Heinkels as their flare  droppers lighting up the night sky.  I spot 2 aircraft 1000 feet 
 to our aircrafts’ right.   These  two are silhouetted against their own searchlights which  gives me  a rare  opportunity.
The enemy fighter furthest right is an  FW190 (Foch Wolf 190) sporting  50 calibre machine guns.  The other
fighter is  a twin motored  ME110 (messerschmit 110)   The ME110 fires two rockets that miss our aircraft on the left.
The ME110 wanted us to turn right so as to give the FW190 a perfect deflection shot.  Or so I figured.  I told  Eric to “Dive
left when I say  GO!” then pull right in a climb.  I told Hank to keep an  eye on the FW190 as we are now diving with
the rockets coming for us.  Now the only way for the FW190 to get shot at us is to turn sharply to his left and get a 
deflection shot from this new  direction.  When I see the  rockets are now  very close I yell “Go!”.  Eric slams his wheel 
over and pulled  up.  Just then I  see the whole underside of  the FW190.  He  is so  close that I can see even in the dark
the that whole of the FW190 has a full-length streak  of blackout along the underside of his fuselage.  We are only about
50 feet apart at this point.

If I had not said GO when I did , the German night fighter would have flown right into my turret then forward to Eric’s
turret chewing  though our oxygen  tanks to Maurice, our flight engineer, then  Eric,Wilf and Ozzie and Ken would
be enveloped in one gigantic explosion.  When the  FW190  went by my face he was really moving.  His motor has
a lot of mass and energy.  I am sure the FW190  pilot must have  lost us briefly with his night vision.  No one in his
right mind would want to press in that close  for a kill at the expense  of his own  life.

“Hank, you were to keep ypur eye on the FW190, what happened?”  “Sorry I watched the rockets.”  Nothing was said.

    Hank had made a serious error and knew it.  The FW 190 also made an error and lost his chance to fire.

If a new person can get through his first mission he becomes that much wiser.  I was  having trouble with 
my oxygen mask which  kept freezing up.  Then I had a short circuit in my right foot electric  slipper and  the sole
of my foot was gettng burned.  I kept switching the  suit heater off  and on.  Ambient temperature was minus 50 degrees
Fahrenheit.   The target began to appear off in the distance which meant we would have to fly through more flak and
searchlights.  Off and on since  we crossed the  enemy coast  we  were getting  our share of the flak which shakes us up
when exploding close by.  The black puffs look dirty as they whiz by and the smell of  cordite permeated  our
oxygen  masks.  We had five  more encounters with night fighters but none were near as stimulating  as  our first attack from
the ME11  and  FW190.”

This mission was so rough that I thought we would never make  it back to  England.  Ken  started making preparations  to 
drop your incendiaries…all 4,000 pounds of them. On our run in on target we were coned by searchlights.  Ken  trips
the bomb release and  then we fly straight and level while the camera takes pictures of  where our load lands.  After this
we head for England.  Our mission is now half over.

The  trip back was  not too bad and I  was happy when we crossed the English coast.  The sineibe asked Ozzie, “Do you
know  where we are?” “No!” he responded. So  we had to start calling ‘Darky’ which is a short range transmitter
with a range of ten miles.  All the  air bases in England had a Dark set up. Short range to rescue lost pilots yet 

   avoid giving German bombers a signal  They could use to destroy English bases.


“Hello Darky, Hello Darky, This is Nemo”
“Hello  Darky, Hello Darky, This is Nemo.”

This was kept up  until someone answered.

“Hello Nemo.”
‘Switch  your outer circle lights on and off, please.”

In this case we wherever touched down atrgw
Downham Market, an air force  base used for towing gliders.  Eric overshot the field, skimmed over the Tower
and made  it around the second time which was a good thing as we had very little fuel left.  After we had parked
I went around to cover my gun muzzles to keep out the moisture.  Just as I finished this chore, I heard  a “bang”
and a bullet whizzed over my head and went “Whing” as it ricocheted off into space. Hank came out and said,

“I was trying  to get the bullet out to deactivate the guns when  the breech block slipped.”

Hence  the bullet over my head.  We were either a bad luck crew or a good luck crew.  Take your choice.
We  were de-briefed at Downham Market and given a place to rest.

“February  20, 1944: In the morning we were fuelled and took off for Skipton.  Upon arrIval  I  
wrote my report of what happened  at my end of he airplane on our raid to Leipzig .  I also filled in my log book
then went to breakfast .  I managed 4 hours  sleep.”




German Foch Wolf 190

Wellington 

   German citizens searching for survivors in the rubble of Leipzig


THE LEIPZIG MISSION

The Leipzig air raid was not exactly a success.  823 aircraft were sent 78 of which were shot down (8.6%).  420 air crew  were killed.  131 successfully
bailed our and became Prisoners of War. This was the most disastrous Bomber  Command mission to this point in the war.   The older  Halifax Bombers
were pulled from missions after the raid.  Victor Poppa and crew  used a new  model  Halifax lucky for them since 34 others were shot down.
But, on the other hand, a great swath of Leipzig was flattened and incendiary bombs kindle fires in the medieval city making it a ruin.

 Leipzig as imagined in an 17th century engraving.  It was a wooden city … wooden

cities burn as was  proven over and over again by Bomber Command  incendiary shells.


END OF  PART 2 OF VICTOR POPPA STORY
(PART 3 AND CONCLUSION WILL COME  NEXT IN A COUPLE OF  WEEKS)

alan skeoch
November 2019

PART 1: VICTOR POPPA STORY…YOU WILL LAUGH, CRY OR BE OFFENDED

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When I think of Victor Poppa I want to laugh and cry at the same time. (I think Victor will be pleased with this story wherever he is.)
I have been considering this story for more than 40 years. Should the life of Victor Poppa be edited…be sanitized in other words. Or should it be presented just the way he wrote it back in 1984. I decided to be true to Victor and present the story just as he wrote it. Rough and real. Soft and sweet. Some people will be disturbed no doubt… either by the brutality of the World War II bombing of Germany or by Victor’s sexual exploits when on the ground.
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Take a moment. Look closely at Victor. His face in 1987 needs to be burned into your brain. Look at that smile. And look deeper if you can. VICTOR POPPA was such an unusual man that I have difficulty finding a place to start my story of his life. He was unique in many ways but foremost was his ability to make every moment of his life magnetic, humorous, tragic and yet so enjoyable.
VICTOR POPPA:
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As mentioned in my story titled “the Last Flight of HX 313, Victor was the tail gunner in a Halifax bomber that was strafed and set afire on a bombing run over Bourg Leopold on May 17/28, 1944. He was trapped in his bubble and sure to die as the big plane pirouetted out of the night sky burning in its death throes. Then by a quirk of fate the plane made a violent turn that threw Victor out to the open bubble. His parachute was only attached by one thin strap and Victor had to pull the strap down to grab the D ring. When he did so HX 313 and Victor were separated but both in free fall.
Victor survived but was badly injured. That much you already know but there is so much more that I would like to share with you. Initially I only knew Victor from his letters sent to me in 1984. He cried when I first initiated contact with him. MY letter was sent 40 years after the crash. Totally unexpected. Victor was then living in a trailer camp near Lake Elsinore, California. Retired air industry worker who moved to California when the AVRO Arrow was scrapped by the Diefenbaker government in Canada.
Sometime around 1990, Marjorie, Andrew and I visited Victor. I had a short term sabbatical leave from teaching and we flew to New Zealand and Australia to look at their educational systems at our own expense. On the return flight we stopped for a few day in California to visit with Victor and Louise Poppa. We had no idea what to expect. Our visit made New Zealand and Australia fade into the background.
Victor met us at the airport in Los Angelus driving a very large and very dated Cadilac. He had a grin a mile wide. He loved us and made no pretence otherwise. In those few days with the Poppa family a lot of things happened which are stories in t themselves so ‘let me count the ways’ as the love poem stated.
1) The Cadillac. It had seen better days at least a decade earlier. We never made the trip to Lake Elsinore. On one semi deserted California road, the Cadillac stopped. “Damn thing, let’s me down too often.” It was around 9 p.m. and the problem seemed easy to me. “Phone the AAA and we can get a taxi to your place.” “Not that easy, Alan.” “Why?” “Someone has to stay with the car…can’t leave it by the side of the road…” “Why not?” “It’ll get stripped.” “Surely not…” “Fact of life here…got to be careful.” “Who will stay with the car? Victor , I can stay here…no problem.” “Would you mind, Alan? Louise and Marjorie and Andrew can get home with me by taxi. You stay with car and tow truck until it’s safely put away…won’t take long”
So away they went by taxi while I was left to mother the Cadillac and wonder what evil persons were watching from the California darkness. Probably waited only an hour or so. Not long. No incidents.
My initial image of California was based on Hollywood. Great wealth. Extravagant lifestyles. Splendour. Well, Victor did not live that way. His home was a long trailer in a sprawling trailer park where Victor had a lot of space to keep things. Things? Lots of spare tires, fuselage of a light plane with no wings, motor parts…that kind of thing.
2) “You and Marjorie can sleep in this room.” “Nice.” “Got to be careful though.” “Why?” “Close to the Mexican border…never know who is passing through.” “Dangerous?” “Could be. Look under your pillow. There is a pistol there. If someone comes in through the window shoot first, ask questions later.” (I thought Victor was joking and maybe he was. One thing certain is that there was a real pistol under the pillow.)
“Nice picture above the bed…sort of contrasts with the pistol.” (Not sure if I said this or just thought it. Above our bed was a picture of Jesus Christ with a beating heart with words like “love” and “peace.”.) “We are Catholic, Alan, maybe you and Marjorie would like to come with us to mass on Sunday.” “No problem.” The picture of Christ and the pistol under the pillow were formost in my mind by then. The two things just did not fit. That became my image of California.
3) “This is Shadow, our dog.” “What breed?” “Pit bull…good guard dog.” “Dangerous?” “Never know around here. This is not a gated subdivision.” “I mean is Shadow dangerous?” “Can be, but I have a solution to that. Look here.” (Victor pulled a baseball bat from behind the front door. Not just an ordinary baseball bat but a bat that he had ‘improved’ by driving long spikes through drilled holes so that the long points were exposed.) “What’s it for?” “Shadow. If he attacks someone or just attacks another dog, I give him a good rap on the nuts with this bat.” “You are joking.” “Nope, I take Shadow for a walk every with and take the bat along with me. You can come with us.” (And sure enough, Victor was telling the truth. His great grin never left his face all the time we were with them. The grin fooled me often.}
4) Shadow was a nice dog. He liked us. Shadow made me laugh so hard one evening that I nearly died. I mean it. I nearly died. Victor saved my life that evening. I must tell this story for it shows another facet of Victor. He had many facets…many skills…a heart so big it enveloped all. That is probably why he was so lucky with English girls when on leave in England. He was very heterosexual. Those stories will come later …in full detail if I have the nerve to transcribe them.
“Alan, let me tell you a story about Shadow.” “Don’t tell me he bit somebody.” “Shadow does not bite…just looks like wants to bite if things get tense.” “Story” “A couple of nights ago Shadow was eating his dinner. Bowl was almost empty when a mouse jumped in the bowl. Shadow was surprised and looked over at me. Then he looked back at the bowl with a furrowed brow. And he then did the weirdest thing. He parted his lips and slurped the mouse up. Then looked at me again. The mouse was trapped in his mouth between his lips and his teeth. And the mouse was running back and forth making bulges in Shadows mouth. Shadow was startled. He seemed to be asking me what he should do with the mouse…not eat it but where could it be released… set free…where could he put the goddamn thing gently.”
We were sitting in a restaurant when Victor told me this story. One of those all you can eat places that cater to retired Americans with limited money. I was eating some kind of stew with large chunks of meat. And I was laughing hard. My image of Shadow was so funny I could do nothing but laugh. Then a lump of meat got wedged in my assophogas. Blocked entirely. This had never happened before but I knew that moment that I would be dead unless helped. I was suffocating while Everyone was laughing. No one suspected I was on the verge of passing out…perhaps choking to death. I couldn’t speak. Precious seconds ticked by. I then leaped up on the table trying to gasp…trying to get even sliver of oxygen but failing. Panic. It was then that people realized I was in serious trouble. I jumped down from the table…could not breathe. No one knew what was wrong.
But Victor was a man who knew a crises when he saw one. He immediately jumped from his chair linked his arms around my back below my rib cage and gave me one hell of hug. Bingo! In that split second the lump of beef was ejected and I could breathe again. I will never forget that moment.
“How did you know what to do, Victor? How did you know to give me that hug?” “I didn’t. Never saw that happen before. Seemed you needed help.” “Victor, you saved my life.”
“How did it happen, Alan?” asked Marjorie. “It was that goddam story about Shadow…made me laugh so hard I could cry… make me take a deep breath with a mouthful of food.” “Why so funny?” “Because I pictured Shadow with that furrowed brow while the mouse was running back and forth inside his lips.”
5) And of course we talked about World War II at length. Victor felt devastated when he returned to England after walking out of his POW campt in Germany and trekking with Seeley and nine French nurses through the chaotic ruins of the Third Reich to American lines in what would become West Germany. “George Freeman, I called him Hank, was my best friend…we were both gunners in 424 Squadron, RCAF and that was a bond but our shared life together on military ‘leaves’ really made us as tight as brothers. Someday i will tell you about our experiences with English girls. We met a lot of them. George was about to marry one and would have done so had not that JU 88 strafed his middle gun turret.”
“I am writing a story of my life, Alan…don’t know what to do with it really…let me send a copy to you…I have a good memory for detail. Maybe you can make something out of it.”
Victor did sent me his hand written journal. This is only part of the story. Part One. What do I remember most about Victor? He laughed a lot. His face was creased with a few wrinkles that turned upward and not downward. He was always good company, a person people like to spend time with.
6) My only flying experience with Victor came about almost as an afterthought. I did not know he owned a Cessna 170. It was obvious that he was not a wealthy man since his home was a trailer in a trailer camp that seemed insecure…need for the pistol under the pillow and Shadow the laughing pit bull.
“Would you like to go up, Alan?” “Fly around Lake Elsinore…we can do that…I own a plane…keep it near here. How about it?” “Sure.” (I said that with some nervousness as my experience with light airplanes was not a bed of roses. Flying in S 52 helicopters in the wilds of Western Alaska had been exciting when I was a single male of limited value to anyone. And then later aborting a takeoff on a swampy lake full of deadfalls in Ontario…and doing the attempt again with a pierced pontoon. And hearing tale after tale of bush flights that failed. These made me a little nervous to say the least.) But I said ‘sure’ and Victor drove me to the nearby airstrip where his Cessna sat.
“How long have you had this, Victor?” “Quite a few years…love to fly…wanted to be a pilot back in the war but they had lots of pilots and made me a tail gunner. I just love flying. Get in.” (A Cessna is a light aircraft…could carry two people and a bit of baggage. I notice the paint had pealed off in several places.) “Buckle up, here we go.” Victor was in his element as we taxied to the runway and full throttled our way into the California skies on a clear bright day. “Important to buckle up Alan, because of that door.” “What door?” “Your door doesn’t close properly…easy to push open.” The door was ajar…easy to open. I tried to move a little closer to Victor…this flight was not a good idea. “That’s Lake Elsinore ever there…coming up.” “Do you fly often?” “Whenever I can…mostly alone.” “Why?” “Louise doesn’t like to fly unless we are going somewhere special in the interior.” “Alan, take a look down there…gated subdivisions…more and more of them being built.” “Why…are they needed?” “Rich people seem to live in fear so they have guards at the front of their estate homes. Costs a lot of money. The rest of us live wherever we can find a place No guards.” And Victor circled over one gated community with a fancy Spanish name that I have forgotten. “Can I take your picture Victor….while we are in the air?” “Of course.”
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And this is the picture I want readers to see. This was Victor Poppa around 1990. Beside it is his picture when he was a 22 year old gunner on HX 313. Note one thing. They look the same. They have that devil may care look. Hard to hold back a smile…determined to live life to the full and prepared to share whatever he has with friends.
Now I think you are ready to read Victor’s journal. I have decided not to edit his sexual exploits for they are as funny and sensitive as Victor’s dog Shadow with a mouse running under his lips.
THE JOURNAL OF VICTOR POPPA (sent to Alan Skeoch in January, 1987, transcribed by Alan Skeoch 2019)
Alan, I am going back to day one in the story of my life. Nine months after that gleam in father’s eye,I was born, August 30, 1921. The last of five children. My life up to four was uneventful until one day as was just standing in my back yard my oldest sister Sylvia approached me with one arm behind her back.
“Victor, guess what I have for you?”
She handed me a model airplane with about a 6 inch wingspan with two wings, From that day my life was purely airplanes. I used to walk to the Elliotts airport and watch the airplanes take off and land. Mostly Curtiss Jennies (JN4w’s) I also remember a damaged deHaviland Hornet Moth …a high winged airplane , cabin for 2 people. I can remember sliding my hand over the shiny fabric and dream. Since the airport was near Hamilton bay, we were also visited by a Vickers Vidette, an English airplane.
Elliott’s airport closed down and a new one opened about an eighth of a mile from our house. Here they had four Gypsy Moths (de Haviland) but the airport had a short life because the approach and runway were not ideal. Finally Hamilton’s Civic Airport was built and lasted until the end of World War II when it became a housing tract.

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Only a mile from home so I spent as much time there as I could. Enjoyed watching the Piper Cubs land and takeoff. The Cubs had tail skis instead of tail wheels. Hamilton’s first air force Squadron , 424, was formed here. Equipped with Tiger Moths, then later Fleet airplanes with 90 horsepower Kenner radial motors. It was a big day for me when a Lockheed 10 landed. It had two motors and I marvelled at how it could take off and land in such a short space.
Then, for two dollars that I had saved, I got a ride in a Taylor Cub. I walked on the clouds for days after that one. One day a Piper Cub J3 crashed and the pilot was killed. I looked at the crash soberly but my feelings for airplanes and flying were not dampened.
One winter day I was leaning against the 4 foot fence looking at a Curtiss Reid Rambler with its inverted cirrus motor. The owner Ray C. came to his airplane.
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“Mister, I have 75 cents to help pay for the gas, could give a ride?”
He agreed but disappeared for a long time. it was a really cold day and my feet by this time were freezing So I left, downcast, not for my 75 cents but that I had been let down. I had come so close to an airplane ride. The next week end I went back to the airport and while looking at the old Rambler, Ray C. came along. He spotted me.
“Hey, aren’t you the kid that gave me the 75 cents for gas?”
My heart skipper a beat.
“Come on, get in.”
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I climbed nto the front seat, Ray strapped me in. Soon we were taxiing to the active runway. Before i knew it we were in the air in this wonderful yellow airline with tis two wings. We flew up towards Hamilton’s so called mountain where i was treated to steep turns, dives, and spins. The cold day did not matter one bit. The wing arrangement was called Sesqui-plane because of the short lower wing. Had struts instead of wires. At the time, I did not know that Ray’s airplane was a retired airplane from early RCAF days. All this came to light on looking through my 1985, 424 Squadron history book purchased from the squadron reunion in the summer of 1985.
“During these tender years I built model airplanes and I still do for that matter. As a very young lad I was not familiar with balsa wood so I used my mothers’ kitchen knife to split pine boards with the help of a hammer. Mother never said anything about the abuse of her knife. I used my imagination a lot. I made a hanger from a wooden box wirth my squadrons installed as I whittled. By he tie I reached high school my had really progressed with my model airplane building.
“During lunch hours in High School, I didn’t bother with sports or running through peoples back yards, climbing fences, etc. Instead I went over to a small building where Piper J3s were being covered and later assembled at our local airport. I used to enjoy talking to the fellows working there and smelling that wonderfull dope they used. It smelled so ‘airplane like’. (I wasn’t into glue sniffing though.) To me a person has not lived until that person visited a place where airplanes were covered with Irish linen, then painted. The smell was like fine perfume.
“About the last year I was in high school the National Steel Car Corporation of Hamilton was aproached by Ottawa and asked to build an airplane factory in Malton just outside Tronoto. When possibleI would wangle car ride from Hamilton to Malton to see if I could get a job there. Sometimes I travelled all that way on my bicycle. And often I hitchhiked. Finally i was hired on August 28, 1938.
GAP HERE…A PAGE SEEMS TO BE MISSING SO STORY JUMPS VICTOR’S FIRST EXPERIENCES AS A VOLUNTEER SOLDIER
“About 100 of us were loaded in trucks and driven to Long Branch, a suburb of Toronto. We were unloaded, marched and line-up. We were each given a Ross rifle and handed 10 rounds of .303 ammo. On order we were to load and fire at will. Bullets hit rocks and whistled every which way. It was a frightening experience. I almost dropped my rifle but pulled myself together and fired my ten rounds. That was my first World War II shooting experience.
Just before posting out on my first pay parade the paymaster counted out my pay. I was given $10 more than I was due which I returned and was thanked for my honesty. That’s the way I am.
I was posted to Quebec City where I met my wife Louise Voyer. (Louise was a girlfriend not a wife until after the war. In between Victor was never short of female companionship when on leave. And that is an understatement.) Then I was posted to Belleville, Ontario to Number 5 I.T. S. Here we study airmanship, navigation, wireless, etc.
At this school decisions were made about our future positions and placement. I did not apply my energy fully asI should have and as a result I was offered the opportunity to be a Bombardier. Disappointing day. I would not be a pilot.
“If I can’t be a pilot, Just make me an air gunner then.”
“So I was posted #9 Bombing and Gunnery school at Mont Joli, Quebec where the St. Lawrence River is 20 miles wide. We flew in worn out Fairey Battle’s. Two students at a time. Bitterly cold. When we fired our drum fed Vickers gas operated machine guns we would hold one hand on the barrel and fired until the hand was warm, then we switched hands. My flying time at St. Joli was13 hours and 45 minutes. I graduated as a sergeant, given leave and posted overseas from Halifax, Nova Scotia’
Note: Victor’s time spent in Halifax was disappointing. The “two brands of beer tasted more like dishwater” and finding females was nigh unto impossible as”they were gun-shy due to the constant flow of bodies passing them.” After a week he shipped out on the Queen Elizabeth Steamship with 12,000 other Canadians. “We were jammed into staterooms, aisles, every part of the ship.” No luxury. “My bunk was on the floor with three more on top of me. The fourth person slept with his nose touching the ceiling.” there were chocolate bars available in he canteen but the line ups were long. The kitchens ran 24 hours a day. Occasionally they sailed past cork life rafts that were empty. This was sobering. Like floating coffins without the bodies. They Docked after four days at Grennock, Scotland then they were sent to Bournemouth for posting.
Note: He arrived in England May 20, 1943 and returned to Canada on July 17,1945 during that time he flew 49 hours and 45 minutes on daylight bombing runs and 42 hours and 35 minutes night bombing the last of which was May 27/28, 1944 when HX 313 was shot down and Victor became a Prisoner of War. In short Victor spent 12 months in active service May, 1943 to May 1944. One year.
He had one amusing comment about that year in England. “I am Always hungry.”
“On arrival in England Victor was assigned to #22 Operational Training Unit (OTU) flying Wellington Bombers which were twin engined aircraft “of Geodetic Construction mid-winged, 70 foot wingspan, crew of 5, sporting a Fraser back gun turret with four .303 machine guns (Browning), also had a front gun turret which Bombardier was resposilble for” in event of a frontal attack by a night fighter … a rare occurrence.”
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Victor first crew was Bill Tighe, a recently married Englishman. Bob Irwin (Navigator), Ken Sweatman (Bombardier), Wilf Wakely (wireless operator) and Victor Poppa himself (tail gunner). Wilf was experienced having flown on 6 bombing missions one of which was the first 1,000 bomber raid on the Ruhr Valley “which we named Happy Valley because of the intense Flak, Searchlighs and night fighters.”
Wilf Wakely was the only survivor of a Handly Page bomber (Halifax?) so had experience with parachute and escape hatch. Victor enjoyed the training flights and the lectures. One lecture saved his life. Ken Sweatman asked Victor to come to a presentation on photo flashes. Later, Victor failed to properly address an officer and was told as punishment to harmonize the guns on an aircraft being repaired. Bombs had been unloaded safely it seemed. So Victor paced off a target point behind the bomber, set up a harmonizing board, climbed the ladder into the bomber and began walking along the catwalk to the rear of the plane. His arm accidentally caught on the arming wire for the photo flash and pulled out the pin. Time delay began ticking. In seconds the photo flash would explode thereby detonating the other photo flashes and then perhaps the whole bomb load. The photo flash units were bombs themselves though. “At this point I had two choices either to remove the fuse or jump out and run hoping I would be far enough away to survive the blast.” Victor knew all the ground crew would die so he decided to try and remove the fuse. Success. “I descended the ladder and told the armorer what happened. He blanched’ as I handed him the fuse. If I had not attended that lecture with Ken I would not be here today.”
While on training flights in England Victor had ‘real fun’ doing air to air firing from his Wellington gun turret and also “we used camera guns against spitfires” Then they practised low flying where Victor coaxed the pilot to get lower and lower. Ken Sweatman got worried and reminded Victor that “I am a married man as is Bill” All the same they did fly low enough to touch the top of trees, buzz a train and fly through a quarry ‘which was a near miss’. When they to back from one practise run the ground crew pulled branches from the motors.
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“Night bombing was another matter…more dangerous. Initially we did circuits and bumps in the dark…i.e. takeoff and landing. Then cross country flights one of which created panic when a fire seemed to happen just as the plane was on its final approach. “Bill said, ‘I smell fire’ Wilf fired a red flare and we were cleared to land. Bill had not bothered lower the landing gear, flaps were down. Bill did a fancy side slip but we hit the air cushion between the airplane and the runway and started to slide, slide, slide…15 tons of mass takes a fair amount of runway. We skidded onto the grass as the tail swung around. I felt like an anvil on a chain. Our airplane did not burn, fortunately, I had trouble getting out of my turret as the hydraulic lines locked once the motor stopped. The Wellington was totalled…ruined…fuselage was twisted and wing bent up, centre section spar twisted, propeller ruined, bomb bay a mess and the bottom of the motors cylinders mashed. We got out OK…Bob our navigator cracked a couple of ribs. Bill had his log book ‘endorsed” meaning his idea of a fire was not quite valid.”
NOTE: Operational training was no piece of cake. Victor estimated that about half of the dozen or so crew members he started with died before ever getting to fly a bombing run over Germany. One crash must have made Victor and his crew feel really badly as they were partly responsible.
“There were always bad crashes using those tired old Wellingtons which were difficult to fly on one motor. One night in our trading at #22 OTU we were doing takeoffs and landings and while taxiing down the runway Bill managed to get one wheel off the runway. As we were trying to get our Wellington back onto the runway we heard over our raidio telephone another airplane talking to our tower. He said he had one engine out. Tower asked if he could take one more circuit as we were stuck part way down the runway. the pilot said he would give it a try. He did not make it. A few seconds later I could see a big flash of flame. All aboard perished.”
“There was never any talk about about all of the things happening but every day we could see stretchers leaning against the hospital wall with dark brown stains from bloodied bodies.”
NOTE: Victor was young, 22 years old, blessed with a feeling of immortality when he first arrived in England. At OTU that feeling diminished. He kept a stiff upper lip.
NOTE: English girls were great distractions for Victor and for many other airmen who tried to live their lives to fullest for they soon knew their days living on this earth were numbered. So sex was an escape and a pleasure…as Victor graphically describes. Each base provided a big box of condoms. “We could take as many as we wanted and did so,” said a friend of mine.
NOTE: Some readers may find Victor’s stories upsetting because the sexual detail is a bIt rough. Sorry about that. These sexual exploits were part and parcel of bomber command experiences. Some are very humorous. If you find sex disturbing stop reading now. NOW!
“Wellesbourne was my first real opportunity to meet English girls. These girls were easy to get along with and very nice. Wellesbourne sported 4 pubs. We would start down from 1 to 4 and then back to #1. There was a lot of just regular sex with these girls. With some there was a bit more than that which I remember with a smile. This one girl was about 5’ 6” and well proportioned and would wait near a lane for her prey. You could do whatever you wanted providing you were both standing up. One of her first words were ‘you are raping me you know’ to which the response was ‘Uh! Huh’ and kept proceeding. She was my first experience with what was known as a ‘knee shaker’. Later this same thing was done in telephone booths when it was raining. It was fun if a little strange.”
“Another night I was drinking my way back to the base and I was well into my cups and using my bicycle for support. This fellow I knew had two girls with him. He said ‘Vic, I can’t fuck them both, do you want one?’ Sure, I said, I was given my choice. My friends choice of words did not upset the girls. They were both attractive and eager to get on with it. I got mine down the road apiece and over the hedge. This time missionary fashion was great, especially with one nice buttock inch hand. I finally got her back over the hedge, kissed her good night … mutual kiss back. The next morning on my way to the mess hall, the back of my hands were very itchy and I had to scratch them. After reflecting on the problem a bit, I came to the realization that I had deposited my girl onto stinging nettles. I’ve often wondered how much scratching she had to do to her very nice bottom?”
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Dances for airmen were a regular occurrence across England

“Another high light was when one night a female Cabby offered to take two of us from our unit to Leamington Spa (about 20 miles from our base) for 10 shillings each. We had her drop us off at the local once hall. I wasn’t making much headway until after God save the King was sung at the end of the evening.. While passing through the door I noticed this reasonably shaped female on my left. I slipped my arm under hers and said ‘Let’s go to the park.’ To which she replied ‘The park’s closed, let’s go to my place.’ We did not waste words. Thanks to the blackout my hands were busy. She said ‘I’m glad “.’ ‘Me too1’ I stayed with her all night. When we were really into it she said ‘I don’t care if have a baby’… I said ‘Me, too!’ and kept going. She told me her name was the Honourable Olivia. Olivia must have been between 35 and 40 years old. What a body? and good-looking. I was 22 years old. I awoke at 6.45 a.m. and had 15 minutes to get to the base. We were scheduled to fly at 8 a.m. Olivia asked if I could make it on time. I said sure , ‘I have 7 shillings which is more than enough for the bus.’ Olivia insisted on giving me a 1 pound note (worth about $4.50 Canadian) I did not have time to argue. From time to time I have nice thoughts about the Honourable Olivia.”
NOTE: Victor’s RCAF career…would make a good movie. I like to think that the Honourable Olivia really wanted a baby…needed one for her biological clock was getting past its best before date. Maybe her British army husband had been lost in the disastrous early months of the African campaign…a side story. Maybe Victor really earned that 1 pound note. But that is just speculation…fantasy. Maybe.
FIRST RAID: BOMBING OF HAMBURG (SO intense that the streets caught fire)
“Our Squadron Commander deemed us ready for combat on July 24, 1943. Our target was Hamberg. Mission Number One. All of our training came to a head. At the briefing we were told we were one of 800 airplanes to go on this raid…mixed bag or Wellingtons, Short Sterlngs, Halifaxes, Lancasters.
Once airborne we each got busy with our own task. I loaded my four .303 Brownings and cocked each gun in the ready to fire position. I then switched on my reflector sight and to my chagrin I discovered the bulb for the reflector sight refused to light up This was good cause to turn back but I voted to continue anyway and take the chance. We were very naive at this juncture and it was almost our undoing. However the gods were smiling upon us. We crossed the coast at Scarborough, heading for Heligoland where we met our first baptism from “Flak” (anti-aircraft shells). We were at 20,000 feet and passed over the German Flak ships without damage. We then crossed the coast where the Elbe empties into the North Sea heading inland to Hamberg. More Flak explosions around us. I heard the sharp crack from each shell and saw the black puffs of smoke. I knew we could be hit as the flak was very close. The plane bounced. We were being handed off from one flak battery to another en route to Hamberg. Then there it was…the city. Well lit. Looking down I could make out the streets and see bursts from our bombs exploding. Some aircraft carried 250, 500, 1000, 2000 and 4,000 pounders called ‘cookies’. Others carried a mixed bag…some of the above, Magnesium bombs (400 to a canister) and last but not least, 35 point phosphorus bombs. Phosphorus was nasty…it would stick to anything including flesh. There were 8 of these to a canister. If phosphorus stuck to flesh, it began to burn and could only be put out by sand or water. So people hit by phosphorus had to be submerged in water. And had to stay in water because the phosphorus would begin to burn the moment a person left the water…burns in an oxygen atmosphere. Phosphorus burning people who jumped into water had to stay there. After the war I heard tht the German SS machine gunned their own people to put them out of their misery.”
“This raid to Hamberg was also the first time we used a device called ‘window’…little pieces of foil. When cut to the correct wave length these strips would confuse German Radar. Instead of picking up individual aircraft, German Radar showed hundreds thousands of aircraft. Our losses this night were nominal from the flak but that did not stop the night fighters. A Junkers 88 crept up our tail and got within 100 feet but was down lower…about 25 feet lower so it remained very close. Fortunately we were flying in a Wellington and from his position we could have passed for a Ju 88 which has two motors and at night we must have made the Ju 88 pilot curious. Were we an enemy or a friend? First he put on a big amber light then a smaller green light. I said to Bill to start corkscrewing. Bill’s idea of a corkscrew was not my idea of a corkscrew. The Ju 88 followed. Then, just as we were about to start another corkscrew, the Ju 88 put on a red light, levelled off and was about to give ua everything he had. I Said ‘Bill, 360 port, Go!’ Bill slammed us into a 90 degree bank to Port just as the Ju 88 opened up. Missed us by a split second and at the same time we lost him. Our 360 degree turn was right over the target and right in the middle of our own Bomber stream. Talk about Russian Roulette. We still had our bombs aboard and Ken then let them all go. Not safe yet. We shook off 3 more German night fighters which Bill handled OK.”

NOTE: Victor Poppa believed the German pilot of the attacking JU 88 night fighter got a bit confused since a the Wellington bomber and the Ju 88 looked similar as you can see. Victor’s crew were lucky because the Ju 88 delayed the attack giving the Wellington time to corkscrew and then dodge to Port side. Rear gunners, like Victor, often played major role in detecting night fighters coming from behind. Some felt those Browning machine guns were useless.

Ju 88 German night fighter
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Wellington Bomber
“Then our intercom went out and I couldn’t get Bill. I flashed my flashlight up the fuselage, Wilf saw my light and figured something was amiss. He checked around and found he had accidentally disconnected the plug. Then our wirelesses quit working. All faults that could kill us. Like I said the gods were smiling down on us. If the intercom had gone out earlier, I would not be here today.”
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Note: Victor and crew got back to England without another crisis. There were so many things that could go wrong on these fights. Even the accidental disconnection of an electric plug could spell disaster. Tail gunners, many of them, knew the Browning .303 machine guns were not very effective so they did not have itchy trigger fingers. Better, they thought, was to act a spotters should an enemy night fighter be attacking. Alerting the pilot a top priority. Firing the Brownings was a distant second. Bursts of machine gun fire might just allow an enemy night fighter to hone in on an RCAF bomber. Victor does not seem to have total confidence in his pilot which is never a good sign in a bomber crew.
“July 29, 1943, We were sent out on a practice bomb trip to Strensell for Ken’s benefit. That evening we were to go back to Hamburg for our second mission but this duty was not carried out because our ‘Gee’ set would not function. We got 5 degrees east and Bob refused to navigate.”
Note: Abortng a mission was a serious issue. By 1943 most crews knew their chances of successfully completing 20 Bombing runs was slim. Some crews seem to have looked for excuses. Understandable for sure but not acceptable. An aborted mission was always suspicious…always investigated.
“A ‘Gee’ set not functioning was a legitimate excuse to terminate a mission. Bob could navigate without the ‘Gee’ but refused to do so. Bob’s nose could get hard at times.”
“JULY 28, 1943, During the day we did an air test and that night were sent out on another cross country no doubt penance for Bob’s refusal to fly without his ‘Gee’ set/“
“July 29, 1943: We were to got to Hamburg again. Number 3 Mission. We caught hell on this one. It was a hot summer day. We had a total of 780 aircraft going. As before mixed bag of airplanes.Gradually British production of 4 engined aircraft was starting to replace the two engined Wellingtons. I’m not counting theShort Serling. This airplane was a real dog. Once loaded with bombs it could not get to 25,000 feet. Later the Sterlings were given the job of towing gliders exclusively.”
“Bill gave full power for take off with around 10 degrees of flap. when we were over the trees at the end of the runway I could see the flaps creeping up on their own and we were starting to settle down to the tree tops, at this point as we were just skimming the treetops we started picking up more airspeed and slowly started to climb.
“During the war density of air was not known as a factor in an airplanes’ ability to lift weight. The hotter the air the higher the airplane thinks it is at, hence an airplane with ,say, an ambient temperature of 115 degrees might not get off the ground at all. Now, say the temperature is 70 degrees the airplanes’ ability to life the same weight would be alright.
“We followed similar course as we had on our first trip…via Heligoland, the Elbe River to the target. The flak was real close. They had our altitude right on but we were off our Port side by 200 feet. The Flak stayed with us all the way to Hamburg with continuous explosions of 88mm shells. Over the target was not much better.We were briefly caught by searchlights but shook them off. Ken was getting the bombs off and then he turned to get a look as the bombs were released. Lucky. A chunk of flak from below sent shrapnel through the perspex (plexiglass). It struck exactly where his head had been a moment earlier and continued up through the instrument panel . Another piece went between Wilf and Bob and back into space. Shortly thereafter another shell burst above me and one piece went into our carburetor down into our supercharger and we lost 500 rpm to our port Port motor and stayed that way for the rest of the trip.
The fires were fierce on the ground. Detial of city blocks burning were easy to see from our 20,000 feet altitude . Bomb flashes bursting around the fires were also easy to see. The super race was now gettng its’ due.
“A master searchlight was coming up on our Port side. I said to Bill to get ready to dive to port. ‘Go, Bill, Go!’ and Bill slammed the wheel left and pushed down. We shot through the light. Ken said ‘Jeez’ then I saw a this great big Halifax with the master searchlight and smaller searchlights exposing him to everything that could shoot him down. His bomb bays were were open as he was letting his bomb load go. I could even see what kind of load he had…all one type of 4 pound magnesiums (144 to a canister) and it seemed thousands were spilling out. This poor fellow had to continue flying straight and level for two minutes while his aircraft camera took pictures of where his load had landed. Ken’s comment…’Geez’ was Ken’s exclamation as we dove just in front of the Halifax I just mentioned. That was real close.
Note: I am not sure if the Halifax bomber Victor watched was shot down or not. Seems it was.
“Columns of smoke were higher than our altitude of 20,000 feet. On our return to base and just as we crossed the English coast, looking back some 300 miles I could see Hamburg burning.
“We were cleared to land. As we were crossing the runway threshold I could see the fog following. The poor devil coming in behind us never made it and I don’t know where he went as fog was right down to the deck. When we reached the far end of the runway and were now on the taxiway, there was a person trying to signal Bill instructions. Bill could not make him out. So I said ‘Bill, I’ll jump out and get his instructions.’ This I did. I used to wear my parachute tight. As a result when walking I was stooped down slightly. Lucky. Anyway I was starting to jog back to the man on the taxiway. I stopped. And noticed the man was pointing his finger upwards. Turned and looked up and here was our port side propeller going ‘Tick…Tick…Tick’. One more step and I would have been beheaded. I stooped clear, gave a thumbs up thank you and climbed back into my turret. I have often wondered why I stopped that moment…was it mental telepathy that said ‘Stop and look at the man on the ground’? His mind must have been screaming at me. After I plugged into the intercom I said, ‘Bill, why didn’t you shut down the power on the left Port Engine, when you saw what was about to happen?”, Bill said “Vic, I was petrified!”.
We parked the Wellington “J” HF 541, went to the debriefing and had breakfast. This was our third mission to Hamburg anti tiook 6 hours and10 minutes.
On August 2, 1943 we were again selected to go to Hamburg…fourth mission. The weather was not the greatest. In fact was so vicious that more than half our squadron turned back. However, since we lost mission #2 we decided to see it through. Once we crossed the enemy coast the flak followed us all the way to Hamburg. We plowed through numerous cumulonimbus (word?) clouds with up and down drafts where thunder, lightning , wing icing, St. Elmo’s fire, cloud cover was about 10/10ths . Hamburg was still burning from our previous fires. We could see the glow of the fires through the clouds. We found a small hole in the clouds and Ken satisfied himself that we were over Hamburg and then he let our bombs. We returned to base by another route avoiding the Flak. Once landed we were debriefed as usual.
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“Photos showed that we laid waste to nine square miles. In addition to our four raids the American 8th air force (USAAF) pasted Hamburg with daylight raids. The american effort was modest in numbers. Approximately 75 B 17 Flying Fortress aircraft. This was the USAAF first taste of deep penetration raids into Germany. The fires in Hamburg were so intense that the asphalt on the streets flowed like lava…a fire storm so intense that the oxygen was consumed and people suffocated in their air raid shelters. There was no respite. People rebelled. Where possible some people began looting but that was difficult for the wind created by the fire storm was hurricane force. Apparently there was terror everywhere. From our altitude we did not see all this misery. Better them than us I suppose.
“Back home we went to breakfast and with no sleep we reported to our respective flight authorities to see if anything was on and, sure enough, we were posted on battle orders. This was to be mission #5, August 3, 1943. As tired as we were the ground crew got pre-flight preparation underway on our Wellington. Lunch time came and went. As usual we had the gut wrenching feelings. The possibility of death being foremost. The feelings are never any different…they tore us apart but as the acton increases a calmness descends.
“This time we are using Wellington “P” LN 448. Dinner time arrives …the only time in the squadron that we ever received bacon and eggs. Sort of last meal kind of feeling. Like the hangman is ready to trip the trap. Then comes briefing time and we then find out where we are to go. A one aircraft mission. Unusual. We are expected to fly into the Bay of Biscay targeting the harbour of St. Nazere on the west coast of France where the Germans have submarine pens and other types of shipping.
“Five aircraft from other squadrons are to go elsewhere into ‘Festung Europe’ so that is all the enemy had to contend with tonight. Our orders were to cross the French coast at approximately 13,000 feet and gradually drop altitude until we were in a position to make our run. Our attack altitude must not be no greater than 100 feet. We had to make a visual sighting of a particular island and from this visual start a timed run towards the harbour and after an exact number of seconds drop our two 1500 pound mines. All of this precaution was necessary as the mines were a very secret kind and our side did not wish the Germans to know their intended use. So far everything was going fine, however, we were in fog at 100 feet. Hopefully Bill was reading the altimeter for our briefing had stressed forcefully that we ‘must’ make our attack at exactly 100 feet. Bob was getting excellent ‘Gee’ flashes and said
‘Vic, stand up in your turret and look down, we are just about over the island…we must have a visual of the island, if not, then we have to take our mines home!’
‘Coming, coming, Now!’
“No visual for me. Because of the fog, I could not see the island. Instead I got a burst of shells from a 20 mm Quad. The quad gunner missed my face by 20 or 30 feet. Close…Real close. So close that it was easy to see the caliber and there were enough tracer shells to see how close his aim was to our airplane’s centre line. The German had our airplane right on. Had he pulled the trigger a split second sooner he would’ve parted our Wellington into two distinct parts right at the centre line. The gunner probably picked up our red exhaust stacks and the noise from our motors. He likely even had time to set his guns vertical and just wait for us to pass over. It was that easy for him. The gods again smiled on us. We did not get our visual therefore our mines were not dropped. No point in doing a second run because the fog was very thick. And, had we tried, we would have been hit by that gunner and 20 mm Quad. We crossed the French coast in a climb and then back across the English Channel to our base. The armourers then were obliged remove the mines. This mission lasted 6 ours and 20 minutes. “August 5, 1943. We are to go out again so we went through our usual routine. At briefing we were to go to the Ruhr Valley. I do not remember the intended target by name. It was a bayonet factory which employed 50 people. The buildings all around the factory were hospitals where thousands of injured from Hamburg were taken and others from previous air raids. It was in fact a hospital town. We were sending 600 bombers to get the bayonet factory and its 50 employees and in the process wipe out the whole town. “After the briefing our C.O. said it was quote, ‘O.K.’ if we emptied the hospitals. I felt real squishy in the stomach. Not the usual nervousness preceding a mission. I did not like the idea of hitting hospitals. Our aircraft was bombed up anyway and just as we were taxiing for take off a red flare was fired. The mission was scratched and I think everyone was relieved. Getting Krauts one way was fine with me but not by deliberately hitting hospitals.
“Sir Arthur Harris was chief of Bomber Command and fondly called ‘Butcher Harris’ by Bomber command aircrews. This mission to the Ruhr could technically have called a war crime.
Note: Much has been written about Sir Arthur Harris and the carpet bombing of German cities. He was never dissuaded by critics. Did Harris know about the huge number of German civilians were killed in his thousand bomber raids? He seems to have known. One day he was stopped for speeding in England. The police officer asked ‘Do you want to kill somebody? To which Harris responded ‘That’s my job to kill people.’ After the war, when the massive devastation of German cities was seen by Allied troops there were second thoughts about the actions of Bomber Command. This ‘after the fact’ criticism hurt the feelings of Allied Bomber Command aircrews.
“August 6, 1943, During the day we flew Wellington “W” HE82 for an air test then in the evening we were ordered go up on our third command Bullseye and cross country flight which was a test of British air defences…searchlights and night fighters. We were coned by shearchlights and supposedly shot down by a Bristol Beaufighter (2 motor kind). It’s a good thing all was fun and games. This flight took 4hours and 45 minutes.
August 13, 1943:Our squadron (427) was moved from Eastmoor to Leeming, a peace time air field in Yorkshire with permanent buildings. The really big news today is that our crew is going to switch from 2 motored Wellingtons to 4 engined Halifax’s
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AM I GOING TO SURVIVE? (The thought that ran through every airman’s mind)
The odds were against survival. Young airmen came to that conclusion early in the career. No doubt many joined the RCAF because it sounded exciting. To fly. Each person on an aircrew was expected to complete a tour of 30 flights over enemy territory. Only 16% managed to reach this goal. Some of these airmen even continued to fly, i.e. more than 30 flights, in spite of the long odds against them. Most, like my cousin George Freeman, looked forward to completing 30 and retiring from active bombing. George Freeman even volunteered and joined extra crews to get the 30 missions completed as he planned to marry if he survived. He did not make it as HX 313 was shot down May 27/28 1944 and he was likely killed in his upper turret bubble.
In the big picture there were 120,000 members of the Allied Bomber Command of which 55,573 died. Of these deaths, 9,919 were Canadians, a death rate that was very high for a country with a small population like Canada.
Statistically that meant that a member of RACAF Bomber Command in a Halifax bomber only had a 17.3% chance of survival.*
Perhaps the darkest way to explain what happened to these young men is to consider it this way. For every 100 men in Bomber Command 45 were killed, 6 were badly hurt, 8 became Prisoners of War and 41 returned to Canada with no visible scars. That does not include the mental scars which for many were deep and long lasting. And that is perhaps why few airmen wanted to talk about their experiences.
END PART 1
NOTE: THIS IS PART 1 OF THE VICTOR POPPA JOURNAL/DIARY WHICH HE ENTRUSTED TO ME BACK IN THE 1980’S. PAGES 1 TO 29. AN EARLIER EXCERPT WAS TITLED ‘THE LAST FLIGHT OF HX 313’…A FOUR ENGINED HALIFAX BOMBER. I HOPE VICTOR’S SEXUAL EXPLOITS IN THIS FIRST PART OF THE STORY ARE READ WITH AMUSEMENT RATHER THAN DISGUST. IT IS IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER THAT RCAF AIR CREWS WERE AWARE THAT THEIR LIVES COULD BE TERMINATED AT ANY MOMENT. THE GIRLS THEY MET KNEW THAT AND MANY OF THOSE GIRLS KNEW THAT THEIR LIVES HAD SUDDENLY BEEN CHANGED FOREVER.

WILD GRAPE JELLY…BRILLIANT FALL COLOURS OCT. 2019

WILD GRAPE JELLY

alan skeoch
Oct. 21 and 22, 2019

“Marjorie, the wild grapes  are loaded  this year.”
“You pick, I’ll do  all the dirty work.”
“Picking is the dirty work.”
“Alan, you  have no idea … None…”
“While you are stripping the wild grapes, I am going
to take a few pictures…leaves are brilliant.
“Typical, look at my hands…now, this  is labour…”
“I’ll be back  in a few minutes.”









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LAST FLIGHT OF  HX 313:   VICTOR POPPA “TRAPPED  IN THE TAIL  BUBBLE”  MAY 27/28,1944

alan skeoch
Oct. 2019

This was  HX 313, The Blonde Bomber, 424 Tiger Squadron, RCAF
Bomber Command, Skipton on Swale, Yorkshire, England


Each of the survivors in HX 313  had his own  struggle  with death on the night of May  27,1944.
The most detailed account was sent to me  by  Victor   Poppa who was George Freeman’s
best friend and a fellow air gunner.

This  is  Victor Poppa, 22 year old  tail gunner in HX 313.
I was able to interview  him several times between 1984 and  1987.
He figured  he was a dead  man when HX 313 was heading
to the earth ablaze and  pilotless.  Survived. Eventually Victor sent
me  his diary of his  war experience.  Long and detailed with
many humourous sexual experiences.  It will take  some  time
to convert to digital but I will do it.  Victor was George  Freeman’s
best friend through  1943 snd 1944.  Victor cried when he was
told of George’s death in 1945.  Five of the  eight man crew of
HX 313 bailed out and  survived.   Three did not.  George was
one of the three who died.

VICTOR POPPA

“Dear Alan,

Your letter came  to me approximately three weeks ago, and upon opening  and reading the first paragraph, I could not talk.
My throat constricted  and  I  had to cry.   It was 40 years ago this day (letter written May27, 1944), that we  were preparing for a
raid on a town in  Belgium…Borg Leopold.  This camp contained 13,000 German troops who had  been fully trained
and were to be moved  out the following  day.  To keep these  troops out of their air raid shelters and  above ground our
air force  planners arranged for the RAF to overfly Borg Leopold and  to continue on to  bomb Achen.  This force 
consisted  of  some 200 Lancasters. The Germans at this time went into their air raid shelters.  Then another force of some
45 Halifax bombers were routed  over our target.  They then made turn and continued on to bomb  Dusseldorf.  Again the
Germans went under to their shelters.  Then we came along…Number Six Bomber Group, RCAF with 333 aircraft which  included
424 Squadron Halifax’s ardour aircraft Q.B. – B – Hx313.  QB were the letters of our Squadron.  B was our  airport letter in the 
Squadron.  HX 313 was the serial number of our aircraft.”

“We were to bomb  from three levels.  The first level was  9,000 feet; second level was 10,900 feet; third level or wave was
11,900 feet.  We  were the third level.  Each wave consisted of 111 and each aircraft carried 18 x  500 pound bombs.
The  raid was to last for ten minutes.  As I  found  out later this raid was a classic for night bombing accuracy.  We  killed
8,500 German  soldiers in ten minutes with hardly any casualties the Belgian civilian  population.”

Note Made 1984: At this point Victor Poppa explained the routine events  of a  bomber operations day  from briefing to
a special meal of bacon and eggs.  As the day wears on the crew begin  to get nervous.  Some write  letters.  George  Freeman
wrote to a girlfriend  (platonic by sound of it) and  sounded  cheerful.  Faking perhaps.  (see Georges’ letters later). 
Some even preferred to write their last wills and  testaments.  Not George  or Victor that I could tell. As evening approaches
the crew put on their flying suits.  Victor loaned  his fur lined  suit to Bob Irwin as his feet got freezing cold…moreso
than the rest of the crew. Victor prefers the electric  flying suit as it take less space in the tiny tail gunners bubble. One 
of the most moving snapshots sent was taken surreptitiously from the crew truck.  It shows a corner of the truck
windshield and  off in the distance silhouette  against the skylines HX 313, the Blonde Bomber.

“Into HX 313 we go, each to his position.   Eric and our passenger  Bob Elliott, co pilot;  Moe, our engineer; Ken to his bomb
aimer’s position;  Bob, our navigator; and Wilf ,our wireless  operator;…all accounted for. Then George  and  myself  to our 
gunners bubbles…George as  upper middle gunner and me as tail gunner.  Eric  goes through the check  list and soon we
are taxiing around the perimeter track to the main runway.  In  position. Eric advances the throttle and we are on our way.”

Note:  Liftoff is  extremely dangerous  as HX 313 is loaded with bombs  and  high  octane fuel.  An error can detonate the load.
There would  be little chance of survival.  The crew knows this…they have seen  it happen.

“We are soon at altitude. Bob, our  navigator, has given Eric  a course and suggested so that we can arrive as scheduled.
All of the previous aircraft have stirred things up.”  (Perhaps German soldiers in Bourg Leopold will be  out watching
the bombers overflying their camp.) “Ken  (bomb aimer) is now in  his position for  bombing as we start our run.  He 
gives Eric  course directions…left, left, right, etc.  We  are  now but a few miles from the  target when Ken says, “Vic, there  is
a JU 88 below us.  I stand  up and try to see under our aircraft but cannot.   Eric  is asked  to  drop a wing so  George can
see.   He can’t see it either.  Ken is asked to give Eric evasive  action  instructions if necessary.  Just then there is  a
horrible explosion in our left inside motor.  HX 313 lurches  up as if struck  by a gigantic hammer.  Flames  run down  our
left side.  Then a few seconds later there is the clatter of machine gun bullets and  cannon shells slamming  through our
aircraft.  The plexiglass nose is shot out but the bombs are secure.”

“Our bombe did not explode.  There were  fires in from front to rear.  The inside  of much  of the plane was cherry red.
My first thoughts were: ‘You have been waiting for this and now  it has finally happened.’ I called on the Intercom
but received  no answer, only static.  HX 313, however, was still flying in a straight line.”

“I pulled off my flying helmet, opened my turret doors, reached for my parachute and snapped it to my chest. I stayed in my
position because  I saw  no parachute go by the tail.   Then,  a few seconds later, I saw  one.  It was open and  on its side
parallel to the ground  just missing the  port rudder and fin. Then I decided to go.  I swung my turrets 90 degrees in the
fuselage and tried to go  out but couldn’t because of the fire and wind.  I tried twice to no avail.   By this time the ground
was appearing quite close.  I could tell from  the fires that to bail out from the aft fuselage exit would have entailed too much 
time and  by then it would be too late anyway.  So I sat there waiting for my end.  The aircraft then went into a  flat spin.
My turret twisted  free and I was flung out by the brute force.  My leg, however, was stuck momentarily under my leg guard.
I could feel my knee pull right out of its socket.   Then my leg came free.  I was falling flat on my back.  I looked on my
chest for my parachute  and it was not there.  The parachute had been pulled away for my chest by the wind force and was
 nowhere feet from my face and above.  Pulled on the
harness  and brought the parachute down close enough so I could  grab  the D ring and pulled. It opened with sharp snap.  A pain
knifed through my groin, I put my arms above my head, grabbed the harness and  pulled thereby  relieving the pain.  A few
seconds later I saw  the ground coming up real fast. I felt as though  I was an arrow.  I hit the ground hard  and collapsed
with my parachute falling on top of me.  I am  sure the chute had  opened  at less that 1,000 feet and our aircraft had been
at 11,900when we were first hit by the flak and  then shot up  by the JU 88.”

“I managed to get onto my feet but I could not feel  anything  from the waist down…felt like metal bands were clamped around
my ankles and knees.   I was standing balanced as though on stilts.  Just t hen I could hear motors screaming…an aircraft
in its death sieve.  I Dropped flat to the ground.  It is amazing how close you think you are to the ground, as  if you are being
pulled down tight, pressed into the grass.  This aircraft hit a few fields away and  exploded.”

“All of this happened at approximately 2 a.m. on the 28th of May, 1944.  After the explosion I found I couldn’t walk but moved with
a painful shuffle.  I moved away from the area slowly.   At wire fences I would put my body through and  then with my hands pull my legs  through.
I moved along in this manner until the dawn started to glow.  Then I made my way  into the centre  of a wheat field where  I  lay down
and fell into a deep  sleep. I awoke at noon hour with the sun shining down at me.   I made my way out of the field and crawled  under
a tree.  I took off my electric suit and found I  had suffered some  spinal chord damage and had torn open my left leg and buttocks.
The  leg was swollen twice its normal  size and black  and blue.  I also had torn muscles and  ligaments.  I crawled  to  a farm house
where the farmer  was kind but reluctant  to hide  me.   He gave  me water and milk to drink.  We were advised in England never
to impose upon these people.   I they showed willingness, fine.   If not, leave.  If we were caught with them they would suffer
Grievously.”

“My legs were starting to stiffen up and  the pain was increasing.  I made  my way to another field where I lay down and rolled and rolled
in agony.   I was this way well into the afternoon.   Finally I felt that I must get  some assistance.  On my knees I made my way  
back to the  farm house and indicated I  would like police assistance.  While waiting, a Belgian doctor gsve
me an injection of some sort but it had no effect.  I gave the farm woman all of my escape  money and shortly two Luftwaffe
NCO’s came  in an automobile.  I was placed in the  back seat with one  NCO and because I  could not bend my  legs I had
to lay across his body.”

“I was driven to our target the previous night.  There was one room left standing where I was deposited on a  bed.   Despite all
of the  killing we had done I was not mistreated.  I was given a bowl of greasy stew which i could not down.  Later, I was visited
by a German medical officer   All he did was rant and rave  at me in German.   Although I Felt he was going to strike me, he did not.
Three days later I was taken outside and placed in the back of a truck with four caskets.  A German NCO pointed to one and
said “Komerad  Irwin. This was our navigator Bob Irwin.  I gave a negative response.  He then pointed  to the casket on my right
and said “Kamerad Wakely”.  This was the coffin of Wilf Wakely.  Again I gave a negative response .  I was not questioned about the 
third caskrt. This one must have been George. The fourth  was empty as I had moved it with my foot.  At that  time I did not know George
was dead.   It wasn’t until I returned to England after the war  was over that I got word from RCAF records that George had  been
killed.  This left me stunned as  Hank (George)  and I were real close friends.”

Note:  Victor  Poppa’s account closed the file on the  last flight of HX 313.   He was the last person to get out of the aircraft.  All had
been able to get out one way or  another, except for George Freeman.  Two who got out were killed when they  hit the ground.
The rest survived. George was  likely killed  when  the JU 88 strafed the plane.  One of the crew remembers George’s legs hanging down
as he worked his way past the upper turret to reach the escape hatch.   The nagging thought that George was remained  alive because
gunners were often trapped in their  turrets like  Victor Poppa.  HX 313 exploded on impact near an abandoned railway station.   Eric  Mallett
and Ken  Sweatman were escorted  past a pile of melted metal that had once been The Blonde  Bomber.  They could not stop to look
closely for their  escorts were members of the Belgian Underground and it was imperative that they hide Ken and Eric as 
quickly as possible.   Victor Poppa, George Elliott and Morris Muir became POW’s.

Victor’s adventures as a POW Had similarities to Steve MacQueen in the The Great Escape…only life was a hell of a lot less
fun.  Worse  for the Russian POW in he adjoining camp where abuse was more prevalent.   Victor had a  choice  when  the war
ended.  Either to walk out of the Stalag or  stay put until Russian troops took over.  The German guards  just disappeared one
night leaving the gate  open when the sun came up. Victor and a friend decided  to take their chances  and  start the long and potentially dangerous
trek through the  Russian sector in hope he could reach the American sector.  He had he good fortune of  hooking up with nine
French  girls hiking their  way  back  home from a German labour  camp.  

Victor had been  on a long march  from a  POW camp in Poland to another in Germany.  On that trek he became aware of the
hatred the German civilian population had toward  air force prisoners.   The bombing of  Bourg Leopold killed  many but the 
constant bombing of German cities killed  a whole lot more.  Mobs tried  to attack air force prisoners. “While in Kohn train station we   were
threatened by a large mob.  Our guards, however, kept order and we were not molested.”   So he knew the risks when  he walked
out of his Stalag and  headed south to American  lines.   In one instance, at dusk, Victor and  his French girls entered a German house
which they thought had been abandoned.   Instead they met a  German officer who was already in bed  but with a  Luger under his sheet
aimed right at them.  They left without incident.  Fear was spreading through the German civilian population in what was to become
East Germany. German  officers and soldiers feared for their lives.

REMEMBERING GEORGE (HANK) FREEMAN

This story began as an attempt to find out what happened to George Freeman  on that horrific May 27/28 evening.
“At times  Hank and  I went on leave together where we  had undisciplined fun.  Hank had a real way of charming the girls in the mess
as well as on our trips  away from he base.”  As Day approached the crew of  HX 313 were working together  like  a well
oiled machine.  A human machine.  “On one mission it was Hank’s birthday and we  arranged for Ken  to say  ‘Happy Birthday Hank’ instead
of ’Bombs away’.  QB B HX 313 was shot down on its  fourth mission.   The  crew had  flown more than double that number.  Eight missions
for some.  For others, many more missions.  The death rate was high.  They knew  that.
Both planes and men  had short lives in  #6 Bomber Group.   The results of the  steady bombing  was a devastated  Germany.
Ciies turned into rubble.  Factories flattened.  Many many thousands of people maimed and killed.  As allied land troops fanned
out across Germany this devastation became an  embarrassment to many.  As a result  the  Bomber  Groups were never  given
full recognition for their service and some  felt neglected.  Side  lined.  Overlooked.  

The  story was assembled back in1984 and now updated in 2019.  Much has happened and continues to happen.
Discoveries.  Take the war graves for instance.  One of my colleagues, John Maize, was working in Holland in 1984
and I asked him to see  if he could find the grave  of George Freeman.  He found George and Wilf and Bob all
buried side  by side in a military grave in Belgium.   What day do you think he visited the grave site? 
…John Maize arrived  there  on May 27, 1984…exactly 40 years to the day after the Bourg Leopold attack.
And on that same day, May 27, 1984, Victor Poppa, Eric Mallett and Ken Sweatman sent the letters that made this
story possible..

GEORGE FREEMAN’S LAST TWO LETTERS:  THEY WERE NEVER MAILED

When George Freeman’s personal things  were returned aunt Kitty and Uncle Chris, there were two letters
that George had written but never mailed.  They reveal much so have been included.  George was a young man…barely
past the teen age part of his  life as  will be apparent.  Thoughts  of death are not a big part of the letters but those
thoughts  can be found between the lines.

“Arrmed Forces Air Letter
Flight Sergeant Freeman, G.F.,
R190568
RCAF
Overseas

MAY – 1944 (/)

MRS. C.W. FREEMAN,
C/O Scanons Store,
1439 Kingston Road,
Toronto 13, Ont.
Canada

Dearest Mom and Dad,

Well dearest, here I  am again.  Have received a letter from you and another from Mickey (sister).  It sure is swell to hear from you.
We have been pretty busy of late and  I’m pretty tired and would like to see the end  of the war.  Maybe it’ll end soon.  I’m
flying as a  spare gunner and  also as  a  regular member of the crew, it’s a bit risky flying every time but at least it keeps  me from 
being browned off.  Auntie Jean and everybody down that way are fine and send  their love  to you and dad.  I’m sorry dad can’t get the help 
he needs the golf  course. (Chris was  head greenskeeper at the Hunt Club Golf Course in Scarborough where George spent
his teen age years  caddying.) I don’t think I told  you about the visit I paid  on my last leave to one  of the girls parents house.
The girl works in our mess  and is  a good girl.  In fact, mom, she is a Cockney so you have an idea that what she is  like.
Her parents made me very welcome and  I had two eggs there.  Eggs area blessing when you can get  them.  (This  ‘good girl’
and George were planning marriage but her name has been lost).  Frankly,  mom, I like Cockneys the best of anybody
in the south of England.   They don’t beat around  the bush if they are going to tell you something.  Gosh!  I almost forgot you
should receive a Victory Bond  pretty soon.  I’ve paid  for it so do what you want with it.  Seems  like there isn’t much more
to say Mom, outside of I’m fine and  hope you and  everybody are the same.  I’ll close for now with love to all  and  all my love
 to you and Dad and may God
be with you.

All my Love, 

Note: This letter had been ‘opened by the examiner’  on April 6, 1944.
All personal letters were censored in case crucial information would
compromise the war effort.

George   xxxxxxxxx

SECOND LETTER TO ‘DOT’, A GIRLFRIEND BACK HOME IN CANADA

R190568
Sgt. Freemand,
RCAF
OVERSEAS,
30/3/43


Dear Dot,

This is just a couple of paragraphs to let you know I’m still kicking and  that Jerry hasn’t had much  success in getting rid  of me.  How 
goes the battle with you and are you still working as hard as ever?  First, I want to thank you for the swell Valentine.  It was super.
How did  you ever dig it up?  I’m sorry I couldn’t return the favour and send  you  one.  Guess  you’ll have to settle for a  
Christmas card when Christmas rolls  around  again.  Will you thank Beryll for her card and tell her as  soon as I can find  the 
address I will write her too. Kind of me don’t you think?  Thank her for the pics  as well.

Things  are pretty much the same as ever over here.  Nothing good to eat and lots of beer.  I’m still as teetotaler.  The dances 
are corny…always  will be.  This mountain music they dish out here is worse than Columbus  Hall  stuff.  Guess  I sound pretty 
browned  off (fed  up) with things. Well I’m not too  badly put out.  It’s just the monotony of things.  One good thing is ‘leave’
which comes up pretty regularly.  We do get a  bit of a change in scenery, faces,  etc. I saw Sam Manhood on one leave.  
He looks  pretty fed up with everything not to mention that he has  aged  about 4 years.  Say, I wonder if I have aged  too?

The next thing on my list of jazz to talk about is flying.  That too is very monotonous.   I have put in a few trips  over Germany
and haven’t had too  much trouble with Jerry although he does try to give us a scare once in awhile.  The last trip over the 
skipper was in an excited mood at having seen his first real live fighter…F.W. 190.  So  he “dood it in his pants’ if you know
what I  mean.   If  I ever did that I’d ask  for my discharge  so  help me.  The agony of  it was that he had to sit that way for 
six hours.  On the whole it’s not to bad over  there if you keep your eyes open.  Maybe I’ll live through it.  Who knows?

Let’s skip that and talk about you.  That picture we had taken sure was terrific.  I had some time explaining to the boys
that it was  purely a platonic  friendship we had for each other.  How goes you and the Masonic Temple.  Still up there regular?
Are Beryll and  Freddie still on just friendly terms or has Freddie put on the old charm and  made her fall for him?

Well, Dot, there doesn’t seem to be much  more to say outside of it’s closing time.   So give my love, etc.  to the gang
and write soon.  Love to Berryl.

xxxx love xxx
xxx George xxx

CONCLUSION:  SO  MUCH  HAS NOT BEEN EXPLAINED

There is so  much that needs saying about HX 313, especially the larger picture of the RCAF and 424 Squadron.  To
do so , however, needs a lot of space and a lot of time.  Even a discussion of the gunners and their guns needs 
to be explained.  Why were the guns of limited  use?  Why did many gunners see their role as  spotters more
than gunners?   Why, also, were  the guns useless when  the pilot of HX 313 took evasive action?  Who was
bomber Harris?  Why did the streets of  Hamburg start to burn after the bomber raids?  How many German
civilians were killed and maimed by Bomber Command?   Were phosphorus bombs inhumane?  How  many young
Canadian airmen died?  How  were the thousand bomber air raids organized? What did air crews  do on leave?

Fortunately I  have Victor Poppa’s diary.   If time allows I will transcribe it in the next few emails.  I should 
warn you however, that it includes sexual exploits.  Readers who find sex distasteful  have now been  forewarned.


alan skeoch
Oct. 10, 2019